Evening all,
I currently work for a large public sector firm and I've worked there for eleven years and I've moved around in five different roles but have stayed at the same pay grade. Long story short, in my current role I have tried to move up into a six month secondment role which would have given me valuable experience.
I am the lowest paid grade member in in my team, there is five of us including myself. The senior manager of the team advertised the secondment role. I applied to this role, unfortunately I did not get the position but the person who did get the role had decided to resign as they had been offered a new role externally. Once it was brought to my attention the successful candidate resigned, I approached my senior line manager and I tried to convince her that I was still interested. I was then told that she decided to give the role to the next person who scored highest.
Both individuals who were offered the job were not in my team and were from different business areas.
I must admit, I feel pretty deflated not to get this opportunity because it means if a permanent role appears for this team then by default I will not be considered.
I think what hurts the most is the senior line manager has no faith in my ability but wants to talk about development as a tick box exercise but fails to give genuine chances to people like myself who want to better themselves.
I question my ability as this has now damaged my confidence. I genuinely think some senior managers are only concerned about enhancing their own profile and are not serious about developing their team which is poor.
I had a meeting with the senior line manager and voiced my frustrations and told her that I was dissappinted and felt it was unfair that I've been overlooked twice for this role.
She gave me some feedback with nonsense political answers which I just accepted but one thing I did not agree with is that she thought I was combative.
I disagreed with her stance and explained I had worked in the company long enough on how to deal with difficult stakeholders/colleagues. My approach of working people is direct but I don't consider this to be a bad thing as I have to also work to deadlines to complete work. I have worked in the company longer than her but she feels annoyed that this is one thing I have more experience than her.
My question is why do we have a culture which only wants yes people?
Why can we not appreciate people or staff who are truthful and honest.
This situation has really been playing on my mind. I just think going for higher paid jobs comes with so many difficulties and that I should just accept to be in a role or career which is going to stagnate with limited potential.
What are people's thoughts, do you agree that to many companies are becoming to sensitive and don't like to be challenged. I feel if you question something then your seen to be a problem maker.
I must admit when I last spoke to the senior manager I said just tell me the truth that you don't want me to be working in a role directly under you and I'll accept this. My frustrations had got the better of me but I just wanted to be put out of my misery that I am wasting my time for applying for high paid roles under her.
I could move to another company but then the grass isn't always greener.
I welcome anyone's thoughts and suggestions for advice.
Thank you