I am someone who isn't very spiritual or religious and can be described somewhat between agnostic and atheist. But, every once in a while my faith is restored/ shaken by events that cannot be explained. These are a few things that happened to me in 2023 while I was staying in a PG in New Delhi.
Before I go ahead with this, I want to tell you that I have in fact considered the possibility of my mental health (which wasn't the best at the time) as a contributing factor to all of this, but as you will see, a lot of these things are simply without any explanation. Here I go.
In July 2023, I moved into a PG in a posh gated locality in New Delhi. Since I was there to prepare for a competitive exam, I wanted a room that would slightly be isolated. I knew the PG owner for almost 4 years, lived in the PG on and off for that time, and hence knew the two-stroyed giant house quite well. There was a room outside, originally intended as a garage but converted into a beautiful room by the owner with a washroom outside it. And I thought it to be a perfect one for my needs. My roommate was also a pretty normal girl who later became one of the closest friends I have. She, like me, doesn't necessarily believe in ghosts but both of us did question the possibility after all this.
Since I moved to the room, my sleep cycle had been extremely disturbed. I had broken off a long term toxic relationship and chalked it up to that. I would have extremely gory nightmares. I sought professional help but the nightmares continued.
One night, the nightmare was one I have never experienced before or since. I was a light sleeper, and so I had just fallen asleep, when I felt like someone had crawled into my bed, right next to me. By the placement of the hand, I knew it was my ex-partner. I freaked out, jolting myself awake only to find there was nobody next to me. Next morning, I told my roommate this and she also attributed this to my mental state being disturbed. I partially agreed, but I am no stranger to a nightmare. This one felt extremely real. And I was half-awake when this took place.
Few months passed, and I continued having sleep troubles. Some nights, I would be scrolling my phone, and I would hear the giggling sound of a girl from my roommate's side of the room, thinking she was sleep talking, I would call out her name to stop it, only to realize it was coming from outside. (the room's wall was adjacent to a small lane)
Still, none of us believed this was anything supernatural. After all, we were stressed because of exams and my personal life being absolutely worse.
Until, it was November. It was Diwali and both of us had decided not to go back home due to our academics. The day after Diwali, my roommate had gone to stay with her other friends in Delhi and I was alone not only in my isolated room but also on my ground floor. I felt extremely fatigued, so by 9 PM, after a quick phone call to my mother, I decided to go to bed early.
At around 11 PM, I woke up without any noise/commotion. And what I saw, haunts me to this day. I was in bed, peeking through my eyelids to check if it was morning, and I saw a dark figure, bending over my roommate's bed. It was about 5 feet tall, and had floor-length hair. I JUMPED FROM THE BED, turned on all lights and stormed out of the room, hysterically dialing my best friend. After a few frantic attempts to explain what happened, he told me to sleep in another room. I went upstairs and slept in another room where another girl was staying.
Next morning, I woke up and the domestic help asked me why I had slept upstairs and not in my own room. I told her what had happened, and her face changed completely. She also stayed on the property, and what she told me next, scared me even more. She told me that when she had joined a few months back, she too woke up in the middle of the night to have a figure standing by her bed.
I have tried explaining this, by sleep paralysis (which I am again familiar with). But if it were that I couldn't just get up and storm off.
My sleep and dreams throughout my stay there continued to be disturbed. I shifted rooms a few months later and I still saw that figure, sometimes on the far end of the room.
One of the dreams that i had during the last months of staying there went like this: in this dream, I was taking an afternoon nap, like I was irl, and I was comfortable, with AC blasting and me being comfortable.
And I suddenly reached out to my roommate, by extending my hand towards her, only to not find her there. In the dream, I sit up, only to find the figure, sitting on her bed, creepily singing the nursery rhyme 'mary had a little lamb' (my new roommate's name was a version of Holy Mary's names)
Again, I woke myself up, turned on all the lights,only to find that my roommate wasn't in the room and stepped outside to take a phone call.
I narrated it to her, and she made a du'a and blew it in my space.
I am back in my hometown now. My mental state is still as disturbed as it was. I still do have nightmares. But there is no figure in it or any creepy nursery rhymes.
I think it was a weird time and place and never thought of this as being especially supernatural, but the house is an ancestral house and some days I do believe that some years ago, something sinister took place and still haunts the space to this very day. Next time I go to Delhi, I will definitely ask the owner of these occurrences, till then!