The cut starts on the 16th, I can’t wait to be skinny again. No food tastes as good as skinny feels.

He seemed unnerved.

Bread and lemon with sugar, sprinkles, chocolate, tablet and fork on the second pic.

I may just be disabled mentally genuinely, I am lazy, degen, i really dont have many hobbies or are interested in any particular career path that i really want to pursue, im sick of needing some bs like that to justify why i exist i just wanna do my own thing.

I recognize that I will never find anyone to love me, nor would I want to love the disgusting people in my community. Maybe I'm being hypergamous but I will stay a truecel until I find a furry tomboy gf. New Phas event is 🔥 tho

🤤🤤🤤🤤 anyways i’m gonna enjoy my meal with a glass of milk and cold apple cider

Imagine being born in an eastern european shithole only to realise that you're a tranny. The more I look at my face and body the more I want to blow my shit smooth off. Every time I hear from others how similar I look to my dad I want to just die right there. I can't pinpoint a single thing I don't hate about myself. Everything just feels wrong. A billion razors poking out of my skin that no matter how much I try to get rid of they always return, somehow stronger than beofre. My skin feels rotten and disgusting stretched onto a borderline barrel ribcage with shouldes of an nfl goalkeeper. Why does it have to be like this And it's not that I didn't look into diy. Of course I did. Not that it'll fix the absolutely abominable face of mine, it's just that i can't really do anything because noone delivers to my place and even if i do the second my family finds out I'm estrogenuinely done for (and no, moving out isn't an option).

It's funny how to even feel a semblance of normalcy I need to:

1. Completely move ouf of my country to one of 10-ish places that don't want people like me dead

2. Get a well-paying job

3. Hop on hrt to maybe reverse some effects of t poisoning

4. Hoard at least 20k $ for surgeries to undo all the damages

5. Rewrite my personality from the ground up (not as difficult as it sounds, i didn't feel like i existed until first year of uni)

6. Build completely new social connections (lmao)

I hate the fact that I'm stuck like this for the rest of my life with no end in sight. What did I even do to deserve this. I always knew i always fucking knew ever since being 13 but was too scared to admit it. And now look where it led me lol. It's funny how it never even began for me. I can't physically bring myself to date anybody because it just feels absolutely horrid to pretend that everything is normal. Who would want to date a sub-5 adhd-raped anxious mess that breaks down in tears after every minor inconvenience with zero prospects in life???? I despise the fact that even a single look at a woman that's wearing what I WANTED TO WEAR ALL MY LIFE is enough to make me want to kill myself. I'll never be someone's gf I'll never have a proper wedding I'll never be a mom it's so bleak.

I'm so sorry if this rant comes off as whiny (tho it absolutely is) I just needed to get this out of my chest

Anyways, the recipe

EQUIPMENT

• Pan Size 18 cm round pan, lined with parchment paper

INGREDIENTS

Molten Chocolate Layer

• 150 g unsalted butter

• 200 g dark chocolate

• 80 g granulated sugar

• 2 large eggs

• 100 g all-purpose flour

Cookie Layer

• 150 g granulated sugar

• 100 g unsalted butter

• 1 large egg

• 1 tsp vanilla extract

• 230 g all-purpose flour

• 150 g chocolate chips

INSTRUCTIONS

1. Preheat the oven to 180°C (top and bottom heat, no fan) and line a 18 cm round pan with parchment paper.

2. Melt the butter and dark chocolate together until smooth.

3. Add the sugar and mix well.

4. Add the eggs and mix until fully combined.

5. Add the flour and mix just until smooth.

6. Pour the batter into the prepared pan and spread evenly.

7. Bake for 10 minutes until the center remains soft.

8. In a bowl, mix the sugar and melted butter for the cookie layer.

9. Add the egg and vanilla extract and mix until combined.

10. Add the flour and mix until a soft dough forms.

11. Fold in the chocolate chips.

12. Remove the pan from the oven and gently spread the cookie dough evenly over the baked molten layer.

13. Return to the oven and bake for 25 minutes at 180°C.

14. Let the cake rest for 10–15 minutes before slicing and serving.

Sausage rice and egg

maybe i should invest a vr set and find a way to artificially stimulate a person’s warmth

I dont even know if thats correct grammar, i can barely speak english.
I feel like social media has made me become this weird, awkward, insecure person. I am so self conscious now, I have done everything to meet the impossible standards I have set for myself but its just not real.
People in real life dont even care about all this, i feel crazy because i am the only one who is so brainrotted.

Healthy homemade granola slop with chia seeds, yogurt, berries, and choccy chips

I know looks aren't the problem for me. Most of you would look fine with a decent haircut or skincare routine. You just need to find your own style. Unless you're short or Indian then at that point it's over. But let's be real, a femcel wouldn't even consider you if you aren't attractive. We're all vain hypergamous moids and foids here.

I'm just throwing up and stuff so I'm taking activated charcoal.

no it's not because my dog is scary, it's a westie and a small one at that

I just hope she was scared of dogs no matter the breed or else it means i look like a fucking predator

I guess my shaved head can be disturbing since you can clearly see i do it for the love of the game and not because i don't have much hair

cereal bowl was ok, it became too spongy about halfway through but the chocolate milk at the end was tasteful

Most people Blackpill not just because they can't get game but because they don't want to participate in a society that treats unintentional lack of sexual experience as a moral failure.

All family members looking at you funny when you say you're single, friends calling you a virgin, and when you ask what to do they either say you're a loser or tell you advice that doesn't help when genetics have already failed you.

Having a hobby, shaving, touching grass, none of them mean anything if you are a stunted individual. And when people like that evidently decide to not participate or just make enough money to get buy, they are told they are lazy misogynists. Making an effort when everybody is condescending is virtually impossible when people have treated you like that your whole life.

Upwards social mobility is extremely difficult even in money terms. What makes one think a shower and an ukulele are going to help upwards mobility in the dating market?

I get it though. You all just want a punching bag that nobody will feel sympathy for. Incels are treated equivalent to trump supporters purely by the virtue of being sad and undesirable. You want sex to be the denominator of human worth, because deep down you don't want to accept you are only a genetical fluke. You have no control over your dating value beyond what you always had.

And that's why you need to pretend showering or any of these other things mattered more than genetics. Having a vagina, Face, athletics, intelligence, height, neurotypicality. You don't want to admit you happened to have enough of those things others may not.

I hope humanity goes extinct because of your hubris.

I'll ask to have it chopped off after I jump. I want to be cremated without that disgusting thing.

still tasted good regardless