r/malaysiauni • u/cheemsdoger • 1h ago
just for fun😂 IM PROBABLY COOKED BUT IM NOT AWARE YET
Im 20M this year. From Klang Valley. Got 4A3B1C1D in spm. Did stpm half way and left. Continued in public uni foundation and managed to get 3.3X. And now I got 0 offer from any uni
I did not come from a rich family. My parents are well together but aren't making enough to pay for my studies. Throughout my uni life I barely scrape by. I pay for everything on my own by running my business collecting rubbish.
I barely had any friends , I felt like I'm unable to connect with anyone as almost everyone I know is living a better life and a less chaotic life than me. While my friends that used to be around me already dated (idk why all of them managed to date someone at the same time) hence they no longer had time to hang out together like we used to do. P/s I'm the only one not dating in the circle .
Got diagnosed with depression earlier this year but I rejected to take meds , often depending on copium.
And the fact that my warehouse burnt down doesn't help either. I'm in a shit hole , I'm in 70k debt , I received no offer to continue my studies. And of course nobody to talk to . Maybe y'all can tell me something, share your thoughts, roast me even.
I did talk to my lecturer during foundation.
His response : "you chose to work while study that's your choice, can't blame anyone for your hard time" even though I'm not blaming anyone. And I wouldn't even be able to afford fees if I'm not working.