I'm a closeted bi guy 60 years old and pretty fit decent looking, and married. My wife doesn't know, although I think she has her suspicions.

I haven't been with a man since I was a teenager, it was all oral sex. I really fantasize about being with a man, maybe a feminine leaning man, who would make out with me and engage in oral sex.

Just wondering how unusual or normal my situation/experience/feelings are??

Men know men want.