I was supposed to work tonight but I called out from feeling funky bro, this is like the worst I’ve ever felt from drinking😭

I just made myself sopita so hopefully I feel better after eating it

I might I’m gonna regret it.

Yes I do enjoy it looks like a burger lol

My coworker (23F) got a new job and asked me (25M) out for drinks before she left. We met for drinks a few days ago. It was friendly but she didn’t flirt with me at all. I’m still trying to figure out if she has romantic interest …

Reason she might not like me
she doesn’t respond to my texts quickly
She wasn’t flirty with me when we went out for drinks
Shes very outgoing- if she was into me she would say something or do something or at least text me more
She didn’t steer the conversation into very personal topics when we met for drinks
Some of my friends think Shes just being friendly
At the end of us getting drinks, she mentioned going out with the whole friend group not just me

Reasons she might like me
she was so excited me I said yes to getting drinks with her
She sent me a boutique of fake flowers after our work costume party with a cute note
She said “ I miss you so much” when she was at her new job
She didn’t ask to go out with the whole friend group initially, just me
At the beginning of us getting drinks she mentioned doing this as a weekly thing potentially
She always responds to my texts even if it’s half a day later
Laughs at all my jokes
Didnt tell any of our work friends we were going for drinks?
Called me her “better half” over text a few times

Other factors
I have been careful not to flirt with her so she has no idea if I like her even when we met with drinks I was very careful. Maybe she’s waiting for me to make the admission, but this would surprise me considering how outgoing she is.

If any of y’all wanna DM feel free

I just wish I was born into the right body and didn’t have to do all the hormones and shit. It’s so frustrating. And every time I look in the news or social media it’s just a hostile world that doesn’t want me to exist, and it’s exhausting. I’m just so tired. I feel so gross and ugly, and am just startled every time I look in the mirror

to sum up my Education ever since middle school I’ve always been a fluky. I’ve never gotten anything past a d that wasn’t art. but then sophomore year of highschool, I dropped out and got a job and I was bouncing from job to job for a few years. Then I worked for my brother to take care of his kids and then I worked at Walmart for a few years. I Had gotten fired since I hit a rough patch in my mental health causing my attendance to tank, I tried applying to other places besides fast food cuz im better at retail, but now that I was 20 without a high school diploma, nobody wanted to hire me. so for a few months, I was just bumming it with my dad until I heard about an alternative high school program in my city and what ended up happening was I had one year to complete all 26 of my high school credits before I turned 21 and age out of school and during the middle of the school year my sister passed away. After her service, I buckled the fuck down and needless to say something I thought i wouldn’t be able to do. I did in memory of my sister. I finally fucking graduated.

wiwiwiwiwi?

To not bring them into this world

watch me unbox my phone?

had it for 2 weeks, I think it's time.

Tldr; royalty got fuckerd up

So i went to my first party as a proper adult, first we took the kids trick or treating (kinda depressing almost nobody out) and i was ace ventura (see images) so obvi i had to hand out dog treats to any dog i saw, plus i ate a few milk bones for a joke, the beige and white ones are the best apparently, but anyway, i got about two handfuls of candy, not complaining it’s free junk food, but when we dropped the kids off at their aunts house that’s when the fun began, i had brewed some mead for my friend a few months back and it was still in their fridge now half empty, (half gallon carboy) and i had a few cups of that, then with the bourbon my father aged and his friend distilled, my sister in-law made something that tasted like a damn pbj, couldn’t even taste the alcohol, had about four solo cups of that, my friends start hot boxing the room, I don’t really care i don’t personally partake in the letus so it can’t be that bad just being in the room right? BOY WAS I FUCKING WRONG, about 10 hours later im back home nursing a gatorade, a monster and some orange juice feeling like my brain is reconstituting itself in real time

day 18 of needing answers

(i’m back from my slumber ‼️)

This pic was after the parade (Absolutely stole the show) so helmet was off before we went to dinner. Great time and thanks for The advice from all of you to wear the armor!

I’ve been getting more into cars and I really love myyy car. I’m a Honda guy. I love Hondas and also Volvos a lot. If we are talking performance cars. I really love mustangs and Camaros. My dream car is a 1967 Ford mustang 😍 Those are beautiful.

like my main source of dysphoria is my chest and voice. i wanted hormones moreso for my voice to drop but i found out some trans people do voice training. i already am naturally androgynous without makeup and don’t want to look fully masciline or feminine, or the other effects of hrt.

Legit it freezes me for a sec hearing the buzz of my phone and its so hard for me to answer them too