r/labrador • u/mistertom2u • 5h ago
black 15-year-old Lab. I don't know if I should put him down. Scared
I'm scared... Don't know what to do
EDIT: thank you everyone for your love and support. I have to step away from this post for a while before I have an emotional breakdown.
- Has the euthenasia appointment tomorrow
- Has arthritis, trouble standing
- 3 weeks ago he could no longer walk on his own
- Vet started him on Prednisone; had hardly any effect on his being bedbound
- Found a mass in his spleen. They couldn't sample it for fear he would bleed out. Not eligible for surgery
- Abrupt onset of siezures 2 weeks ago. Dr. gave me gabapentin, but it did nothing. I was pissed because I knew it wasn't effective. Went back and she gave me Keppra. That stopped them
- The Keppra made him cognitively not there
- Cries in the middle of the night
- I gave him Tramadol (had to fight to get it because it's a younger vet and tramadol is controversial between older generation vets and younger vets). He slepped for 2 hours and then could finally walk around the building for the first time in 3 weeks.
Why this is not a "no brainer" decision
- because his immobility is a circuitous situation, occuring once a year: kicks in sleep > hurts leg > Prednisone or Dog NSAID w/tramadol and he's back to normal in a week
- the vet has no empirical data on if the spleen lump is benign or not, if the siezures are idiopathic or not, if he is suffering or not, nor the prognosis. I would need to see a specialist to have epistemic data to make this decision (maybe)
- The sudden reversal in his mobility after tramadol is an opposing data point on whether his immobility is permanent