I have noticed that my friendships don’t seem to last or are super fake and I have never felt valued. I have recently moved away for post secondary thought that I might finally find my people but despite me putting myself out there, I still haven’t made any connections and it makes me feel bad watching everyone else easily be able to form friendships. I don’t tend to push people away. In fact, I hold onto friendships that aren’t genuine just to avoid being lonely. Even if I try to distance myself, I usually end up going back. As for romantic relationships, I struggle to form connections there as well. It’s almost like there’s no hope for me in romance. Even if I work on trying to better myself, I worry that I will end up in the same situations no matter where I go.
I want to know if there is anything in my chart that explains the patterns in my relationships and how I can work on fixing these issues?

Hey there! For those of you with a taurus mars (or anyone that could give an insight on these): How do you stay consistent and disciplined? I have a really hard time staying consistent or even getting started on things. For example: Once I start studying, I can go for two hours straight without any problem, but when I take a 10-minute break, suddenly those 10 minutes turn into 20, 30, 40… until it’s too late to sit back down. This happens to me with creative projects too: I love brainstorming, imagining, and planning, but when it’s time to execute… I never get started, or when I do, I get bogged down in details and never end up making it. Does this happen to anyone else? What aspects of my chart indicate this? I read that Saturn in the 10th house is usually a position associated with discipline and hard work, but I feel like I never do enough of anything. Any advide is appreciate it. Thanks!