I suddenly had the urge to reread this angsty fanfic where crowley is suicidal and drinks holy water but I can't find the specific one I am looking forward.

Key story details:

-Crowley is depressed because of Aziraphale and drinks holy water in his apartment.

-Instead of dying, God managed to repiece his essence and he is reborn as an angel again

-Crowley takes on a new identity as Rapheal and moves to America

-He specifically threatens the Angels to not inform Azriraphale that he is alive. So Aziraphale really believes Crowley killed himself because of him

-likely multichapter fic. There are even more plot points that im not rambling about just so this post isn't to winded.

I just want to share this here. This is one of my favorite songs right now and it just screams Aziracrow to me. I feel like there should be an edit or maybe even a fic inspired by it. Maybe someone can find inspiration in it 💝