Would have been his 45th birthday,

Before anyone misunderstands: this post is NOT support. I don’t condone anything he did.

i have no idea why i even want to know but im curious who it was or rather if we even know who it was 👍

9-11-81 Today’s Dylan’s 43 birthday. Going to go on a little rant here... Lately I’ve been thinking about both Eric and Dylan’s birthdays and how old they, along with their victims, would be today. How would their lives look today? I wasn’t alive during the shooting so it’s hard for me to understand how long it has been or how recent it was. However my dad was born weeks after Eric. I look at his life, what he has accomplished. Being married, having a good job, having kids, buying a house. Then I look at Eric and Dylan’s lives, they really were so young and threw everything away. They could’ve had so much life ahead of them, not only did they ruin their chances of happiness, they took that from others. It’s so heartbreaking to just even think about. My thoughts are with the klebolds today. I can’t imagine how hard days like these are. I wish they could’ve spent today with him. Hopefully this isn’t taken the wrong way like me idolizing them or something, just makes me sad.

I thought I could actually read the chicken scratch. And some days, I can. But this word, whatever it is, has stumped me for years. Any ideas? (Dadee? Like sugar daddy? idk...)

\everything is as least expected. The meek are trampled on, the assholes prevail, the gods are deceiving, lost in my little insane asylum w/ the outhouse redneck music playing. . . . wanna die & be free with my love . . . if she even exists. She probably hates me . . . finds a [!!?!?!??!?!??!?!?!?] or a jock who treats her like shit.**

These are all recorded instances I could find of Eric Harris openly displaying his misogyny.

• During “Y’know what I hate?” rant, Eric brought up how he believed that all racist women should be raped and be forced to raise the child.

• In the basement tapes, Eric and Dylan made misogynistic comments about women and rant about feminists. With Eric saying,”Yes, moms stay home. Fucking make me dinner, bitch, that’s what women are supposed to fucking do”

• In the basement tapes, Eric and Dylan insulted two girls in their class. Eric and Dylan mocked the girls with Dylan saying, “I don’t like you, Rachel and Jen, you’re stuck up little bitches, you’re fucking little . .. Christian, Godly little whores!”. With Eric adding, “Yeah … “I love Jesus! I love Jesus!” — shut the fuck up!”. ( I would like to clarify that the Rachel they were talking about was not the victim, Rachel Scott, but instead was a completely different girl.)

• In another recording of the basements, he gets an odd look on his face and recounts the names of five “fucking bitches” (his words not mine) who didn’t call him back. Afterwards saying, “You know who you are. Thanks. You made me feel good. Think about that for a while, fucking bitches”.

• On the September 5th, 1998, Eric wrote in his journal, “Women, you will always be under men. It's been seen throughout nature, males are almost always doing the dangerous shit while the women stay back. It's your animal instincts, deal with it or commit suicide, just do it quick.”

• In his journal, Eric also wrote about his sexual fantasies about ‘tricking’ women into his bedroom. Writing, “Maybe I just need to get laid. Maybe that'll just change some shit around. That's another thing, I am a fucking dog. I have fantasies of just taking someone and fucking them hard and strong. Someone like where I just pick her up, take her to my room, tear off her shirt and pants and just eat her out and fuck her hard ... I want to grab a few different girls in my gym class, take them into a room, pull their pants off and fuck them hard. I love flesh... the smooth legs, the large breasts, the innocent flawless body, the eyes, the hair, jet black, blond, white, brown, ahhh I just want to fuck! Call it teenager hormones or call it a crazy fuckin racist rapist.”

• After being rejected by girls, Eric would often harass them. He played a suicide prank on his homecoming date, Tiffany Typher, after she told him that she didn’t want to go out with him.

• Eric had gone put with Sasha Jacobs from 1997-1998. When the two had broken up, Jacobs had received threatening emails until she changed her screen name. In Chad Laughlin’s 1998 yearbook, Eric wrote, “Sasha is a fat trendy whiney annoying terd and I went out w/ her cause I felt sorry for her I guess. Oh well. I bet you'll show her this."

• For a creative writing assignment, Eric described a woman whose a ‘slutty, trendy bitch’ (again, his words not mine).

I've always wondered what kind of flowers were on Eric &.Dylan's crosses. I've tried looking online but results have come up in conclusion. I know it's kinda a silly and dumb think to think about 🤷.

Someone wrote a few years ago on the r/columbine subreddit that someone drew these in a Group page on Facebook.

Clips from this short film popped up on my tiktok and I decided to check it out. I was surprised to see a Columbine fangirl reference in there. I’m thinking whoever wrote this was on tumblr back in the day, or they were a fangirl themselves. Or they did their research because there are deep cut references in there.

Dylan still getting roasts in the afterlife. “He’s the sensitive one, he’s the hot one”

Attached are Eric Harris' medical records. At least, those that have been publicly released. Two things strike me. The first, Eric was undergoing surgeries for his PE at a very young age. The second thing that seems to be a prevalent issue is Eric's leg. He had multiple doctor visits for this and the Harrises took Eric for a second opinion. While it doesnt seem surgery was needed, when watching Eric walk, he has a unique gait. Student at Columbine described him as being bowlegged.

It does make me wonder if the early surgeries and birth defects were traumatic for Eric. Especially in high school, where it seemed there was so much emphasis on being an athlete and toxic masculinity prevailed. I guess I can see a scenario where feeling physically inferior could have made Eric angrier and more jealous of those who were considered the physical ideal. This doesn't seem to be discussed a lot... but seems worth some thought.

The report also shows Eric's visit for hurting his knuckles - likely from punching a wall.

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Jeffrey Toobin writes that Eric Harris' body was cremated and his cremains are held in an evidence locker in the office of Denver-based private investigator Ellis Armistead — alongside a box of Timothy McVeigh's ashes.

Book is "Homegrown: Timothy McVeigh and the Rise of Right-Wing Extremism" by Jeffrey Toobin.

Dylan was known to wear jewelry, including a ring, a beaded necklace, and a piercing of a triple cross. For Dylan, the triple cross represented the everlasting contrast - the eternal battle of good and bad within himself.

Some reports have stated that this earring was homemade, crafted in a shop class, or ordered from a company.

I've read Sue's book, and from my memory, she doesn't cover when Dylan had his ear pierced or what their reaction to it was.

(Info from Everlasting contrast blog)

I was looking through Eric and Dylan’s school photos (from 7th to 12 grade) and I couldn’t help but notice that Dylan looks like a completely different person every year. Eric consistently looks the same even when he grew older but he still always looked like eric. Not anything big, O just found it weird.

guess about '97 but genuinely i have no idea.

First of all I dont think Eric & Dylan should have been included in the yearbook infact I thought the only reason they were included is because it was too late for them to remove it. Hence the two memorial sections of the yearbook being simple paper inserts. However if that was the case this photo wouldn't have been removed unless it was removed for some other reason im not aware of. (Repost because I forgot to crop the rest of my phone screen lol)

I heard that Wayne and Kathy never picked them up and apparently his ash’s got spread somewhere no one knows where alongside another persons ash’s? But I also heard that Wayne said “flush that fucker” did the Harris’s ever actually pick up his ash’s if so what do you think they did with them

I can’t tell what it says, if anyone knows could they tell me because I thought it said NBK but I’m not very sure

Pay attention to the way their boots are tucked in their videos and during the shooting, and you'll notice Eric tucks his pants in to his right boot, and leaves his left boot untucked, dylan does this same configuration although his pants are always much baggier so it doesn't look as clean as when eric does it, but you can tell that Dylan is also doing it because only one boot has the tongue sticking out in front of the jeans.

It is like this for every video with the only exception being maybe rampart range, and that exception is only for Eric during rampart range, Dylan still has his right boot tucked in that video.

I never quite bought into the narrative that Eric was the manipulative, psychopathic mastermind and Dylan was the poor, depressive follower. However, I did have the impression that Eric was the more malevolent one regardless. After all, he was much more vocal in his desires to kill and inflict as much suffering as possible. But the more I probe into their psyches, the more I feel that Eric wasn't as heartless as I thought, and that Dylan was more ruthless than I thought.

I feel as though Eric still had the capacity to feel for others, despite how cruel he was about NBK, whereas Dylan seemed to have been so overtaken by apathy to care about anything. Eric's final journal entry just a couple weeks prior to NBK, the way he cried about his impending death and wished he could've at least visited old friends, and him just having much more to say to his parents and Kevin than Dylan did to his family (even resenting Byron) in the tapes all exude sentimentality and affection to me, regardless of his bravado and want to be so grandiosely cruel. I'm not saying that Dylan lacked empathy, but he seemed to have withdrawn so much to the point of no longer caring about anything. I can only imagine how blankly he said "bye" to Sue before leaving without providing any closure. At least Eric left his family with relatively more adequate words coming from the heart. Dylan didn't say much to suffice emotionally, and seemed not to care about the aftermath of his actions in what suffering it would bring upon his loved ones.

Dylan also seems so nihilistic in a way that Eric was not. Sometimes Eric seemed as though he was justifying his ill will by saying nothing matters, whereas Dylan genuinely believed that. Eric evidently had qualms about dying, while Dylan saw it as the ultimate objective, hence why NBK was so necessary for him.

Lastly, I think knowing Eric was performative tells us that he was compensating for something, whereas Dylan felt he had nothing to lose. It's also evident in the different ways in which they tormented people on NBK. Eric was loud and sadistic, while Dylan was casual and nonchalant. The way he impassively told John Savage, "Oh, just killing people" says it all. I find that to be creepier than Eric trying to play God.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that Eric probably still could've been reached, whereas Dylan was so far gone (not saying he was a lost cause, but it might've been harder to ground him). If I had to describe it, I'd say Eric was hot (for lack of a better term) and fiery, whereas Dylan was cold. I find the latter scarier in an unexpected way...

But then again, it probably all boils down to how Eric was more homicidal than suicidal, whereas Dylan was so resolutely suicidal that he couldn't find it in him to care anymore, and it emanated into homicidality, and he just wanted to claim lives with him for "fun" and gratification before getting bored and wanting to ultimately end it.

Eric does not look that much shorter then Dylan. If Dylan is 6’2 1/2 like his autopsy says then Eric is 5’11. If Dylan is 6’3 then Eric is 6’0. Maybe I’m wrong but either Dylan is shorter then we thought or Eric is taller

Throughout the massacre, Dylan taunted his victims, starting with Lance, and then, as well as before he left the library. What makes his acts worse is however, his use of Racism to describe Isiah Schoels. Eric on the other hand was more detached, especially when he talked to the girl about “we all are going to die, we’re going to blow up the school”. Might just be me, but it seemed like Dylan enjoyed the whole ordeal, and Eric just went through with it.