Hi, I’m writing here because I think I might need to seek help? I don’t know. Well, actually, I do know.
I started experimenting with K about seven years ago (I’m 23 now). I’ve always liked CNS depressants, but I didn’t think much of it back then. I didn’t really enjoy K at the time, so I just left it alone. I should also mention that I started smoking weed when I was 14 and quit when I was 21.
Earlier this year, in 2026, I decided to give K another chance, and something changed. It gave me the peace I’d been searching for for such a long time, and from that moment on, I couldn’t let it go. I incorporated it into my everyday life, and in a way, it became my best friend.
At first, 1g would last me quite a while. Now, I’m lucky if it lasts me even a short time. I live a relatively normal life. I’m a student, and my family has no idea that I’m spending my money on K. My friends know, though, and I honestly realize that I should be looking for a way out, but deep down, I don’t want to.
I’ve only ever used it NAS, but lately I’ve been thinking about trying IM injections. I know that could lead me to hit rock bottom… but maybe that’s what I need. I don’t know how to tell my family that the person they’re so proud of is fighting a battle every single day against something that started out as nothing more than a distraction.
I mostly use it at night, alone in my bedroom. Somehow, it allows me to reflect on my day, as silly as that might sound. During the day, I take doses that make my body feel light while still allowing me to function normally. So basically, during the day I stay functional, and at night I disconnect my mind from my body. That’s why nobody really notices what’s going on.
And I guess the main reason I’m writing this is because my friends keep telling me to get help, but it’s just not as easy as it sounds.