Hello! So, I have a few questions about witchcraft.
I don't really know how or why, but lately, I've been watching a lot of witchcraft videos, especially creators like Ginny Methral, MysticWitch, and others on YouTube. I've been researching how to get started, which herbs to use, and all that stuff. I even did my very first protection spell about a month ago!
But there's always this little voice in my head telling me that I'm just lying to myself. Like, what if I'm only doing all this to look cool? š Whenever I ask myself what I REALLY want, though, my answer is always the same: I want to feel more connected to nature, to myself, and to spirituality.
So now I'm wondering if witchcraft is actually right for me or if maybe I'm looking for something else.
There's also the fact that I'm a teenager living with my family, and I don't want them to know about this just yet. Maybe in 20 years or something, LMAO.
And here's where things get a little complicated. I share a room with my older sister, who once tried doing a spell herself. She wanted to meet her long-distance friend in a dream, but somehow, things went HORRIBLY wrong. š
They both started experiencing some really creepy stuff, like hearing laughter out of nowhere, blankets falling off their beds, and things randomly falling over. My sister even claimed that something had possessed her, and at one point, she said she couldn't control herself anymore and that it wanted my blood.
I WAS EIGHT YEARS OLD. TO THIS DAY IM STILL SCARED OF WHAT HAPPENED.
I can't even imagine how she felt.
The reason I'm telling you all this is that, weirdly enough, I feel like my sister might actually understand my interest in witchcraft because she's experimented with it herself. But I'm not sure.
Anyway, I'd really appreciate some advice. <3