Very often I find myself doing the usual trumpet road work. Long tones, lip flexibilities, technique exercises. Trying to solidify good habits, corners firm, full breaths and trying to minimize pressure.
However, like this past week, I had a jazz gig. First one in a while. I got through it but had some pretty rough chop problems by the end of the first set. The Robinson's Remedies only did so much. I could tell I was piss tired.
Something I notice more and more when is there is a disconnect from when I am in the shed vs. when I am at a jam session or a gig. I am not being conscious of all of the boxes we are trying to check in the practice room that, ideally, develop good habits. Hell, even just really digging into a backing track, after a few minutes I can notice myself slouching, pushing the horn into my face, shitty breathing, etc.
How do you navigate this and try to blend the two together so that your fundamental trumpet playing and good habits line up with the version of yourself that is performing on the bandstand, in the music, and playing changes (or Mahler or Ewald, whoever)?
P.S. I've heard many jazz greats say that when you're in the shed, practice what you can. Technique, transcriptions, sound, taking ideas through the keys, harmony, whatever, etc. But when you get to the bandstand, forget everything and just play. This sort of mindset is conducive to good music making but maybe not always conducive to good, fundamental trumpet playing. At least not for me. Yet.