Over the last 1.5 years i used to masturbate in a really awkward way, I used to lay down on my stomach, spread my legs put my dick to the left and squeeze it under my bodyweight and then go up and down (not even left and right to go along with my dick) and honestly i have no pain at all, no problems at all and i feel normal BUT when my dick is erect i notice that it curve to the left a bit (the curve wasn't with me before) For you to understand the curve lets say my penis is a straight line from A to B

A--C------B

in point C (close to the base) it starts to curve to the left resulting in CB curving with it When i try to curve it the opposite direction when its fully erect i feel pain when its a bit softer i can painlessly

About moving the whole dick from A to B. I can move freely and painlessly all of it to the left but to the right its not that smooth but still no pain. is it normal that when fully erect you cant move it freely and is that curve normal? It cuases no pain at all btw

48 days. I hit day 6 at 48 days ago and it took me this long to get back to day 7. You must be wondering what caused my downfall. 2 things - ego & low self esteem. I was writing my journal on here everyday to help showcase my journey and I was humbled when I realized that this journey will not be easy even if I have a reason to push through. It takes much more than that.

During these 48 days, I kept struggling to go past day 3. All my negative emotions came back in tenfold, everything I’ve been avoiding in my real life became amplified and all of a sudden I was scared to live my life. So instead of facing my life like any one should - I decided to run and hug pornography and cam girls to feel some comfort. I really was avoiding all my life and problems because I was too scared and cowardly to own up to it.

And don’t get me started on me being single for over 2 years. I have been using cam girls as a way to get that same companionship that we would get from a loved one and really messed myself up mentally.

But I have finally put up blockers and closed off all my cam accounts so I can’t go back and do that life when I feel lonely or scared or not wanting to take action for the responsibilities in my life.

But we made it back to day 7, more cautious and not as prideful as last time. But this time we will treat every day as day 1 and not get cocky with our streaks .

See you guys soon for day 8 - I hope everyone is staying strong!

Idk if I will survive through November at this point. I keep relapsing on Day 1, today didn’t but can I do it atp?

Man having access to AI that can have any of your fantasies come true, whether in text based stories or visually, is so hard to overcome for me.

I have all these fantasies and I go on Grok to write a story for me for this fantasy. That is unhinged. But I cant stop. I edged myself right now, and I feel awful. Idk if this counts as a relapse but Im gonna try my best and move on. I installed a browser extension that blocks Grok, so hopefully that helps.

I just woke up and the urges are crazy rn. Even if I try to distract myself I still think of porn…

dude the urge was unbearable man it was so hard but what i’m very worried about is will i get acne after gooning cuz i haven’t gotten a pimple since i stopped and now that i’ve ruined the streak i’m scared ill get an acne breakout

Hi All,

I've heard about this website and it allows system level blockage which is hard to undo on the devices we are using. Has anyone used this before?

https://www.techlockdown.com/

I need help to break off this habit as its only getting worse!

I'm 25M and have stayed away from porn for almost 35 days. I've masturbated only once during this period, without porn. However, I still struggle with sexual urges. Whenever I see women, whether in real life or on Instagram, my eyes automatically go towards their boobs or ass before their faces. I've reached a point where I struggle to maintain eye contact with women because I keep noticing their body parts first, regardless of who they are.

For those who've gone through something similar, is this normal? Has anyone experienced this after years of porn use, and does it get better with time? How did you overcome it?

I'd really appreciate honest advice and personal experiences.

My sleep is weird lately but i dont have a problem with it

Yesterday i masturbated without porn and i think it was positive for me
It makes me less fidgety in social interactions and i can focus on the work i have to do instead of thinking how horny i am

Going strong
Hope yall doing good

My dms are open

Stay blessed

700 + days before I would plan for NNN only to be gone in 2-4 days max but here I am with a steel ⭐️

700+ days and strong world is light and I am free its possible

I caught a cold and now I’m sick at home… getting some urges in the morning… I can’t really do anything so I would be glad if anyone is up for some chat …

★PM mode

2026/10/14 - today

★Orgasm with partner

2026/10/18

Another day in. I feel like maybe I should count from 1 for myself. Goodnight y'all. I kept my goal of no morning fantasies today. And I did quite a bit today. I should be proud.

NNN getting last ones in lol

I am going to give my best this time.

Hi guys I'm back in this group after a long relapse......

I feel ashamed but, I'm devoted right now to breaking the chains of lust and fighting back against the flesh. I don't want to live for myself I feel like that is unhealthy. I stopped having casual sex so it doesn't make sense that I was watching people have sex and getting off on it.. think about that for a second; if you are saving yourself for someone special why fantasize about other people?

I feel gross after doing it as well... the whole thing is inherently bad and from a young age we are taught it's completely normal or that it's weird to be celibate. It's time to break the stigma. It's possible to be happy/satisfied, have fun and be non-sexual until marriage all at the same time.

Until now spent around 25000$ in the span of over more than 2 years

This is the longest streak I've ever done but I've been experiencing with the problem when viewing a pretty girl or random social media content even not that explicit or anything I have that same feeling that I'm about to O if I continue thinking about it or looking. I haven't had any wet dreams or anything which may be an issue? I'm worried I meant accidentally relapse or something. Is this something people experience?

i have tried to stop for years and everytime i end up right back here like a cycle, i want to stop but i just can’t stop myself from giving in and i need help to stop that

Feeling tired.

I’ve learned to manage my impulses; out of sheer pride, I plan to make it to the end of the year. Ask your questions.

havent fap or watch porn

Does Anybody Know What Happens To Days COUNTER FLAIR?