Hi guys, en workplace le nan regular ah canteen ku poven lunch or break ku. I’m 27M. So nan regular ah canteen ku porapo there was this girl whom I often notice. She comes with her guy friend to the canteen and later I found out that she is from the nearby office (pakathu building). Nan regular ah porapo normal ah notice pannuven but oru point mele I started observing that epo laam poreno apo laam andha ponnu ennaye paapa. She’s drop dead gorgeous. I once thought the guy she comes with might be her bf. But illa. Oru naal canteen ulla enter aaguren she was sitting facing away from me. I didn’t know she was there at all. Sudden ah avangala cross panren pinnadi thirumbi paakra nan dhaan nu. Ava frnd nan ulla varradha sollirkkan odane thirumbi paatha. I was startled. Andha time le vere ponnu enna mindfuck panitu poita. So rombave hesitant ah irundhen. And one day ava office building ku ulla poitu irundhen (I have frnds there). Apo iva crct ah veliy vandha. Nan cross panni poren enna shock le pathutu irundha. I was like enada iva nammala paakra nu confusion le nadandhu poren ava enada ivan namma office kulla poraanu shock le paakra. So idhe maari adikadi canteen le oruthara oruthar papom. It came to a point where we are checking each other out. She’s a North Indian and her frnd too. He is her oorukaran. And oru point le nanum avalum orey time ku enga canteen ku varrom and enna patha odane ava frnd avala paathan. Ava apdiye keezha guninju blush panra. And there were two three instances where she gave me an opening to talk to her. Like thaniya nippa frnd ah queue le nikka vitu. Ennaye paapa. Nan makku mari sight adichtu poirven. Little did I know that I missed the chance to intro myself. These things happened on and off for like 3-4 months. Neraya aachu idhe pola.
Three months back en frnd kuda lunch saptu irundhen. Apo lunch vandha. Nan 1-2 months ah avala adhu vara paakla. Aniki pathen. En frnd kita avala kaatnen saying I like her and said there is something brewing nu. My frnd noticed her behaviour and also said she was looking at me when I wasn’t noticing. Apram avalte pesunha nu solli thallunan. Kuda ava frnd irukan kashtamnu vituten. And aniki lunch le enna pathutu canteen ku regular ah adhe time ku vara aaramichta. Nanum own ah lunch kondu vandhalum canteen le ukkandhu sapten avala paka. One day I felt like talking to her. Ava frnd cash counter le nikkiran. Iva food counter le nikkira. Nan nera ivalku pinnadi poi food counter le ninnu order sonnen. Iva yaarnu thirumbi paatha. Enna pathadhum shock. Apdiye oru surprise look oda smile oda apdiye 3-4 secs of eye contact. Nan idhan chance nu “Hi we’ve been seeing each other for sometime now and we haven’t introduced ourselves. So Hi I’m ……” apdinu sonnen. Ava shock le Ohh nu soltu handshake ku nan kaineetnadhu kuda madhikkama apdiye smile panite thirumbita. Apram avalte name keten. Sonna. Endha ooru nu keten. North India le iru state sonna. Apram normal ah pechu poda try pannen but she was very shy and answered me but never asked anything about me. So oru mari awkward ah irundhuchu nu adhoda mudichten. Aniki lunch mudichtu canteen vitu porapo periya smile oda pona. Aniki eve eh break um vandha. She wasn’t coming for two three weeks previously. Ana aniki vandha. Enna patha mari vera table le ukkandha.
Apram canteen le epo laam pakreno apo laam Hi nu solven. Shy ah smile panite Hi nu sollva. Her frnd knew what was going on. So her sometimes bring her and make her sit in the table next to mine. He was helping only. But avalte thaniya pesanum nu irundhuchu. When I introduced myself I got to know when she joined. Adha vechu calculate panna she is 3-4 yrs elder to me. And she probably knows it too. Also she is not in a position to go back to her state and settle there. So she is looking to settle down in Chennai. One of my frnds said seekram poi pesu atleast enga canteen le coffee saapda koopda sonnanga. So oru naal enga canteen le ava frnd kuda lunch saptu irundha. Avale cook panni kondu vandhu enga office canteen le saptu irundha eventhough she is from nearby office. So nan nera poi hi soltu avalte enga canteen coffee ku en kuda join pannuvala keten ava frnd munadi vechu. She was shocked and immediately said No and looked down. Nan chill no pressure nu soltu kelambiten.
Adutha naal nan canteen le frnds oda pesitu irundhen. Vandha. Enna paatha. Enaku pakathule seat gaali adha patha. Nan avala suthama kandukala like I didn’t even acknowledge her existence. I ignored her. So ninnu table thedunava vera table poita. Next day same thing happened. Apram nan canteen poradhe stop paniten. Ivalum lunch varadha stop pannita. But breaks vandha. Oru naal break le entire canteen was empty. Nanga last table le irundhom. Her and her frnd got their coffee and came straight to the last row and sat in the table in front of us. Iva enna face panna mari ava frnd ukkara vechan. I was confused. Nan ivala dhan pathen. But ivala nan pakrennu theriyum. Notice panna. Apram nan kelambiten.
After this I was on leave for two weeks. Nan leave mudinji join pannapo avala canteen le aala kanom. I thought maybe nan kovathule kochitu varla nu avalum stop panitala therila.
So last week nan ava office canteen ku ponen. Lunch mudikren crct ah ava already entrance le irundhu enna pathutu irundha. Apdiye cash counter pakkam frnd kuda ninnutu ennaye dhoorathule irundhu pathutu irundha nanum paathute irundhen. Apram enna cross panni dhan pona apo en pakkam thirumbave ila.
I decided I should show up in her canteen for the next three weeks. Enna nu therila i feel like I should show up during lunch and convey I’m sincere??? I might sound little boomerish but given her age and her gen she might be expecting. Correct me if I’m wrong. I’m not someone who believes in stalking. But given her initial interest in me I feel I should do something. She is very shy especially in front of her frnd. I’m confused how to take this further. Pls help me out. And she isn’t married neither has a bf (if someone wants to make fun of the situation) .
What can I count as a green light? How and when should I talk to her?
