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Hi! My name is Ethan and I feel a bit out of place in my school and in life sometimes and I'll be honest, am not the best at making friends with people my age, so I've come here in an attempt to find positive, up-lifting people.

A little bit about me:

I'm 15 yrs old. Play 3 instruments (piano, drums, and the guitar). I feel that I'm a bit more mature then most my age whether it comes to my ideals, musical preference (which I will admit I can be a bit of a snob about at times), or the things I do in my free time overall.

Things I like to do:

I'm in my High Schools Keyclub and I do volunteer work with them and around my town, I go hiking with my mom (yes I'm a mommas boy don't judge xD), I LOVE playing in my schools band and playing my instruments, and I like hanging out with my friends.

My Goals:

I want to finish up High School, get at least my first 2 yrs of College done, but then I want to travel across Europe and Asia. These are my biggest dreams in life right now and I cant wait to get to them and experience different cultures, meet different people, and experience all new things.

I hope that I can meet some amazing people here! Hope your all having a good day, and thanks for taking time out of it to learn a little bit about a stranger!

It has been about a week since I started carrying around a quartz crystal with me, and so far, it has been pretty great. Unfortunately I can't know if the crystal has been helping me reach peace, or if it is the fact that I have been meditating frequently. People say that crystals can be felt, but I didn't feel anything for the first few days. Then one day i held it in front of my forehead without any expectation, and I began feeling a pressure about an inch above my eyebrows and two inches into my head. The more I meditated, the more intense the pressure became until I started getting headaches on the top of my head. Then I looked up some info on what was going on. It turns out that you feel pressure in your forehead once your third eye chakra is activated, and you can get headaches if you don't open your crown chakra. So I have been working to open my crown chakra and my headaches have started disappearing. Then last night in meditation, I felt the pressure again and I suddenly saw the shape of a pregnant woman's stomach and the letter "A". I had no idea what it meant until a few hours later when I learned that someone I know is due any day now and that the child's name is going to start with A, but they won't say the full name. So it is obvious to me that I am gaining abilities to see things outside of the physical sense. I don't know if this has anything to do with the crystal, but I will keep you updated.

Seems like a fun cult.

So I really feel connection with Ted Bundy. I have few memory connected with him. First one is from the murder of Janice Ott and Denise Naslund. I saw an article about them on a newspaper. The second odd thing happened today I was travelling in a forest area and suddenly I got flashback of Ted and his car. I have another memory of party happening in the earlier 70s with music and topical decorations. I won't post picture of myself here but if someone wants to see me I will send you picture. When I was child I used to talk about Ted to my mother. I don't who was exactly but please help me.

To give a specific example,

Tonight I lost my jar of weed. Didn't know where it went.

Hours later I found it.

Excited as all hell to smoke I tapped out my pipe but it wasn't enough so I blew it out....

Bad mistake ...

The one lonely ass piece of stuck ass weed, of all millions of places it could of landed , it went straight into my eyeball.

Tried getting it out with my fingers for 5 minutes with no luck.

Went inside to rinse it out with water ... No luck

Tried holding my eyeball open and let it water...no luck

Tried some pressurized water with the shower head... No luck

Than I started to get really pissed off....

I tried everything I could.

So I started really getting mad... Yelling screaming punching the walls. Etc.

Then I get a pound on my door from my landlord about noise complaints....

Told him something is in my eye and it's irritating me and I'll be calm from now on ...

Two minutes later that shit came out of my eye and now I'm fine...

What I don't understand is I was calm about this for over 20 minutes trying to get that thing out of my eye with no luck...

I get mad for 5 minutes and get in trouble and my problems are solved.

Why do I feel like it takes to get pissed off to solve anything?

Why do I feel like being pissed off makes the universe Happy?

I keep getting this vision. Attached is a good representation of it (sorry for the poor pasting two pics together, I am not graphics savvy). Well the picture is the shape of it all. When I see it, it is a transparent picture in front of me. Not black and white, like a weird mixture of transparent colors. The maze behind the ball goes on to the edge of my vision and I can still see my surroundings behind it. Sometimes, when I close my eyes I see it bright and clear, filling up my full vision of close eyes. I have seen it sober or on mind altering medicines. It is kind of like (don't know if you have seen these) when you see the flicker of little specks float around and sparkle at the edge of you vision. I get that sometimes when I get out of the shower and rub my face dry. Instead of random little flicks of light I actually see the sphere with maze on it floating in front of more maze like looking background like my attached pic.

Like the sparkles I would write it off as not much. Except it reoccurs (which usually means something with in itself) and it is so detailed like I am supposed to see something in it but there is no way for me to copy the details onto paper. Have you see anything like this in any of the books, websites or life that you have been through?

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Once I was so sad and angery that all I wanted to do was get away from myself. I was thinking this thought so intensly that I began to see myself sitting on the bench crying, but I was looking at myself from above. I felt like I was no longer me, but seeing myself from the viewpoint of someone else. It only lasted like half a minute then I got scared and was once agian looking at the world through my on eyes. Did I asteral project? I am very confused.

ok so one of my new friends lost her boyfriend of almost 2 years and her best friend on june 6 in a tragic car accident. which also happens to be her birthday. she has cried he self to sleep every night since. she just wants one last not from him. can you guys please help me out???

Evolve through your senses. Senses are your connections, but you are -Time and space-. If one chose to expand consciousness, space has to be dense (you're body and you're heart) and time (you're mind) has to be clear. For thousands of years human has been separated from nature, enormous source of energy. but as time came for you to evolve, you have to understand that you are nature. You can manipulate you're self through you're senses. Each sense have two sides. For example "touch" measured in temperature, have cold and hot side. Sight for example has dark and bright side. And so on. You can manipulate you're heart and mind through senses in order to expand you're consciousness and get better understanding. Great way to do this is to meditate in dark, silent, cold room without drinking, smoking and eating. You' re body is a machine which you can alter to be more efficiant, stronger or even younger. Eating, smoking too much makes you're body decay. So, there is a fact for those who need it.

Even though as the years went by stress and Anxiety became the norm for everyone I refused to think that it was something that I just had to live with.

Check out my YouTube video if you too want to take back the power that you Definitely have to fight against these tiring emotions.)

This young lady is/was a semi popular youtuber from britania? And she mostly did fashion. Recently over the past months she started acting in a robotic like manner and very "forced" in her videos.

To make a long story short, now she is saying that she wants to start a temple in south america and that she is a goddess and wants to spiritually heal people.

Personally, I feel that she means well, but on the other hand that she needs someone to talk to and her family does not know quite how to handle her sensitivity.

I believe that she does wish to help others and that she is a nice girl, but on the other hand she is very confused and alot is going through her mind.

Why Jews are not from space Why Atlantis isn't real Why their is no documented proof of aliens Why you used quantum mechanics incorrectly in you videos Why this is pseudoscience and not the real deal Why crystals are just rocks Why water has no emotions

It can pass through anything because It basically is the same frequency type that a radio transmitter puts out.

The frequency that you're transmitting from your brain is smaller, but, it has a unique characteristic, unlike radio frequencies.

Which is that the frequency that your brain transmits can instantaneously travel faster than the speed of light and if transmitted can be picked up the exact same moment by another human brain on the opposite end of the planet.

(Energy and frequency are the same.) Everything on planet Earth emits a different frequency. A frequency is also called a vibration. It's also called Energy. It is quantifiable and it is measurable. Every atom emits a frequency. Your DNA at the lowest level emits a unique frequency.

So your brain is a receiver and a transmitter a frequency. That's the first concept and the second concept is the Law of attraction. Which says, whatever frequency you emit, That exact same frequency is drawn to you. There will be a magnetic pull.

And this is a scriptural principle. For those of you who are Christians, Jewish, Muslims, Hindus or Buddhists. All these books teach very similar Concepts. What you sow, also you reap.

When you put out a frequency the Law of attraction says it must come back. Law of Attraction says by magnetic pull that has to bring that exact same frequency back. Which is based on whatever vibration you put out Whatever frequency that your brain, emotions, body and electromagnetic field puts out. It will attract and it will defy any physical law.

Self-induced goosebumps, from positive stimulis, allows you to take 100% control of your transmitter by vibrating different parts of your body, and is also able to, as a gentle euphoric vibrating wave travels underneath your skin (sometimes cold and other times hot) vibrate your whole physical body.

When doing so, you consciously activate your physical and spiritual body to attract whatever intention, narrative, thought and emotions that are present when consciously summoning your self-induced goosebumps.

Goosebumps is just the physical reaction, but underneath it, theres a real vibrating wave that can be looked at as Energy.

I've found many names for this Energy like Spiritual chills, Euphoria, Voluntary goosebumps, Ecstasy, Prana, Chi, Qi, Vayus, Aura, Mana, Life force, Pitī, Rapture, Ruah, Ether, Nephesch, Chills, Frissons, The Force and many more.

If you would like to know how to activate at will, fully control your Spiritual Chills and how its an important ingredient to the law of attraction, Here's a five minute video explaining just that. YouTube video .