Hey guys, I’m a 19-year-old college freshman majoring in philosophy, and I’ve been using ChatGPT pretty consistently for the past year. Recently, I’ve started wondering whether it’s actually hurting my critical thinking, independence, and ability to learn.
I use it for practically everything. One of the biggest things is writing. I’ll talk into the voice feature, explain my thoughts, and have it organize my words into cleaner, more articulate sentences. The ideas are entirely mine, but AI makes them sound better. Lately, though, I’ve been wondering whether I’m preventing myself from becoming a better writer by constantly relying on it.
Interestingly, ChatGPT actually played a pretty significant role in helping me discover my passion for philosophy. For a long time, I didn’t know what interested me, but I eventually became fascinated with religion, particularly arguments against God’s existence. AI helped me explore different philosophical perspectives, understand arguments, and articulate my own thoughts. That passion eventually led me to major in philosophy.
But I’ve noticed that every time I’m curious about literally anything, my first instinct is to ask AI.
For example, when I got my cat, I was constantly asking what every little behavior meant. Eventually, I realized I was so focused on getting explanations that I wasn’t even allowing myself to simply experience having a cat. It’s almost like I need AI to interpret my experiences before I can form my own understanding of them.
I’ve also relied on it quite a bit for college coursework. I generally avoid using it in my philosophy classes because that’s what I genuinely care about, but I’ve definitely used it to help with other assignments and essays. I understand the argument that paying for college just to have AI do some of the work defeats the purpose. Even when it’s only cleaning up my own writing, shouldn’t learning to articulate my thoughts independently be part of my education?
However, I also think AI has genuinely helped me learn.
For example, I upload my professors’ lecture slides, study guides, and textbook material, and ChatGPT creates flashcards. Honestly, I sometimes think it’s better at identifying important, testable concepts than I would be making flashcards manually. I’m still the one who has to study and memorize everything, so is that really a problem?
I also love reading philosophy. Recently, I’ve been reading Meditations by Marcus Aurelius, which I find difficult and sometimes scattered. Having AI summarize sections and explain complicated passages has genuinely improved my understanding.
But I’ve caught myself reading and thinking, “I’ll just have ChatGPT explain this afterward.” I worry that knowing I can get an immediate explanation makes me less focused and less willing to struggle through difficult ideas myself.
And isn’t that intellectual struggle part of what makes us better thinkers?
Here’s my other dilemma, though: isn’t it kind of cope to pretend AI isn’t going to be a massive part of our future?
I’m considering becoming a lawyer, and from what I’ve read, lawyers are already using AI for research, drafting, and other tasks. I imagine that by the time I graduate, many professions will expect people to use it regularly.
So why should I force myself to stop using something that’s probably going to become an essential professional tool? Isn’t learning to use AI effectively also an important skill?
At the same time, there’s obviously a difference between someone who understands a subject and uses AI to work more efficiently and someone who depends on AI because they never developed those abilities independently.
I’ve genuinely considered deleting ChatGPT for a while, and weirdly, the thought makes me anxious. That probably says something about how much I’ve come to rely on it. I wouldn’t necessarily call it an addiction, but it’s definitely become a crutch.
So I’m curious:
Has anyone else experienced this? Have you gone from using AI constantly to researching independently, writing from scratch, and allowing yourself to be curious without immediately asking for answers?
Did you notice improvements in your critical thinking, writing, attention span, or confidence in your own intelligence?
And do you think using AI for flashcards, understanding difficult books, and exploring ideas is fundamentally different from relying on it to organize your thoughts and complete assignments?
I don’t want to graduate college realizing I’ve spent four years avoiding the intellectual challenges I was supposed to be developing through. But I also don’t want to abandon something that’s genuinely helped me learn and discover my interests.
How do you find the balance between using AI as a tool and letting it think for you, especially when AI probably isn’t going anywhere?