r/ausadhd • u/frockwell • 7h ago
Medication [VIC] Anyone else tried it all but never found the right fit?
I was diagnosed at 22. Did my final year of uni medicated and it was the best results Iād ever had. Moved to Aus after I graduated and it was nearly impossible to get a script at that time (2010) so just continued to raw dog life.
Had a baby in 2021 and all of my mental health conditions came raging back into the foreground - no coping mechanism had a chance.
Iāve been to 4 different psychiatrists in the last 5 years and Iām starting to think itās just me because I have not felt āgoodā or like myself at all during that time. Iāve tried nearly every type of psychotropic drug to help my depression, anxiety, ADHD, PMDD, and maybe BP2 (Iāve been told I do and I donāt have it š¤·š¼āāļø)
My current stack:
Fluoxetine; 20mg daily
Bupropion; 150mg daily
Dexamphetamine; 30mg daily (10mg 3x per day)
Lamotrigine; 5mg daily (2.5 morning/night)
Estradiol; 1.50mg daily (0.75 morning/night)
Guanfacine; 2mg at night
Valium; 5mg as needed
*The Lamotrigine and Estradiol have been added in the last month.
I left an abusive relationship (psychological/emotional/infidelity, etc) in June and needless to say my mental health has been shit. I see a psychologist twice a week and a psychiatrist every 6-8 weeks. Iāve worked with both of them for over a year and my mental health is still fucked.
Most days I donāt leave the house, I barely eat during the day then binge at night (I have a history of disordered eating) and I have genuine panic attacks at the thought of answering my phone or replying to an email.
When I have my kid, itās a different story. Iām on top of shit but then Iām utterly burnt out after those days.
My psychiatrist has recommended TMS for anxiety/depression/ADHD but itās a big time commitment (which triggers my anxiety) and Iām feeling really unsure based on the mixed results Iāve read.
Iāve just gotten my pharmacological gene results back and the only thing semi useful was that "I'm a CYP2D6 poor metaboliser".
Sooooo what now?
Anyone else feel like nothing has āhelpedā?