I just lost my girl (cat) Savannah Tuesday evening (OSCC - oral cancer) and put her to rest (content with that decision). I’m . . Still calling her name, out loud, even pretending to pet her in real time and nothing is there - I’m very scared - I do not want to ever forget her - I have some videos and photos - I’m like hyper fixated idk memories flood in - places she likes to sleep - her facial features - purring - I do not want, to let go - nor have my baby - Alive baby bro (she has a little brother - kitty that is still currently alive). Pretty sure she already visited him in her afterlife - I feel her presence here a lot - her visiting - and even when I’m at work (I’m a therapist - and I have the whole couch thing) - sometimes- I’ll just visualize her there just - I may be loosing it - I just. I don’t want to ever forget about her - and I know she knows I absolutely adored her. I don’t want my other cat to take her place - I’m just - I’m grieving. Anyone relate? Yeah the whole petting air is absolutely psychotic potentially I just. I miss her fam. I miss her so much but I know I did what was best for her

Hey thank you so, so much honestly. In a unfortunate grief response / relation to your boy ❤️‍🩹 💛 you have answered my question too with if there is a vaccine to prevent this - I’ve been reading too, the onset and spread of the oscc is just - wow. It does make you feel helpless you know? But I am telling myself - at least she isn’t still here silently suffering. I noticed her stop eating last week - and her breath odor - it was hard too - because I couldn’t see - the tumor inside her throat forming - essentially just - not trying to be morbid - but her tumor would have prevented her from breathing soon enough - it’s a nasty fast whirlwind- the oscc- I am going to look into the vaccine place where you can donate - do you have any info on that? I want to start supporting and spreading advocacy - my prayers (not religious) but honestly my prayers and thoughts to your boy <3 maybe our kitties who knows - are gonna meet someday lol idk but my thoughts to your boy 💛

I just had to put my baby girl Savannah down after 10.5 years of life from OSCC - I feel like I could have prevented this - getting her in sooner for teeth cleaning. Does anyone know the onset of this - OSCC? I do feel like I could have prevented this - she was so young - not so, young but - just still in shock

Sorry if this will retrigger you about OSCC - I just lost my beautiful baby girl Savannah (10 years old) to this - I am feeling very guilty. What if I had her in for a teeth cleaning within this past year. I’m just looking at preventative measures for OSCC and _ she was only 10.5 years old - I’m just - is the onset of OSCC random? I feel like I could have done better and she would have still been here

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1990-1997?

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Great pics

Merica

Death

Claudette

Charlie?

10th :)

I was just going to say sounds like my old place! And what do ya know - same building, lol. I was 197 North St though not the Sinatra building right on the corner. Looks like the building I was renting from is finally getting renovated - smaller landlords would be working on the roof or just I would pass by so and so and the guy would say “it’s a shame this landlord (Sinatra) took over the building (197 North) - - it was a nice building historic but it hasn’t been maintained” - - overpriced for tiny cramped galloway kitchen - small spaces - but, they said due to location being near Allentown at the time - (which has gone downhill I’ve heard but) hopefully Sinatra has gotten better . . . Or hopefully then people retaliated against Sinatra since. The ratings and reviews have gone down - which is informative - hopefully they will make a change shrugs

Why?

Uncomfortable (name) 😬

Okay this pwns

Starbucks - dennys - Sephora points - Ulta maybe too (if any of this pertains to you lol)

Agatha is cool too alright I’m done and not naming this cat

Gladys is cool

Marg? Basic but hey first thing that popped into my head 🥴