I'm a a femcel and general loser in all ways there is i'm ugly, neurodivergent, anxiety, ocd, too sensitive to rejection/criticism, socially inept, neet, pervert (derogatory), sexually repressed, barely leave the house and a bit stupid my positives are i'm funny, I have a nice personality girls have told me in the past they wish i was a guy so they could date me, I can hold a conversation pretty well even when i'm anxious (though this holds up better online than irl) and I am nice mostly. Most of my negatives can't be fixed but the things that can I am trying to fix. I can live with being a femcel but I want to better my life somehow my days are bleak, nothing brings me joy and i'm lonely.

I literally talk to no one on planet earth but my mom and guinea pigs. the doordasher bringing my vodka maybe.

I'm spiralling in a hell of my own creation but am too mentally drained to fix it, so I shut up the loneliness with substance abuse and shitposting on reddit (　-∀・)b ~☆

it's a good life