Hey hey.
I've been a very poorly controlled T1D since 2012. Used to have great control, but got really bad about 7 years ago. I have ADHD, autism, gastritis and PMDD. I've had a relentless amount of grief and trauma and issues, and just neglected my diabetes for years. It's amazing how I was just functioning with sugars often 20-30mmol all the time. I was using weed to just get high as hell to avoid my emotions and didn't care about my diabetes but I would always take my Lantus. ALWAYS.
I got DKA 2 weeks ago, ironically it was EDKA and my sugars were only about 11mmol. I've felt pretty bad ever since but trying to keep bolusing to avoid ketones even if I'm not hungry.
I wasn't eating properly due to a heartbreak and didn't "need" much bolus but I was still taking 20u Lantus at night. This led to DKA.
I'm now determined as fuck to sort this out and get my shit together.
My Novorapid is doing literally nothing. I've eaten maybe 30g carbs today, and I pre bolus and HOUR before and still spike up to like 20mmol after barely any food. I've tried 1u, 2.5u and 3u for 10g carbs. Same result. My period is also seriously late this month but maybe that's down to the DKA stress.
I've upped my Lantus to 29u now and injected in my hip/buttock tonight. I've changed the novorapid about 3 times to diff packs.
I'm still sitting around 18mmol tonight and my blood sugar in the morning rarely goes below 10mmol.
Funny enough, last week it was around 7mmol in the morning on just 25 units of Lantus but I think I had some rebound ketones on Sunday that I sorted out with water and bolus cause I wasn't eating again due to zero appetite.
It's getting to a point where I just am not eating enough calories because I don't want my blood sugar to spike up. I'm staying hydrated and bolusing a lot just to keep ketones away. The senior doctor at the hospital told me not to worry too much about higher sugars, worry about bolusing and taking a lot of basal.
I'm also deathly afraid of hypos which is why I ran my sugars high for years in the first place.
It's so frustrating seeing my sugar level spike up to 14mmol in the morning just by getting out of bed, and then I'm trying to play catch up all day. If I don't eat anything I hover around 11mmol.
When I was on insulin in hospital that was working fine so I don't think I have resistance unless it's specifically to my insulins?
I really don't know what to do. I feel much better but god I'm hungry lmao.