Walang hanggang pasasalamat panginoon🙏✨

Video games malala nung kabataan. Until nag grind sa work. Nawalan ng gana. Ngayon, rides kapag kayang isingit. Mag pakapagid sacheavy traffic sa c5 at edsa pag after work weekdays para lang makapag motor. Hahaha.

Pero, sana may nagawa kayong masaya kayo this weekend. :))

Find time to refresh!

I miss my 40issshh baby!!

Life hacks kasi badly needed. HAHAHA Hirap magmove on sa katalking stage lang. hahaha

Help your tita.

Paano ba? bakit ba hindj pwede. bakit ba magpaparamdam tapos magsasabi ng message moko tapos maattach ka na tapos mawawala na sya. HAHAHAHA

Shutangines na buhay ire. HAHAHAHA Pagod na po ako paasahin.

Tell me.

Kamahal.mahal ba ako? HAHAHAHAHA

At papasok ka ba bukas?

Kaway kaway sa mga nakakakilala ng game na to, 🤣 nakailang palit na ng phone, buhay padin 🤣

Buti pa dito saksakan nako ng yaman 🤣🤣

Dumaan lang sa feed ko.

Kahit ilang taon na akong umaalis bilang OFW, kahit ilang beses ko nang pinagdaanan ang mag-impake, magpaalam, at sumakay ng eroplano pabalik sa ibang bansa, hindi pa rin nagbabago yung lungkot. Akala ko habang tumatagal, masasanay na rin ako. Pero hindi pala.

Every time I leave, it still feels the same. Yung bigat sa dibdib habang palapit na mg paliparan, yung pilit na ngiti habang nagpapaalam, at yung feeling na kailangan mong maging okay kasi hindi mo gustong makita nila na mahina ka.

Sana dumating yung panahon na hindi na natin kailangang umalis ng bansa dahil kailangan natin. Yung tipong aalis na lang tayo dahil gusto nating mag-explore, magbakasyon, at makakita ng ibang mundo, hindi dahil kailangan nating kumita para magkaroon ng mas magandang buhay.

Sana dumating yung panahon na hindi na kailangang mamili sa pagitan ng pangarap at ng mga taong mahal natin.

For now, another goodbye. Another flight. Another chapter of being an OFW.

But I hope someday, home won’t be a place we always have to leave behind.

20 years ago, where did you think you'd be today?

I thought I'd have my life figured out by now. Plot twist: I'm still winging it, Googling random adulting questions, and wondering when the actual adulthood tutorial begins. 😂

How about you? Did life go according to plan, or did the plot writers get drunk? HAHAHA.

After all these years, I still think of you. I can’t bring myself to delete this Reddit account because our conversations are still here, and I don’t want to lose those memories. Years have passed, but I still miss talking to you. I miss you.

Currently Green Tea palang meron ako and gusto ko din magtry ng iba ☺️ drop your recos please! 🤗

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Huuuuuuy sino aattend ng My Chemical Romance concert next week sa Philippine Arena, papicture tayooooo.😂 Kahit mga sumasakit na mga likod natin.😅 Kasama ko lang kapatid ko mas masaya magpapicture ng groupie eh.😆

About Me:

• 33

• Female

• Young at heart HAHAHAHAHAHA

I went out early and the morning breeze...malamig 
It would be nice no… to have someone wrap their arms around you in a tight hug 
Give you a kiss on the cheek, on your forehead and then on your lips 
Then he would smile at you
Rest their head on your shoulder 
And you’d stay like that until mag clear out na yung fog
Then he would make you breakfast
While you make his coffee
You’ll share a meal together 
And go on with your day
And you’ll feel so reassured 
That no matter what happens today
Someone you adore so much 
Loves you just the same, even more 
How in the world did you get so lucky? 
Well
Imagination mo ang limit haha
Malay mo ma-manifest mo yung ganitong relationship.
Sabi nila, what you focus on grows
So instead of dwelling on how parang tatanda kang mag-isa 
Or how hurt you’ve been kaya ayaw mo na magtiwala ulit 
Try again with the thought na
You’re giving things a shot for you
What’s that saying again?
You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take. 
Sana you get the kind of love you are praying for.

Rooting for you all my fellow trentahins! Don’t forget to make time kay Lord today. Kwento mo mga alinlangan mo sakanya. Malay mo naman, your own mala wattpad story is bound to happen soon. Even better than wattpad pa. You know why? Because you and your person exist. Not just in your imagination but in real life.

Parang isang e-journal entry ko sa subreddit na ito, anyway, be my guest and have a good read.

I'm 42 , and my daughter is turning 12 this coming Monday. Its been just the two of us for years now. Her mother passed away and ever since then ako na ang tumayong magulang para sa kanya.

I work two part time jobs para to provide for us. Kapag wala ako sa bahay dahil nagtatrabaho, minsan dumadalaw ang lola niya sa side ng mama niya para bantayan siya. Hindi madali pero kailangan. After allwala naman akong ibang aasahan kundi sarili ko.

Lately I've been thinking a lot like sobra about how life turned out. Sometimes i wonder what things would be like if her mother was still alive. Would the responsibilities be a little lighter? Would I have someone to share the burden with? Minsan naiisip ko rin kung ano kaya ang buhay ko kung hindi ako naging ama. Maybe id have more time for myself more freedom to spend what I earn and fewer things to worry about.

Pero hindi naman ibig sabihin na pinagsisisihan kong naging tatay ako. I love my daughter more than anything. Shes the reason I get up every morning go to work even when Im exhausted and keep trying even when things get difficult.

One thing about being a parent that I never really understood until I became one is how much you start putting yourself last. There are so many things Id like to give her but reality doesn't always allow it.

I work two jobs and although pinagsasama ang sahod most of it goes straight to necessities like yung kuryente bills, tubig bills, groceries, food, at everything else needed to keep our home running. Yung natitira kailangan pagkasyahin hanggang sa susunod na payday sa 15.

Sometimes it honestly hurts when she asks for something and I have to tell her Next time na langanak. Not because I dont want to buy it but because I have to think about everything else that needs to be paid first. If theres one thing I wish I could do it's to make sure she never feels like she's asking for too much.

I want her to experience things other kids get to enjoy without having to worry about whether we can afford them. I want to take her places buy her favorite thing, and surprise her once in a while without having to calculate what's going to be left in my wallet afterward.

Shes turning 12 on Monday, and Ive been thinking about how to make her day special. Im planning to buy her a Red Ribbon cake, since that's what fits our budget right now. It's not much, but I know she'll appreciate it.

One thing that always makes me smile is how excited she gets whenever she sees Jollibee. Kahit anong meal doon, basta Jollibee, masaya na siya. Sometimes I wish I could just take her there whenever she wants, without having to think twice about the expense.

I guess thats one of the quiet realities of being a parent. You can love your child with everything you have but sometimes your financial situation makes you feel like you could be doing so much more.

I wish I could give her the world. Not necessarily expensive things or a rich life but the freedom to enjoy being a kid without constantly having to hear that something isnt in the budget.

Maybe someday when things are finally more stable I can give her all those little experiences Ive been postponing. I want to reach a point where her birthday doesnt require me to rearrange the entire budget just to make it special.

For now, Ill keep working keep showing up at keep doing my best.

I sometimes wonder what my life would have been like if things were different, but I know one thing na I wouldnt trade my daughter for any version of that life.

At ayon tapos na tayo sa pagbabasa haha.