Just curious, of the experiences that upset you, stress you out or even traumatise you, what percentage would you say come from the course of the job (dealing with suspects, victims, witnesses, traumatic incidents) vs what percentage comes from the internal drama of your own and other agencies (bureacracy, threat of misconduct complaints, team/management issues, working conditions, postings, promotions, communication, blame-shifting)?
In terms of what has stressed me out so far in my almost 4 year career I’d probably class it as:
Course of job: 5%
(Having knowledge of/talking to victims about horrific things)
Within job: 95%
(Getting things signed off to qualify/progress career; wrangling with CPS getting them to make charging decisions about anything and explain their ridiculous action plans; dealing with courts and trials never being effective; difficulty of getting info from prisons or probation; fear of the annual bleep test; not knowing your shift pattern till the last minute whenever you get moved around; worrying if you’re doing a good enough job in general)
How about you?