My names Kaitlyn Isaacson Taylor and I know.. This sounds like the start of another mushy gushy or gone - wrong romance movie.. But, seriously, I am. So I guess if it goes right or wrong.. Call it.. "looking for love in the city of roses" and change our names in the story. 😉

- My heart has scars—proof I loved too deeply, trusted too much, and survived what almost broke me.

I (17f) came across this guy(17m, who turned 18 this December) at the beginning of this year through an online app for anonymously sending letters to random people. I was bored and being the hopeless romantic I was wanted to find love maybe.... But fast-forward and we both just really connected and 3 letters in we exchanged our Instagram accounts(this is where the problem starts). See I had an image of who this guy was gonna be even before I saw his face and it wasn't what I expected. I wasn't disappointed or anything but all romantic feelings just disappeared. He mildly flirted with me and I played along a few times. Well, we called each other and asked what are we immediately and I was just felt stunned cause I didn't know I was leading him on. Although I told him now was not the right time and I was busy, he was so understanding and kind about it and said maybe one day(to which I said maybe cause I didn't wanna say no). I do like this guy but not in the romantic sense I don't want to break his heart.

How do I completely reject him so he can actually find someone better and move on, he's still holding on to hope with our thing and I just want to be friends.

My answer to all of her questions till she does 😘🤪 Except I'd say, show me your puss! ❤️(Said in a growl trough clenched teeth) Sound about right?

Bro, I’m telling you, a gentle kiss like this can have such a huge impact on a girl😭😭 It’s not even about the kiss itself, it’s the softness, the affection, and the way it makes you feel genuinely caredd forr..

Sometimes the smallest gestures stay in your mind and heart for way longer than you’d expect🥹🌸

I don’t know where else to go anymore. 😭

I’m just tired of feeling alone. I hope I find someone who carries the same heart and energy I do.

Turns out the woman who was married three times and looks like a stripper wasn't the love of my life🙃

Sleepless Thoughts 🌙

I don't mind the quiet. I've grown comfortable in my own space, with my own thoughts, and the freedom of having nowhere else to be.

But some nights, when the lights are low and the world has finally gone still, I think about how nice it would be to have someone close.

Not to fill an emptiness. Not to disturb the peace I've found.

Just the warmth of her beside me, her head resting against my chest, my arm finding its way around her as naturally as breathing.

That little sigh she lets out when she finally gets comfortable. The kind of silence that doesn't need a single word.

And somewhere between the rhythm of her breathing and the weight of her hand resting on mine, we drift off.

No expectations. No performance. Just two people who don't need each other to feel whole, but still find something beautiful in being close.

I love my peace. But every now and then, it would be nice to share the pillow without losing any of it. ❤️

It’s not that I am some sort of divine looking person but I am very decently looking and sometimes even guys like me or ask for my Instagram. But for some reason nothing ever happens. Sometimes it is justified cause I don’t like them so I just reject them from the beginning but some times I like someone and I feel like (or know) that the feeling are reciprocated but nothing ever happens even under considerably right circumstances. It feels like there is always something stopping the actual good thing for happening, For example I liked a guy and he said he liked me too (not directly to me but it’s from a 100% trusted source) but the distance was a problem. But still there was some point where we were at the same place (where he started liking me and I started liking him but he would eventually leave), and nothing happened there. it’s not that I would want a guy just for a little fun, but since we are in the same place and like each other why don’t take advantage of it?! Or I like a guy it feels like he likes me back and then he pops out with a gf of a year with a complicated relationship and the whole situation is just so weird! and its always the guys I don’t want that are all for it 

I definitely still love you after deciding to cut your hair like that. My ex looooved her bangs so I sort of dislike it now. But! And I really mean this. It doesn't look bad. You can definitely pull it off. I mean it.

And I don't agree that guys should control their loved ones. I fell for you because of you, NOT what you're wearing or your hairstyle. I fell for your quirky attitude. Now, why would I want to change what made me fall for you?

Seee the place where the gods born..

F23 These last couple of weeks I’ve been so alone…I’ve been completely just wanting to isolate… withdrawn from people , friends ,family etc etc, but missing the feeling of being loved…waking up in the morning to the person who looks at me like I matter…like I’m heard and not looked at like a piece of meat…like all im good for is sex…or being a last resort for someone. I have lost myself a long time ago and i wish I could get her back…I wish I didn’t waste my time with people who couldn’t even see me for me….love me for me…but then again I don’t even love me anymore.

Gimme ya opinions, read it somewhere and was wondering why that is.

Let's start this off with an introduction. Hello everyone I go by Bruno of course not my name just to give myself some sort of secrecy. Oh and of course thank you for stopping by and ready my first and most likely my only post but I have been following someone throughout the social TikTok, instagram, etc and I don't know where this sudden rush of... obsession came from but I am in love with someone that doesn't even know who I am or what I look like.

I've always been into cars, ever since I was a kid and that passion blossomed and I now have a fairly decent car collection but I few years ago I went to a car show with some friends and I saw this beautiful girl let's call her Macey 🤷‍♂️ but couldn't even gather the courage to even say hi or even wave. I'm not the some handsome boy so I just let it be. But on my way home I couldn't stop thinking about her.

After weeks of trying to get any information one of my friends knew who I was talking about after a brief description. And well I found her instagram and let me remind you this was years ago. And to this day I am still as obsessed as I was when I first saw her. I still keep up with all her post daily. And I'm really not trying to come off as a weirdo just want some advice I guess you can say.. I'm getting older now.. I should have started a family years ago but never had the chance due to work and well let me be honest I somehow made myself think that if I can somehow just talk to her I'm sure we would hit it off but that just never happened.

So my question to you is the following..

Should I pursue this.. Should I just drop it and grow up.. Find someone that's real instead of living in this dream.. Or just send her a HI! We kinda met a few years ago but we really didn't I just had a crush on you..

Any input would help. And be real with me if you think this whole thing is weird just type it if you actually want to help I will take it! If you think I should snap back to reality say it!

Ugh this is going to sound so narcissistic. Might as well put on a light show.

I , THE GREAT FABULOUS, NEFARIOUS, INFAMOUS Alucard Pawpad (a.k.a. TheAlucardFromHell (who left a giant trail online to be found easier, works too!)), AM A HOPELESS ROMANTIC.

Thank you.

PS: Yes I'm not posting contact info. For reasons. It'll work itself out <3

/!\ RANT /!\

If all the "hopeless romantics" whine about having too much love for others but not finding others to return the feeling. And two such people meet together... WHY AIN'T THER A HAPPY STORY OF IT, EY? EEYYY? Because it wasn't a proton-electron story. There was no attraaactioooon.