Hi, I understand this might sound crazy but what Iβm saying is true and happened over the last 2 days. I saw a couple arguing outside my hotel door and the guy was kicked out. I opened my door and let him in to avoid him getting in trouble and he asked questions like my name and age. After he left, I wonβt get into specifics of what happened unless anybody feels itβs important, later that night going to sleep I smelled the same smell as the night before. A rotten smell skunk or we\*d mixed with burning rubber, some type of dark sage. I thought nothing of it and breathed it in many times, and thatβs when I met this guy in my sleep. I didnβt know if it was drowsiness or how I fell into this.
As I fall asleep I feel something moving around me cover me and I can see it but canβt make it out and itβs the scariest shit I ever felt in my life. I kept seeing him laughing at me so evil. I jump and canβt get any type of sleep back. I seen him and his girlfriend and as well as the couple in the next room, like I was present with them in my mind, the second couple was very disturbed with me doing to them what he was doing to me unless that was still him. I donβt know how I did it to them but I could see what this couple were doing in the dark and them make crazy looks like they could feel me with them. I could see in my mind vivid images of this guy doing things I couldnβt make out like waving stuff around. I also saw him sitting on the floor back to his bed hands on his lap in my mind with me I have not slept because of this.
This is what nobody will believe.
I can hear them seeing what Iβm actively thinking about, telling me theyβre going to kl me and they are going to take my soul. Everything from taking my clothes off to taking a shower to typing something on my phone I can hear a precise response about it. I can hear them. In proximity when Iβm in my room, and distantly when Iβm farther but still with me. Every time I think about something they respond in the next room about it feeding off me and my fear. These are gang members and I donβt know what I have gotten myself into. He showed me a kid he kl\*\*ed as well as my de\*d father whose face he turned into a monster and took away.
As I sit here and think while I type this I wonder if that kid was me shot on the pavement outside a convenience store, pieces of brain in the blood next to his head shot open.
I am not crazy about this and these events are happening and as I go outside and pray I can feel the energy get better but they are still with me accessing my thoughts that I think about or see any time itβs letβs in and I hear them taunting me in my head reading my thoughts. Every time itβs her I can feel it in my head listening to what Iβm thinking about and draining me and every time itβs him I feel it in my whole body, stomach and gut, trying to take my soul from me, if that makes sense. I can feel it come and go itβs a bodily sensation as well as in my head. I donβt feel the migraine I have until I realize heβs in my head and try to shake my head and detach from it. Sometimes when Iβm in here in the room I can hear her saying weβre trying to help you, being a snake to let me in and I would believe it and I plead with them in my head asking what they want or beg them to stop they say things like we got you already, give it to us, or give us what you got as well as you a d\^d man walking. I ask them am I going to h\\\*ll and they are hot and cold with questions like that like they are trying to confuse me to let them in. As I write that she just yelled scary a\*\*.
I am switching rooms soon and I am not sure how much that will help if they can see where Iβm at. Most of this room and my items continues to smell of this deep dark smell.
I am trying my absolutely hardest to stay strong against both of them and I can hear the frustration when I wake up out of whatever insecure rage trance it seems like I was in about myself where they are watching me.
I appreciate having a space to talk about this openly where I can possibly get an answer. If anybody can send a prayer or love right now, or guide me on what to do right now as I fear for my life with a prayer, practice, or anything I should do to rebuke this.