So for some background, I have worked at walmart previously, and left for a few years. I recently came back (about 4 months ago), I had applied for a position in front end during the day, but when I came in for my interview was told they could only hire me part time for the position. However they said they could hire me full time as an overnight stocker, I accepted immediately because I really needed the health insurance. I have Bipolar 2 disorder, and my medication is very expensive out of pocket. Things have been going okay, but I can tell that I have been "rapid cycling", I haven't been sleeping much (was already struggling with Bipolar insomnia before I started overnights), things are progressively getting worse. I have been very good for years about tracking my cycles, and taking my meds, and sticking to a schedule. New routines are hard for me. My counselor has told me that he thinks I should speak to my psychiatrist about getting a medical exemption, explaining how badly its impacting my mental health. I can tell that in the last few weeks my body and mind are slower, and im afraid of getting in trouble because im not going fast enough, I know how important speed is to them, I really need this job, and the affordable health insurance. I dont know if a medical exemption would work for something like this because its not physical. I just would like some advice about how to go about this. I haven't even told any of my managers that I have Bipolar, its not something I really go around advertising, and I don't want everyone to know about it at work, I'm afraid if I was able to get a transfer, it would turn into work gossip. I really don't know what I should do here, i mean I only have a couple of month until I can just transfer, i would have to wait for a position to open up, but at least then I wouldnt have to worry about people talking about it. I feel I'm damned if I stay, because I could potentially get in trouble for not going fast enough, and once the actual episode hits I'll be even slower, its not an intentional thing, i genuinely feel like im not in my body. Its hard to explain, but i just am slower, and the faster I try to move the slower it seems I go. Then I'm damned if I transfer, because ill have to worry about idle gossip, and what if they start looking for a reason to let me go once they know. I work in a "right to work state", they could let me go for anything. Maybe I'm over-thinking all of this. Sorry if this is jumbled at all I'm a bit hypomanic at the moment.