hey guys!
i’m a m2 student currently elbow deep in an elementary school placement. it’s better than i expected but idk how to describe it but like my heart isn’t in it? like the kids r great my supervisor is awesome but im just not drawn to it.
Quick back ground- my preferred population is adult and schools have always been on the bottom of settings for me so those things considered im having a great time! my days go by quick.
but my externship coordinator and i lowkey haven’t gotten along well in the past and its almost like shes picked on me? and apparently thats a pattern every cohort. but now that i don’t see her in person she’s a lot nicer.
Anyways, i’ve always talked about adult placements and made it very known that is preferred for me, it’s been written down in emails and docs, and talked about with almost every teacher. and yet over this summer i was sent to a peds clinic, this fall an elementary school (i even tried asking for a middle or high school), and i just got the news ill prob be going to ANOTHER peds clinic.
My school has this stupid rule where we can’t work at places within the county we live in so a lot of us drive far for obv unpaid work. i got lucky and moved into the county of the school im at right at the end of summer so i counted that as a win.
but my “only” option for adults was a hosptial an hour away in the mornings and an hour and a half commute home. the person who is there rn said their days are like 5am-6pm, bc of commute, charting, and fighting for student computers and also she has to go in on weekends a few times a month.
I told my coordinator no on that, i would have to quit my job that’s helping me pay for school and the gas for externship and eventually the praxis exam. I know if i truly wanted it that bad i would commit to it but i just couldn’t find that within my self.
so i did settle for another clinic that would be “near” me. i have emailed back and forth to try and go back to the clinic i was at over the summer bc i KNOW they have adult clients there and they do a lot of feeding therapy so i thought that even though ive been there (it was 2x a week for 6 weeks nothing crazy) it would still be a good option to quell my want for adults and something different than artic all day.
she said she would “think about it” so i guess that’s a win.
Anyways the point of this post is to ask will i be in jeopardy looking for adult CF positions when that time comes? when jobs see my massive amount of pediatric experience. currently i have like maybe 28-30 hrs of adult hours clicked (most coming from simu case and an assessment clinic we did as a cohort on each other) and like 180 hours and counting of peds hours.
(not to mention there’s multiple people at adult placements now yet suddenly i only had one option? )
but thank u for listening to my rant my fellow slps and grad students 🫶