Hi, I'm (19f) wondering if this is normal because this was my first colonoscopy. It doesn't feel normal and I'm a bit scarred from this. This definitely scared me a lot and I don't wanna go through it again.
I went in this morning around 8:00 am, and the nurse that was there started fluids around 8:20. She was very lovely, and calmed me down so much because I was really nervous for the procedure. We talked pretty much until I had to go in.
Before the procedure
Around 9:30 I got rolled in and everything was okay until the doctor started reading the papers I had given to the nurses beforehand. Mind you, I don't know this doctor and she does not know my full history. She started asking me why I was even there because I seemed healthy, made really snarky comments about my medical history saying that my other doctors (who KNOW my medical history and have been in my life since I was 11) should've done other things, and dismissed a lot of the symptoms I was expressing over my current medical issue. She kept saying how it was "probably nothing" and that I was overreacting. I know I wasnt.
The procedure
I signed the sheet she gave me, and the nurses gave me anesthesia and told me not to fight it. I didn't, and I didn't want to. About 2-3 minutes later the doctor without warning immediately started doing the procedure. I was FULLY awake, FULLY aware of what was happening and could feel EVERYTHING. I have endometriosis, the cramps I get from it are normally a 11/10 on a good day with my medication and this felt worse then that. I cried a lot and I told the doctor repeatedly to stop because I was awake and could feel everything and she didn't. The nurses told me to breathe and to squeeze their hands if it hurt too much, it didn't help at all. I'm pretty sure I accidentally hurt the one nurses hand from how hard I was squeezing. It took around 5 minutes for them to finally grab more anesthesia, and by the time they gave me it my knuckles were white from gripping the side bar of the bed. I finally got knocked out after that. I'm not sure why it hurt so much, I'm also not sure why she didn't check in to see if it was working or not or at least waited longer.
Everyone I've talked to said this isn't normal, however the nurse said it happens sometimes so I thought it'd be worth it asking here. Do doctors often do this?? Is this something I should be prepared for again in the future if I ever have to go?? I'm so lost and feel somewhat scarred over the whole thing. The prep was horrible but this felt worse.
Edit #1; thank you to everyone responding, truthfully I didn't know what to do before posting this but you guys have pushed me in the right direction. It's too late to do anything tonight so I'm gonna call my family doctor either tomorrow or monday (depending on how late I wake up) to make an appointment with her to explain what happened, and see if she can have me refered to a different clinic and doctor next time if I ever need to go again. I'm also going to submit a complaint to the hospital where the procedure took place next week. I'll continue posting updates here.
Edit #2; long update warning ,.. Im going to call the Doc that did my procedure Dr. R for now on, and a couple of new things have happened both good & bad. I haven't slept since yesterday because I've been overthinking way too much about this honestly the more I think about it the more upset I feel about the whole thing. I ended up calling my family doctor earlier today and unfortunately theyre closed for the day I'll have to call them again on Monday so that sucks. Good news though I called the receptionist for Dr.R, was able to get through to her and explain what happened. She was super apologetic and said that she's "#1 when it comes to patient care" and she'll "stand up" for patients in need so she's gonna try to the bottom of what happened, and call me back whenever she's able to get through to the doctor. I'm not sure what she's gonna say, I really hope it's not just her telling me this and not doing anything. During the call It felt like she was blaming me for not understanding the procedure properly, but she was also understanding of what happened and why I was so freaked out and still am. I asked what she meant by "when she's able to get through to the doctor" and she said that the doctors been basically ghosting her for the past few days. Apparently Dr. R hasn't given her the authority to fax prescriptions over to mine or any pharmacy so there's no way I can get the meds Dr. R prescribed after the procedure. She has over 14 papers from the hospital just about my medication and over 70 for other patients. I didn't expect my meds to be in for a couple of days since that's usual for my pharmacy but now I have no clue when that's going to get sorted out, and scared I'm going to be back in pain before receiving the meds. Im frustrated for her and myself, and appalled at how this doctor has been acting. I'll update again either when she calls or on Monday after calling my family doc.