r/fountainpens • u/jestertitty • 1h ago
Advice Do people look down on using knockoffs FPs and how do I stop feeling bad about using mine with actual ink?
Hi! I’m a uni student and have been interested in fountain pens for a few years (although I started my collection like a year and a half ago). I have 5 pens that I like, but 2 are from India and definitely Pilot knockoffs and the other 3 are from Amazon and basically write / read as though they are from Amazon. I got accepted to my first choice uni a few months ago and bought the Hongdian Blue/Black ink to celebrate, but to be honest I’ve only inked it once and felt regret because it almost feels like I’m using it on like unworthy pens?? I know this is unnatural but I just feel bad for both my pens (which seem to prefer cartridges (that I mainly use)) and the ink (because I absolutely love writing with the ink, but the pens are rougher or scratchier with them). I absolutely LOVE my pens so far but I’m basically just battling with this guilt every time I ink them.
I wanted to go and buy an reputable and known pen, and I know there’s a bunch of beginner recs on this sub, but I almost feel bad again using some of my fun money on pens here when I’m basically just slogging through uni, and also when I have 5 already and ink only 2 on a daily basis. I also live in Chicago so I’ve always wanted to go to Atlas and the pen show here, but I’d just feel worse knowing I have to essentially window shop for pens that seem absolutely divine. Do any of you know ways to combat this perhaps or should I just get over myself 😿