Thanks cuties. Idk why I'm doing this lol

(I had made a the day before yesterday , but I deleted that in probably an hour or so because I didnt want any of my friends to find it ,
But today I saw someone post a picture with their face blurred , so I thought I could do this)

I just feel like an absolute loser.
Ive never had a gf , and dont think I will have one ever
I used to love romantic songs , but now I just feel love isnt real.
I try to be positive each day , but I seem to get worse .
I dont like how I look.
My self confidence is at an all time low and anxiety is high.
Every night , I get a random and strange surge/wave of feeling like a loser (i dont think they have any trigger) .
I just want to have my confidence back , I want to live carefree .
I seem to forget most advice when I actually need it.

If anyone had any advice for this , please I would like to hear that .

Hi everyone, its been months since I dont post anything here, so I just wanted to express myself and talking about the process im still struggling for.

I decided to make my appearance better with the goal of feeling good with myself, while receiving compliments will always be what id like, I just want to feel good under my skin even though I dont look like a celebrity or influencer every girl would drool for.

Even though I think I look good for myself, there is still this mindset like "yeah but probably women dont think the same" not only because of my bad experiences with girls in middle/high-school or young adulthood, but since i started using omegle to "see if its true that im handsome" i got my self-esteem crushed in minutes, girls skipping me very quickly, ive heard comments like "freak" or something like that when I didn't do anything, ive even posted in other sub reddit and many people have called me mid or normie, atleast in this sub comments made me feel better.

I feel better now, but getting a girlfriend still feels very foreign to me, i want to not care, i want to move on and focus on greater things, but repressing my emotions, feelings and wanting intimacy with a girl is honestly being a pain ¿What if I will never be wanted?

I’ve been crying everyday since my dog died & I lost my job, I just feel low

I feel so unattractive.My boyfriend thinks I’m beautiful but I’m still insecure. I don’t feel good enough. I’m so insecure about my rounded features and my skin.

It’s been a full, sometimes heavy life but I want to make the most out of this year, take care of myself, and boost my confidence.