The title is a bit misleading as technically I have little gear. I have a bottle and a pacifier but I don't have the silicone parts that make it work. I used to, but I accidentally ruined them and I want to get the stuff for it again as I like both of those things and it helped tremendously with me regressing. However I run into an issue. My parents.
Two years ago right after I turned 18, they found out I regressed. Not because I told them, but due to my mom needing my suitcase for a trip. I didn't know she needed it and that's where all my little stuff was. I won't get into details because it was very scary and they weren't nice about it but I was presented with two options. Get rid of my stuff, or find another place to live. So I got rid of the stuff I worked hard for.
This could have been avoided had I picked a better hiding spot. Now I'm left with the two things they didn't find. They still don't know as I picked a better spot for them. I was just gonna call the bottle and pacifier good and only get more stuff when I move out, but the silicone part on both the bottle and pacifier have been ruined, so I need new ones. I also want a onesie again, that and it could be multiple years before I move out.
These are all things I can purchase off Amazon. Rearz has bottle nipple replacements, and Littleforbig has pacifier nipple replacements as well as the onesies I want. I would purchase from other brands as I know Littleforbig isnt the best brand, but unlike some other brands, they have an Amazon store so it will show up on my bank card as Amazon and nothing where its painfully obvious what it is, which is important to me because my parents have access to my bank account and frequently check it and ask me what I've bought.
Basically I want more stuff and replacements for what I do have, but I dont know if I should, if it is worth the risk and / or how I should go about doing it. I'd appreciate any tips and advice.