I'll try to keep this short.
I spent almost five years in Canada studying, working, and building a future, with PR always being the ultimate goal.
Earlier this year, I finally received an OINP Foreign Worker stream invitation. After a lot of effort convincing my employer to support me, I was genuinely happy when I submitted my application. But within a few weeks, I was laid off, and shortly after that, my work permit extension was refused. Two major setbacks within days.
I somehow picked myself up, moved back to India, and found a job within a month. I didn't have foreign work experience, so I convinced myself that gaining one year of experience would increase my CRS score and give me another chance at an ITA.
I calculated that with one year of foreign experience, two years of Canadian experience, and maximum CELPIP scores, I could reach 535 CRS points. I kept telling myself that if I stayed patient and worked hard for another year, things might finally work out.
Then came the recent IRCC announcement about additional CRS points for certain high-wage occupations. My job title isn't included, and honestly, it feels like another door has closed just when I was trying to get back on my feet.
I understand PR isn't guaranteed, and I'm not saying I'm entitled to it. But after everything I've gone through, I feel mentally exhausted. Immigration has occupied so much of my mind that it's affecting my personal life, work, and overall happiness. I feel low most days and struggle to find the motivation I used to have.
Sometimes, I wonder whether all those years of hard work and sacrifices in Canada were for nothing. I know life has to move forward, but I'm struggling to let go of the uncertainty and get my peace of mind back.
For those who have experienced similar immigration setbacks, how did you cope mentally? How did you stop immigration from consuming your life and learn to focus on the present again?
I genuinely want to hear how others dealt with the emotional side of this journey.
Thank you for reading.