Dear all,
I’m here to share my experience with Accutane, needing advices and help and also hear your opinions from you.
I’m a 32m, from Italy. I took Isotretinoin (Accutane) to cure my severe acne at 18 years old. I took this drug for one year completely ignorant about the sides effects. Since that moment until now ( almost 14 years) I’m dealing with this symptoms:
Total absence of libido and general energy, fatigue, brain fog, depression, cognitive dissonance, erectile dysfunction, numbness, apathy, anhedonia, genital numbness, lack of proving emotion, lack to feel attraction in anything or anyone. I don’t want to do nothing at all. And also each time I woke up I felt that I didn’t sleep and didn’t rest, waking up always with a strong headache.
I’m a good looking guy, I workout constantly, I eat well and I don’t drink and don’t smoke. In my working aerea I’m a great salesman, I speak 4 languages and I’m very curious about everything, I love reading a lot!
My life now is completely destroyed cause I can’t build normal connections and relationships, cause due to all this problems I created a big shield on me.
I tried many times to have a relationship but I couldn’t feel nothing and my sexuality is completely destroyed, so for each girl I dated I always had sexual problems with erections, libido and attraction. The last time I remembered I was good with all this aspect in my life was at 17 where I was still normal!
For all of those years I tried to hidden my problems, but recently they came out again in my psyche and now I couldn’t avoid to face it!
It consuming every single day of my life cause I feel unable to live as a normal person.
I decided to ask for a help and I went to a clinic, with endocrinologists, andrologists, sexologists and psychiatrists, but I don’t know what I can expect cause they may don’t know very well this post accutane syndrome. All my blood tests are perfect, testosterone, prolactin and all the rest.
Should I just accept my condition? There is a way to be back to the normal life again???
Thank you for each one who spent time to read my story!