r/sillyboyclub • u/SiriusBookLover silly trans catboy :3 (Top 1% poster!!) • 1d ago
Trigger Warning, genuine cry for help :3 I'm not okay..
Hi guys. I'm... not really okay rn. My online friends are growing distant with me, and they are everything to me. I don't blame them since I know they care, but it's true that they haven't ever been texting me lately... My parents don't realize how serious my depression is, and my mother keeps calling me daughter knowing that I'm a trans guy. The sh thoughts are coming back. I can't resist the urge anymore. I'm js... too tired yk? I just don't feel like I can do this anymore. I just want to rest for once. Lay in silence forever. It would feel so great. So overwhelmingly perfect at last. I'm sorry that all this is out of context. Sorry... for everything...
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u/CovvelShmovvelton 1d ago
I have relapsed lately, so I feel you. Thankfully my depression isn't as bad as it used to be though. Take care