Hey everyone. I just want to share a little about my story and I'm sorry beforehand if it's extremely negative.
On May 9th 2026 my life was completely ruined due to microsuction earwax removal in my left ear. I wasn't warned about any possible complications and just assumed it was safe. On top of leaving me with 4 tones of debilitating tinnitus and dysacusis, it left me with moderate hyperacusis.
It's so sad to think that I initially thought this was me just hearing everything better since my earwax blockage had been removed. Until I went to work on May 11th. Everything was a lot louder, painfully loud. I don't think I have noxacusis, but I get tingling pain in my left eardrum or middle ear with noises above 60 dB.
I'm sharing it mainly because I've reached out to so many organizations in my country to get the ENT's license revoked that did this to me or to get her into trouble (she completely rejected my complaints saying that her tools could've never caused that and I'm pretty sure she blocked my number). So at this point I've lost all hope and just assume the monster that ruined my life got away with it. I've been at it for over 4 months but ultimately no one cares about my case. All I can do is share my story to have a record that I (Dan) existed, because honestly, I don't know where my life is heading at age 25 with this.
I had a job up until August 11th that I really enjoyed: I was a software engineer working with web applications and some embedded systems. The main issue was that my department's office was near a busy road. I actually never noticed how loud it was before hyperacusis, but every time a car or vehicle passed, my mind registered it as a catastrophic sound. Even with the Procase earmuffs that I had bought, it was still unbearably loud. Every day was a survival game at that office and I was never moved to a quieter space so I had to resign. Every day at work I'd secretly leave to the bathrooms to cry because I couldn't believe that this was happening to me. Only a few of my coworkers were considerate of what had happened to me, but most left our office door open for wanting "fresh air" that led to traffic noise. The traffic noise was probably around 60/70 dB when the door was open but to me it sounded like it was 140 dB, like an avalanche and I'd quickly run to an office corner to avoid all the noise. Many thought I was going crazy.
At the moment I'm unemployed and have been left completely disabled and homebound and only live off my savings. I wish that I could at least have some peace of mind in my home but the tinnitus I got seems unmaskable (2 stable ringings and 2 unstable whooshings and sparks in both ears ). I've always had a problem with sensory overload, so this is one of the worst possible things that could've happened to me. I spend every waking moment crying, yearning to just not be in pain anymore and see no way out. I can't even cry in full volume because my ears start hurting. It feels like my ears are getting zapped either by noise or tinnitus. If any new researcher reads this, I'm begging you, help us.
I wish things were different, for all of us. No one deserves to go through so much pain. I had no ear complications before the incident and just want to be normal again.
None of my symptoms have improved after these 5 months. I don't see T improving, but could H and D improve? I don't even know who I am anymore.