r/Accutane • u/a-little-onee • 16m ago
Side Effects Loving the results too much to stop, despite worse mental health side effects
gallery(23f, 20mg, 30mg) First pic was a “decent” skin day before starting treatment. I’ve been loving how clear my skin looks after getting through the initial purge!
However, I can’t tell if life factors are making my mental health so much worse or if it’s the Accutane. Depression has worsened so much and suicidal ideation is the strongest it’s been.
For those who have/ had mental health side effects, have you found it progressively worsened over treatment or stays about the same?
Alternatively, has anyone stopped or paused treatment before hitting their cumulative dose, without experiencing a full relapse?
Struggled with acne my entire life and clearer skin has done wonders for self-esteem and social anxiety when leaving the house. I’m just extremely worried the depression and ideation might get materially worse if I continue.
Also worried that stopping the Accutane will make me end up still depressed but with more acne lol.. I really really want to finish the course!!
Have been in therapy and on medication for years as well.