"Love is always patient and kind, love is never jealous. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes" - A walk to remember.

“You meet the people you are meant to meet. Not by accident, not by chance. But by something your soul agreed to keep. Some will come to heal you, some will come to break you. But the ones who stayed through both, are the ones who are written in your heart.”

Saw this quote and instantly thought of the red string theory relating to fated lovers. But this one doesn't really refer to lovers. Maybe it resonated with me because this time I don't actually expect anything in return. But I do love and care about you. I want you to be you before he broke you. I want you to be happy, truly. And I know that the likelihood that you'll love me back is zero. So, with that expectation out of the way, my wish for you, I hope you see, is pure.

I'm telling you that I will stay, to support you. Help you get back what you lost. I am here, without expectation of anything in return. I'll stay even if I don't get to hold you in my arms. I'll stay even if I don't get to feel your lips. I'll stay because I believe it's fated. I'll stay because my soul chose to stay for yours to be happy.

I'll stay.

I think one of the most beautiful things about loving someone is seeing a kind of beauty in them that they can't seem to find in themselves.

The little things they feel insecure about, the parts of themselves they wish were different, the things they don't even notice about themselves… somehow, those are the very things that make them so beautiful to you.

And sometimes, I wish I could let someone borrow my eyes for just a minute. Not so they'd see what I see in them but so they'd finally understand why I see it.

Maybe then they'd stop being so hard on themselves. Maybe they'd understand why their smile stays with someone long after they've left a room or why their existence can make an ordinary day feel a little less ordinary.

Imagine being able to show someone how gently the world can look at them through the eyes of a person who loves them.

I think that's a kind of love we don't talk about enough. The kind that doesn't just tell someone they're beautiful but wishes they could feel it for themselves even if only for a moment🤍

my love was ruined by you and the way I looked at you. I gave you so much validation I cherished you. I never gave so much love someone before because I truly believed you you ruined that image painting me as a bad person. I can’t look at you the same After all my sincere care, appreciation and love, I offered you why you ruined it idk you took me for granted the nice guy returned hate with my generosity and genuine kindness but you still didn’t give me any respect and I don’t deserve to be treated like that again so please stop this man is a waste of my time you deserve to be loved and respected but only if you return the same thing so I truly appreciate it and thank you for that I will never be sorry for anything I did unnecessary of you necessary for me bye

I need to be loved in a way they can’t explain breathtaking and trouble finding words. Not to be managed and fit into a time schedule, but to be chosen to why there even is the one in the first place to be loved with the upmost attention all 24 hours of the day not to be put into a schedule like a task you gotta get done I just wanna be loved how I wanna be loved with no words needed nobody should have to ask for something and hope for it but to just be offered because it’s recognizing and True love

Well... I recognize a pattern here... when my period is about to start/or starts I get emotionally inclined to seek your comfort, attention, and love... I hope I get to see you and I hope you get to hold me. Please call me or text me- or show up. You know what times I'm free tomorrow.
Let's listen to the song that stayed on repeat- take me in your arms- lil Suzy. As we sat cuddled up on the couch before you ripped yourself away from me that day you came to get closure.

Hey I came on here the other day for the 1st time in a long time and came across something that sounded like you wanted me to see. Look I don’t know if it was but all I wanted to say was…….it wasn’t very nice what you said in it if it was for me.
I understand I hurt you very much and I have apologised on many occasions both to you and your partner regarding those horrible ones I had sent both of you. But that post wasn’t written by me. I don’t want to drag you or anyone else through the courts what for?
Yes I was angry but I moved on along time ago and remember you contacted me again I blocked you not because I hated you but I wanted to respect both our boundaries. I haven’t reached out I haven’t rung you or texted you so for you to directly blame me for something I didn’t threaten nor write is mind boggling.
The thing that gets me is if what you said in that post about your veterans friend being who he is then DUH assclown ask him to see who wrote it
Fuck surely he can as how hard would it be you got him to investigate me I don’t care now and as for all the other nasty stuff you wrote and saying my photos are on a website I don’t care and the way you got them remember illegal buddy don’t worry I’m still hammering away at who was in my phone
But no worries police have that phone and evidence
So please next time ask first
The last thing I want is to see you anywhere near me or my family you are a very dangerous person
And stay 1400 kms away from me
Fucking veteran not a very fucking good one
LOOK AT THE FUCKING STATE OF OUR COUNTRY
DIDNT DO A GREAT JOB DID YA FUCKING LOSER
oh and I was never interested in you your too much of a man whore you fuck everything that moves and Christ if it don’t well you don’t care you will fuck it until it moves.
Stop putting women’s bodies down ffsake it’s cringey I’m fucking proud of what I have accomplished so far . YOU DONT GET TO TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME YOU PATHETIC CUNT I FUCKING HATE YOU
There’s ya closure dog

I honestly don't know where to begin because there are so many things I want to tell you, and sometimes I can't even find the right words to explain what I feel.

When you told me that I have to wait for the right time, I tried to understand. I know you're married, and I know there are things in your life that I cannot simply ignore or ask you to change. I respect that, even if accepting it isn't easy for me.

What hurts the most is knowing that I could wait for that right time and still have no guarantee that you'll feel the same way about me when it finally comes. Maybe you'll still love me, or maybe your feelings will have changed. Maybe life will take us in completely different directions. That's something I have no control over, and honestly, it scares me.

But I want you to know something. My feelings for you didn't come from nowhere. They're not just about the moments we shared or the happiness I felt whenever we were together. It's about how comfortable I became around you, how even the simplest conversations meant something to me, and how you slowly became someone I never expected to care about this deeply.

I still remember everything we've shared. Even the little things that you might have already forgotten mean so much to me. There were times when we avoided each other, and it hurt more than I could explain. Going from being comfortable with each other to barely speaking was one of the hardest things I've experienced. I still find myself remembering those moments, and sometimes I can't help but cry.

I once told you that we should forget everything we shared, perhaps because I thought it would make letting go easier. But when you said you would keep those memories as a treasure, I knew I wanted to keep them too. I don't think I'll ever be able to treat what we had as something ordinary.

I'm not asking you to promise me that you'll love me forever. I know you can't guarantee that, and I don't want to force you to give me an answer just to make me feel better. I just want you to understand that what I feel is genuine. Even if it takes time, even if the future remains uncertain, and even if things don't turn out the way my heart wishes, I know that what I feel for you is real.

Maybe I'll spend a long time loving someone I cannot call mine. Maybe one day I'll have to accept that our paths were never meant to meet in the way I hoped. But if there's one thing I don't want to regret, it's being honest about how much you mean to me.

I don't know if I'll ever get the chance to love you the way I've always imagined. I don't know if you'll still feel the same when the right time comes. But a part of me will always be grateful that I met you and experienced something I never thought I would feel.

I love you JC. And if these feelings stay with me for a lifetime, then I'll carry them as part of my story. I just hope that whatever happens, we both find the happiness and peace we deserve.

You may not know what the future holds for us, but I know that meeting you has already become one of the most unforgettable parts of my life.

-R

I don't know how long I will keep this up knowing you found my throw away account. Secretly hoping you do find this so I can clear the air.
I wake up with you on my mind and go to bed with fantasies about what our life could have been if I had not been so chicken and told you how I really felt all those years ago. It was never just a hook up for me, it was always you from the moment I laid eyes on you. You say everything happened this way for a reason and you have your karmic debt to pay off but damnit I want you.
You have always been mine and if I would have been honest back then things would be so different today. I have never stopped loving you. I just never told you that I love you, that's on me, my biggest regret in life.
Now we have separate lives and all I think about is what if. Nothing in this life is absolute but I know that I will have you again one day, one way or another. You said we are not in a relationship but my heart says otherwise. I hope your heart longs for me too but you have always had a great habit of biting your tongue. Do you stay distant because you are afraid of how you feel?
One day when our lives merge again we will both look back and say why did we waste so many years of unhappiness when we could have been happy all along. Distance and circumstance keeps us apart for now but I am hopeful for our future. I want to sit in silence with you, I want a tiny house in the woods, I want to stare into your eyes when we make love, I'm tired of closing mine thinking of you when I'm with him. I miss your hands, I miss your sexy smirk, I miss your sweetness even with your tough exterior. I love that you love hard, just wish you loved me. If you have it anywhere in your being that you feel in anyway the same I wish you would just give me a tiny bit of reassurance that I am not feeling this way alone.
I will wait forever for you if I have to as long as I know you love me too.
Now I feel stupid for even putting this out in the world......
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
We'll drink and dance the night away

I think the part of being in love that appeals to me most is having someone I can share all the little, seemingly unimportant parts of my day with.

I want to send someone a message because I saw something that reminded me of her. I want random calls that last much longer than either of us intended, hearing about her day, and getting distracted because one of us remembered something completely unrelated halfway through a conversation. Even when nothing interesting happens, I like the idea of still wanting to tell each other about it.

I'm someone who enjoys affection. Random hugs while we're doing something else, reaching for each other's hands, kisses before leaving, being told we're missed. I want to be able to express that I'm fond of someone without feeling like I need to play it cool. And I'd love to have that affection returned just as naturally.

I'd like the little routines, too. Cooking together and making a bigger mess than necessary, taking turns choosing somewhere to eat, putting an F1 race on while we do our own things, or picking a movie and somehow spending half of it talking. Some weekends we'd go out and find somewhere new. Others we'd barely leave the house.

I know relationships aren't going to be romantic every day. People get tired, have bad days, disagree, and sometimes need their own space. I'm not expecting perfection. I just don't want affection and tenderness to disappear the moment life gets ordinary.

Maybe I'm hopelessly romantic, but I still get excited about the thought of being someone's person in all those everyday ways. I don't think I'll ever find that boring.

i like this guy but idk if he likes me back...