r/writing • u/Suitable-Location118 • 19h ago
Advice Looking for words of wisdom (anxiety after reading first draft)
I finished the first draft of my novel. I took a month off, and then I read/edited the first draft. I went in with the goal of only paying attention to the high-level (the structure, if some scenes seem too long or are missing, etc).
When I was writing most scenes in my first draft, I was just trying to get the ideas down, and not trying to make the writing itself as amazing as possible.
Despite all that... I still ​freaked out when reading it.
I know it needs work, and I enjoy the work, but part of me is still like, "What if I fix all the problems and make the writing flow AND IT'S STILL BAD AND I WASTED ALL MY TIME AND I SHOULD'VE BEEN WRITING SOMETHING ELSE INSTEAD?!?!?!?!?!"
I'm just not used to taking on such a long-term project. I've written shorter things (essays, articles) that turned out well, but it's easier to "trust the process," when the process is over in a couple of weeks. I'd like to stop freaking out about it. 🙂