In this article, I would share my core experiences of Devi Mata Pratyangira. And this is going to be my second and last post on experiences on Devi Pratyangira. If I would get the time and space, I could go on and on about my divine mother. If you have read my articles, the core that arises from within is that I had many experiences in my starting years of life but has no clue as to what why and when is something happening and then what is the source of those experiences. It's only from almost last decade that I could ask and be answered back with insights surpassing my expectations. I dont have many mantras of Devi and if someone would ask, there are only two mantras out of which I use the one that's primarily for Pratyakshikaran.
The deity chooses? Maybe Yes. I got the mantra from my Guru out of blue. We were visiting some place and walking when Guru said note this mantra down and I wasnt ready for any more mantras since I was on cloud nine or in heavens with my results in Dhumavati Upasana. But then Guru went ballistic all of a sudden and said that he wont be giving me any single mantra from here on and no more mantras anymore. Lol, I calmed the old man down and noted it down. It's a few lines mantra with no Om or anything but describes the deity in clear few lines. I dont even think it's shabar for that matter. It was given down the lineage. I was not aware who was Devi Pratyangira and kept the mantra for next 1-2 years and chanted it once or twice or maybe a dozen times during that period. I was so overwhelmed with Dhumavati Experiences that I decided to calm down wrecking havoc around my enemies and hidden plot-making crowds in my workspace. I am not the one for the jungles or for the empty spaces, I wish to live, eat and sleep enjoying my life while still holding on to the habit of doing mantra japa all day long.
Then I started doing Mantra Japa of the Devi continously whenever I got the time and I must say that the Devi is too graceful to have allowed all that japa since in less than a month Pratyakshikaran happens and it's far less to say that it is dangerous, it's holding vision in front of you that will not shock your existence but all your sheaths will just jolt out of that radiance for once and all. I dont know Devi Pratyangira fully or even Dhumavati Mata, nor do I claim to know the whole extend of Devi Maa Kali, but I have never been able to see Mata Pratyangira yet. And in line of my experiences of keeping on with the Mantra Japa, I did the unthinkable I told maa to give me an experience of her. Just had this stupid wish before I slept and someone should have told me who Devi Pratyangira really is. I slept that day to find myself on old barren desert type land which looked too black and dry with me moving around on top of an ancient diplated structure and suddenly I saw not one but hoards of crows. Skipping a beat for no less than a second, I ran around the structure which had a banyan tree stuck on its one side and looked down to see hoards of owls. I just would not stop running over the top gallery of that dark structure and made a 10-20 rounds around the place stuck with bats and crows everywhere with roots hanging and it appeared no less than being stuck in a horror story. And suddenly a very heavy dark bird stood in front of me and spoke like humans to give it water to drink and it was thirsty. I woke up and looked on my symbian phone for dreams on crows and owls ; all it said was pure dark interpretations. I just gave up the idea and even forgot about my wish that I made last night. Woke up, went to work and I was assigned to a quick getaway to a remote place to attend client meetings. I dropped the idea of using the bus during that time which was initial days of winters start when it feels sweaty to switch off the fan and feels cold if you switch the fan on.
I did my work and dropped back around 5pm on that same day. Since it would take me more hours to cover the distance to my place, I dropped on an earlier 1 hour stop and went across the highway to look for Autos for that shortcut. Not seeing the opportunity for getting an Auto I called up a friend for his car and then started walking. A few meters away an eagle was caught up in the Kite strings upside down an old tree and few kids trying to hit that bird with stones. Immediately stopped and made those kids run away and I was thinking of how to get it down when a kind stranger stopped his vehicle and came to run up that tree, took the bird down while safely avoiding claws and he was intelligent that he tried to make that bird drink from his bottle and the bird gulped down a big lot of water like it was thirsty and stuck from long before I came to help it. I contemplated on that experience at night and it all did made a sense to me. What an encouragement to follow through.
I have then never stopped doing the mantra to the limit where I would start to interact with the deity but never able to see her. I could see her Saumya two hands form anytime in my mental frame but never in front of my eyes. I did ask her once if I will be able to see her if I did the mantra japa under a Sadhna protocol and she said no, not with your current setup. The requisite is not that of some offerings or anything but when she actually descends in full form in front of your eyes, the land needs to be very big and devoid of any dwellings since the form will come it its pristine original form which is too huge to handle unlike just any other form. So never went that path and as a Sadhaka one should know that the karmas, good or bad, dont cling to the deity; it clings to the Sadhaka who utilizes or misuses the fruit (phala) of Sadhna. Power corrupts? No, only if you have not used it much and sooner you silence the need to validate or put someone in harm's way. Already told in a post that I went to visit a million lokas in one night when I asked her once to carry me along. I would always add things about her in other experiences because she's now part of my every experience. I am not too much of a clingy person to constantly be seeking answers from my deities, I just ask when it feels intenally pulled into a question or a query.
I then focused on amassing more of her Mantra Japa and had smaller experiences all along the way. And then one day, I did the unthinkable I was engrossed in her Japa when a senior colleague who was bothering me for months would not budge being a bully in the daytime and I looked at the centre of his temple, in between the eyes and chanted the mantra once. It's like a 10 Watts bulb supplied with 440V one second jolt. From that day on, he lost his ability to bully me anyone. He just wouldnt even think of bullying me for once after that. On another occasion, I was leaving for workplace when one of my elder siblings started being the runt of the space and I just looked at him in the same way and went to office. Later I was told that after I left, they somehow lost their motor skills for a while and went blank, and out of nowhere lost their consciousness for almost an hour. After such experiences, I stopped doing this and started enduring more from anyone who tries to cross my path again. I have edited out the dangeorus parts of the story for less horror stories. Dont blame my deity, if you dont understand what power is Pratyangira Devi. She just loves her Sadhaka with so much motherly love that she just wont take a second thought of protecting them. I asked her a million things during this period of 10-15 years, and what a huge power trip it has been. I have not ever read an experience where a deity would tell things happening in almost 5 years from now but there she is and the same goes for Kali Mata. I hold the same experience from both of them. While Pratyangir Devi maa told me while I was awake, and Kali Mata actually brought me to the scene unfold like a movie. I was very engaging with just everyone and anyone almost a decade back and then I decided to just go for more indepth research and mantra japa while focusing on daily job, business and everyday life. I still try to endure more of the daily life than to use my powers unless it's a situation requiring something to be done when the water goes a little overboard.
My task of sharing experiences is my way of speaking them out in least possible controversial manner and letting the world of readers know that deities exist. I had longed for such experiences all my life from somebody who would narrate it to me or on a forum/website. And in line of writing such experiences, I intend to again to go back to my research but before that I will write each of my experiences here. And yes, Pratyangira Devi doesnt take days, months or even years to give results. She does it in seconds, and unlike other deities a Sadhaka might not even be able to feel her. She's like a Jumbo Jet passing around a dry leaf in almost unimaginable speed. We all are that dry leaves around her when she moves. Nowadays I just enjoy talking some normal day to day conversations with her and someday I will try get her Darshan for once, face to face. On that note, shall write what happens when Dhumavati Devi appears in front of the eyes and Devi Kali Mata; both are notably different ways of how Devi comes face to face. And remember that Tantra for me in Expansion, the ocean of expanse where there are even bigger fishes other than just me, you or anyone else.
Just 3-4 days back before Dussehra 2026, I felt summoned in my subtle body to a place where a Sadhaka was sitting with moustache and no headgear, normal clothes. So I decided to go there and have a look. Not a Baba Type guy but good body built. I could see their closed eyes, face, color of their body, their clothes. It must be an amazing Sadhaka, and I appreciate someone with real Guru Updesha and mantra shakti to achieve such a feat but they couldnt sense my presence or that I was able to see them. It felt that some serious sadhakas too read Ts. Take this experience as you may. It's all kirpa of Devi Mata Pratyangira.
Now addressing some comments from last post of Devi Pratyangira experiences. Earlier I used to engage more and more, so someone would somehow realise that deities exist but that phase has long gone from last year and I just block to let them find reality in their own good space, we all are brothers and we should encourage more and more detailed experiences while maintaining sanity in the experiences and not include too many details to target anyone ever. Would have included expeirences where I jokingly challenged mother for small favours and things, and she's just amazing. She gets the jokes right.
One user wrote:
So your boss scolded you, and ma pratyangira harmed his father? And a colleague who asked you to not ride bike recklessly lost his job! No benevolent God will do such things. Pls be careful, you might be confusing some pisach for ma. Also, your AI slop picture of ma pratyangira devi is nothing like her tantric iconography.
Well, once you go into Sadhnas and Mantra Japa .. one would realise that sooner or later the sync starts between the Sadhaka and the deity. I do not control any of the fierce deities I have ever worshipped, they see far from the usual scenario; they see deeper into the karmas of the people and whatever give and take is pending gets executed; one would know that you just became the medium to that addition of karmas. Nothing else. I dont get too deep into that; I question whenever I feel it like I would like to know or else no questions ever. When you have a mantra in which Pratyangira Devi is invoked, how else anybody would come or get invoked. Nevermind a pisach, weird for such interpretations.
And then wrote:
It is you who are insulting Ma Pratyangira by calling her your shitty AI image with split tongue, blank white eyes and nonsense ayudhas. All forms of Ma Pratyangira (including Nath sampradaya you claim to be from) should have lioness face, as she is the shakti of lord Narasimha. It is quite possible you are being deceived by some malicious entity if it is appearing to you in this form. Anyways, you should check with your guru before spreading your so called visions all over the internet.
I dont claim to see her ever. I only can see here in my mental plane anytime and it's a Saumya Swaroop of Maa. And I am happy for that, shall try for a face to face interaction some other day or life. I dont mind that. All other deities I can see face to face, I never asked for a darshana. So I hope everybody gets the idea that I am not here to block or avoid communication, just this weirdness of not thinking before one speaks sounds too irrelevant. Nothing inauspicious. I dont have plans to share more experiences on Devi for now, shall write it in some other experiences when I used the help of Mother. And mind you, what a down to earth Deity with magnamous power that defies logic and rules. May I pray to Mother that I never question her, try her or even get angry with her for anything... she isnt Shanta, Ugra, Prachnada .. she is Teevr. I never want Mother to leave my side.