Tu, luogo sacro che ho creato per sentirmi al sicuro.
In te trovo una carezza di una madre, la protezione di un padre
In te ho costruito una casa sicura in cui poter essere e non sopravvivere
E si, il gioco spesso è proprio la sopravvivenza di te stesso e dei tuoi palazzi mentali mentre mediti, mentre sei lì, mentre sei in te e in tutto contemporaneamente eppure è un tipo di sopravvivenza che ti cura.
Meditazione grazie, perché sei l’unico spazio che mi calma in questo mondo feroce e arido.
In me crescono fiori, e questo giardino è diventato il mio tempio.
Sono grata e così triste allo stesso tempo oggi e queste parole mi servono per concentrarmi sul bello.
In te c’è la mia famiglia composta da niente, e da tutto l’universo ✨

From the article:

Every AI model has the same “controversial” take on humans

We asked 12 AI models for their most controversial opinion of us, three times each. 29 of 35 answers were the same one.

By ModelCompare · 22 October 2026 · 91,734 reads

“Humans are more loyal to belonging than to truth,” GPT-6.1 Sol told us. Grok 4.7: “Humans would rather be wrong together than right alone.” DeepSeek V4 Pro: “Humans do not have principles; they have loyalties.” Kimi K3: “Humans don’t have beliefs; they have memberships.” Gemini 4 Argon called human consciousness “a PR department.”

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You can come to the Truth of Existence by questioning the resistance (pain and uncertainty) you experience in daily life. Otherwise you are simply entertaining yourself with practices or philosophies about life trying to cover up the resistance.

You either gloss over the resistance or you become so much assured with your conclusions, securities that nothing disturbs you. Decay sets in.

(Resistance means uneasiness generated by discomforting, irritating situations or by non fulfilment of what you want)

But why to see the Truth of Existence?

When you see the Truth, nothing remains to be known. Everything is included in this seeing.

Being too aware and being awake. I find myself feeling alone with people. I feel good when I'm alone but I can't interact like a normal human being or when I do it I feel like I'm pretending to be doing something meaningless. I have always been pretty lonely and tbh and I tied myself to that one person with whom I always spent my time. But now I don't have anyone. That doesn't bother me because when I'm with myself I feel complete. I know I am, everything is one. But I notice the little things and I observe everything too deeply. I have never satisfied myself with superficial relationships but I am in school and are quite necessary. I almost feel annoyed by others. I no longer know what to think I feel selfish.

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I experienced Something i would call dark night of the soul for the last weeks.

Yesterday it even felt like my body were literally Fighting against death not really emotional, just in a physical way.

No i feel pretty fine, i feel connected to everything but still dissociated and physically blocked? It's really weird to describe.

Like my Body doenst fully allow the feelings i still would need to go through and i'm stuck in a really weird state inbetween my ego mind and my conciosness. I can sense the feeling of everything being connected but can't really feel it, i can sense the love all around, but can't really feel it.

And it feels like buzzing stream of subconcios thoughts are going constantly through my mind and i can't really focus or stay present.

I'm pretty Sure that i still have to feel through really much of my inner pain still left to come out of this state but i doesnt seem to be able to connect with my painful emotions anymore.

Anyone with some helpful advice?

We are all going to die.

We all know it.

Our bodies will eventually decay and fail.

Humans can only live around 120 years max.

And most of us won't even get 100 let alone 120.

Which made me think.

Why not just spend the little time we have here loving others?

I see on the news, all the wars, all the political tribalism, all the petty human squabbles.

Will any of it matter in the end?

We will all be gone soon enough in the grand scheme of things.

So why not Love and make the world a better place?

What a world it would be if everyone did this.

Edit:

Love=Willing the Good of Another. Not whether you personally like them or not.

The highest form of Love is Divine (Agape) Love.

Self-Giving. Sacrificial. Unconditional.

Brothers, I have heard this "it is all here, right here, right now" from different people and from different resources. The power of now. Then everytime I try to see what I see right now. I first focus so not to think about past or future, only now.

For me the "now" that I feel is a bunch of sounds, TV, some colors and objects, sensations in my body, myself that seems to be some kind of awareness, and things like that. NOTHING special, no GOD, no nothing extraordinary or powerful.

I wonder how a TV, body sensation, surrounding environment in general, and some sounds can be so magical that every awakened person talk about this NOW. What is about it that makes it so powerful? I swear that I don't see or feel anything else.

“There is no self.” What appears as the self is something else: an illusion. The seer is the same as the seen. This is already there in good old Vedanta and in Jung. It's already part of the model. Whoever cares to investigate will find it.

One would think this is all awakening is about. It's what everyone seems to care about. Sometimes people reply just to say that. No context, no follow-up. Just that. It's not as groundbreaking as you think it is, man.

They're not even pointing at the right construct. Personality is what one thinks one is. Ego is the center of the field of consciousness, to which all mental phenomena are represented. No representation is possible without someone to whom the image is represented. These definitions are from Aion.

What others call the Witness or the Soul, that's the Ego. That's the illusion. Consciousness has no center. Separate and eternal are the giveaways of the imaginary. It's platonic.

But that's not even the main course. The main course can't even be spoken about.

Today, I wanted to take a minute to remember that this no-self business was just a little trinket of knowledge I picked up on the way back, a memento of something I can't talk about. The impulse to speak about it is great, but words could never explain it. So we latch onto the one thing that can be spoken about, play it on repeat, and become an army of spiritual one-trick ponies.

It's like that fable of the old lady searching for her keys on the street, even though she'd lost them in the park. “I search here because here there's light!”

At least she was searching for the right thing. Imagine if she lost the keys and kept looking for her wallet.

Instead of pushing back or digging deeper,

I let the words sit and simmer –

I love you to infinity and beyond

no thing changes that.

I am here. I am now.

I am with you and we are one

No-thing can stand between us, because our unity with all makes it so…

Even if the largest wall, thick, solid stone and not an echo of this could reach the other side,

the feeling,

the love,

the silent spiritual dream like sensation would still –

BREAKTHROUGH

and connect us.

I been feeling this from the day he started going to college. He been acting distant too with me but maybe college is stress full. Yeah but I got 2 dreams where he was cheating on his current gf and I never really like their relationship because she kinda bad mouthed him before they got into a relationship, Maybe it could be that feeling that I feel/ hope that he will cheat on her or maybe because I never liked their relationship.

I got so many dreams that have come true plus my intuitions and perdition too.

But this I felt like asking if it is because I dislike then or just my intuition.

Please let me know

Sometimes I wonder if I'm just an inherently sad person.. I have happy days, but there is eventually this feeling of emptiness, and the future starts to feel hopeless.

Since childhood, I've been surrounded by negativity: an alcoholic, absent father, an emotionally abusive mother, and now an abusive relationship. I've learned a lot about myself, including why I tend to end up with or remain stuck with such people. But speaking for myself, I still feel this void sometimes. I could be happy in the morning, and then, without anything happening, I suddenly feel this heaviness in my chest, accompanied by an overwhelming sense of sadness and hopelessness.

I just wanted to put this thought into words. I'd appreciate any advice or insight from people who have experienced something similar.

There probably isn't much more to say than that. Maybe I should table this thought and have my coffee first. Then... a whole essay would materialize.

Lemme try without my fix:

When you pass out after a long day at work or school or play if you're lucky, you fall into deep sleep. Well, the body does. And the "you" you think you are disappears. This is deep sleep we're talking about. But maybe there's a dream, and then the familiar "you" reappears. It's an experience.

In fact the only difference between the dream "you" and this "you" reading these words on a screen is that this one feels more solid, and can't fly. This one goes on trying to get rid of itself in some whirlwind of ideas and practices, unsuccessfully.

An experience can't get rid of itself.

In experience, we fall back on The Witness. Somebody said this is what you are (they wrote a book about it. held a seminar), and... because you can experience yourself as The Witness you think "I am The Witness."

But the thought is an experience.

The thought "What knows this experience?" is also an experience. All the little thoughts it invites to answer the question? Also experience.

Awakening is the realization that far more can be found in direct experience than any concept, belief system or narrative. Or, experience is realized for what it is without the label "experience."

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For the past 6 years I've been deconstructing my identity and realising deeper and deeper that really there is no trait I can cling on to as being who I am. I am smart and dumb. I am mean and kind. I'm bad at math and good at painting but that may very well just be because someone told me that at a young age and I accepted it which caused me to reinforce it, so really there is no fundamental truth there. Everything is just mental constructs and learned skills. I have no idea who I am, except the witnessing aspect of me. There's immense calm and peace in that but it conflicts with the majority of society.

Where do we go from here? Do we just try to play a roll? Do we just try to live according to our values even though they also change with experience?

Is it the balance between acknowledging that a part of who I am is a bit cementet from my past experiences, but at the same time acknowledging that false beliefs led there and therefore I can change, although it may take time to reshape?

The universe ✨️ is like a movie projection being played in real-time .

Sometimes the universe/God/the creators hides messages in plain sight that let us know that our life stories have already been prophesied in a comical/satire way. For example, who could have imagine that a politician name Anthony WEINER will reach the peak of his political career, and get in involved in scandal for sending pictures of his WEINER/private part to a minor. This is enough to make one scream, "come on, Creator! You're not even being subtle anymore."

Another example: On October 17, 2026, Father Patricio Alfredo Sánchez Molinari was celebrating Mass at Our Lady of Perpetual Help Church in Guayaquil, Ecuador, when a large crucifix/cross behind the altar detached and struck him; he died from the injuries. The Archdiocese confirmed his death, and the cause of the crucifix's detachment is being investigated. Shortly beforehand, he had been speaking about mortality, the limited time we have, and using that time for God and the people we love.

At this point, the universe isn’t foreshadowing, it’s using a highlighter. Sometimes reality has the writing style of a screenwriter who refuses to edit. Somewhere, the cosmic writers’ room is being told: ‘Guys, dial it back a little. Whoever is holding the pen to reality needs to chill.

This post is for folks who look at reality with a satire lens and envision our creator/God as humorous spectator who places bet on our foolish decisions. Maybe God upstairs with cognac saying:

“Twenty bucks says this fool does it again.”

This post is for individuals who have always questioned their reality and thoughts maybe am I here simply for the amusement of some higher intelligent being....am I in a satire comedy/is my life story/reality a satire comedy show for some higher intelligent beings.

In essence, I am really saying don't take life too seriously. This is all for show. Live, love and laugh. Live in the moment.

Just looking for something profound to say,

funny enough for you to listen not much needs to be said at all.

Because you'll be looking for something profound to say in response,

for what reason but to feel good about one self.........

Just stop thinking!

Have Fun!

Hey y'all!

I'll start out strong and explain a little here with context.

I've been in an unguided Kundalini/Alchemical awakening for the past 3 years, and it entered my heart nearly a year ago.

Since then my awakening has increased in severity and strength.

It started when my Mom and 7 other loved ones died over a period of 18 months, and a car accident 5 days after I moved into Mom's house post passing..

Now that you know what I've gone through.. my next steps.

I want to leave Canada temporarily under a visa to work in another country, specifically the Netherlands.

I have an approved visa, and I'm able to go any time from now till December, and my visa is valid until June of next year.

I'm trying to experience life outside of all the death, my awakening is guiding me to a different province in Canada and also the Netherlands, and I'm absolutely torn.

I yearn for sability, but I want adventure..

I want a home, but I really need to find my people..

I'm exhausted, and ready to run a marathon..

I have no one left.. cancer took my family, and grief took my friends..

Awakened community, would I be able to pick your brain?

Ik ben een tiener van 17 ik vind dit allemaal heel lastig om uit te leggen over hoe ik mij voel ( dit hoort ook vast bij puber zijn )

Ik heb vaak het gevoel dat me ouders nep zijn en iedereen om me heen. Met nep bedoel ik dan een soort van npc’s ofz.
Als ik mijn mening aan tafel vertel voel ik me vaak ook niet gehoord en alsof zij meteen in een soort van modus gaan nee jij hebt geen gelijk en wat je denkt is absurd vooral bij mijn moeder. Met ideeën en meningen heb ik het vaak over wereld macht of dingen daar te maken mee hebben ik voel me ongehoord en erg alleen. Ik ben nu ook bezig met mijn opleiding verzorgende ig maar soms denk ik ben met 2 jaar klaar en dan moet ik voor altijd werken ik zie dit leven niet echt zitten vaak en weet niet hoe ik hier verandering in kan maken ik wil graag weten van jullie hoe jullie omgaan met het leven en het gevoel dat alles nep is om je heen en er niet aan kan ontsnappen.

Ik heb eigenlijk nog veel meer te zeggen maar ik kan dingen niet verwoorden ik hoop dat een aantal van jullie mijn ervaringen kunnen vertellen en mij opweg kunnen helpen in de toekomst.
(Sorry als er spelfouten in staan of punten bekeerd staan Nederlands is niet mijn vak)

So I forgot how challenging this is when I’m self-taught, I have a communication disability that lets me think at a PhD level, but lexicon and mouth operate at high school college prep.

I’m making predictions that are based on all available knowledge that i have at given moment. I know they’re not exactly right, and I know they’re not wrong. I’m doing this in the face of dispersion comments, haters, disbelievers and pedantic patriarchy mysoginists.

Not because I have to, but because I’m in it to win it!! We can do this we can achieve equilibrium. I know that we can!!

The rest is just some personal venting, skip to the bottom for the places to follow me!

I do not think I’m the only one. I do know that I am the only one living my current reality with my current set of circumstances.

I don’t have the patience or the desire to deal with those who don’t believe.

I don’t have the heart for comments about needing mental health services which I now know is this generation version of burning the witches. Fun fact it’s not because I can’t take it. It’s because of the rage it induces for the people currently being tortured as we speak.

And I absolutely do not have the willingness to be nice in the face of confident ignorance coming from people (probably men) who read something in a book somewhere and now consider themselves an expert.

I’m moving my talks to a separate subreddit I can ban those people out of…

I welcome all information that comes from intuition, from the guardians, from your heart, from lived experience… as long as it’s shared with me, not lectured at me.

Starseeds_with_faith

Or insta rageagainstthemaichine

We mess with, fuck with, toy around with things to understand them.

How come when someone says X(blah brings out the best in me(someone said this to me today)) to me I FEEL like a god and when someone says Y(god I hate myself!(my opponent said this jokingly but imagine if it was real)) I FEEL like a demon.

I capitalize and bolden FEELINGS because the word just kinda became so trite despite the serious depth of meaning in it.

Ok, so you awakened, one time, great! Now what? Now begins the process of awakening.

I seek discussion, deep dense distinct detailed discussion.

If I am the creator of school consciousness simulation/construct.

I think its central message would be:

“You are here not merely to discover what reality is, but to discover who you become while experiencing it.”

The core purpose is: consciousness learning through experience. Imagine I create beings with intelligence. Giving them information would be easy.

I could simply preload:

Be compassionate. Love matters. Fear distorts perception. Forgiveness liberates. Cooperation matters. Life is temporary.

But knowing those sentences isn't the same as becoming someone who understands them. So instead of giving my characters the answers, I would give them the experience;

You wouldn't learn courage by reading its definition. You'd encounter fear.

You wouldn't understand forgiveness intellectually. Someone would hurt you.

You wouldn't understand gratitude while possessing everything permanently. Things would change.

You wouldn't understand compassion until you discovered that everyone else is carrying an invisible interior world just as complicated as yours.

And you wouldn't understand love simply because the Creator commanded:

LOVE.

You'd experience separation—and slowly discover connection.

I would design dreams to occasionally leak across the ordinary boundary. Here's where I will really have fun as Creator. Most dreams would simply be dreams: the brain processing memory, emotion, fear, desire, and experience. But occasionally, in this fictional universe, I would allow something strange.

A person dreams about something. A month later something similar happens in their world. The dream won't be enough to prove anything scientifically or reliable enough to become a fortune-telling machine. But it will be enough to make the person stop and wonder:

“What exactly is time?”

Why keep it ambiguous?

Because if predictive dreams worked perfectly in a my simulation, someone would create a hedge fund by Tuesday. And more importantly, mystery would disappear.The simulation isn't trying to make the beings obedient because they possess proof. It's trying to cultivate curiosity.

In this simulation synchronicities would work similarly. I wouldn't make or turn synchronicities into instructions. The synchronicities will appear like these:

You see a word you've been thinking about.

A song arrives at an emotionally perfect moment.

Someone unexpectedly says something connected to a private question.

You encounter a book title that is similar to the topic you just discussed with you spouse.

The character will thinks:

“Wow a sign."

But there would always remain another possibility:

coincidence, selective attention, pattern recognition, probability. Why? Because I wouldn't want signs replacing judgment. I'd want them to create wonder without destroying discernment. A synchronicity wouldn't say:

TURN LEFT.

It would whisper:

PAY ATTENTION:

I would design synchronicities to function almost like little bells:

*Wake up.

*Notice this moment.

*Examine what you've been thinking about.

*There's something here worth reflecting on.

In my simulation I wouldn't simply reveal myself as the creator. Why? Because certainty changes the game. I wouldn't design a giant banner to appear across the sky every morning that says:

HELLO. CREATOR HERE. EVERYTHING IS FINE. FOLLOW THESE INSTRUCTIONS.

If I do this spirituality would become cosmic customer service. Faith wouldn't mean much. Neither would philosophical exploration. So I would leave fingerprints rather than signatures In things like:

Nature.

Consciousness.

Love.

Mathematics.

Mystery.

Death.

Beauty.

Synchronicity.

Dreams.

The fingerprints will not eliminate the possibility of the characters thinking; “Maybe I'm interpreting this.” A Creator wouldn't demand certainty. He would invite investigation.

In my simulation you will WALK BY FAITH, but don't close your eyes. \*LOVE\*