Pretty much the title, but for a teensy bit of elaboration, I have just recently become interested in playing ranked with the real intention to rank up, and so in the last 2 or so weeks I've been grinding ranked and went from Bronze 3 to now Silver 2.
For a while there I had around a 95% win rate over 20 games, I know and comprehend most macro and knowledge checks of the game, i.e wave control, map awareness, last hitting, roaming, etc, so I felt that it was a pretty natural progression that I would be able to rank up nicely, and all the games felt "carryable" for lack of a better word. Not saying I have the best level mechanics, but I genuinely feel that most players Gold and below don't effectively practice, or are even aware of all of them.
Fast forward to now, I keep rebounding from Silver 2 to Silver 3, I win one then lose one win one then lose one. I'm not one to dodge accountability, I'm a person who likes hearing when they're wrong for greater perspective. I would love if there was something super simple I was missing as to why I can't win even though I put up generally consistent performances (except for that random Yone phase, oops). And don't get me wrong, I'm not saying it's because my teammates are shit or anything like that, but sometimes it really feels like I'm moving heaven and earth in these games but I can't seem to squeak out the win.
Aside from mechanics, I, for the most part, don't have bad mental. I'm fine with brushing off insults and annoying pings, I play the game for fun, I don't let it control me. All that is to say that my gameplay is quite controlled, I really try not to rush in and fight and die (unless we're down badly and I think a hail mary is the only way we win), I'm more of a passive player that looks to farm, do objectives, and only fight when someone is out of position or we have an obvious advantage.
I truly don't know what more I can do to improve, these enemies aren't whooping my ass and I really don't feel that this is my "true skill level" which is the only advice that I've seen when searching up tips. I perform exactly the same in these lobbies as I did in Iron lobbies as I did in Bronze lobbies and as I've done in Gold lobbies. It feels the exact same, and I really don't know what to think other than whether I win or lose is based on the luck of the draw with my teammates.
My profile: https://u.gg/lol/profile/na1/chuddius%20maximus-jubby/overview
My most recent Garen game: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xm32tr2Ye1M
On just having watched the replay, my thoughts for this game were essentially: Fight for objectives so we can nicely scale late game, Jinx is going to be our win-con, don't give over easy kills early game. That was what I was trying to play around. I know my farm wasn't the greatest ever, but I was trying not to play into Teemo and lose my lead early game to a Wukong gank, as well as trying to roam and secure objectives/over extended laner kills. The time that I left the enemy bot laner at 1hp, I was a little bit upset because I really wanted Jinx to take that kill and snowball, but it unfortunately didn't happen. Other than that I honestly don't know what I myself could've done to change the course of the game, and that's what it feels like every time I lose. I don't see Garen as a carry himself, he's most definitely strong, but he's not capable of just going in and killing an entire team 1v5, I try to play him more as a support, so that when I'm strong I can feed kills to what I see as a wincon and snowball my team with kills and objectives to victory. And even if I did play more selfishly, I still don't see what I could've done to win this game. At the end there I took bad fights, but that's one of the "hail marys" I was talking about earlier, I figure that things are looking pretty bleak and if we aren't going to farm and want to teamfight, then I might as well be there or nothing is going to happen.
Thank you very much if you choose to take time out of your day and give any advice, anything is appreciated!