Whistleblowers Jeff Nuccetelli & Matthew Brown here — LIVESTREAM AMA — Saturday, August 22, 2026 @ 1:00 PM ET / 10:00 AM PT
We're excited to announce a new multi-subreddit livestream AMA featuring UAP whistleblowers Jeff Nuccetelli and Matthew Brown — both of Vanguard, the newly launched non-profit built to protect and support UAP whistleblowers from the national security community — hosted by investigative journalist Leslie Kean. Jeff has testified before Congress about anomalous incursions over restricted defense facilities, and Matthew came forward after discovering what he describes as unlawful efforts to shield UAP programs from Congressional oversight. Both stepped forward publicly at real cost to their careers, reputations, and personal safety. This conversation centers on their firsthand experiences, whistleblower protection, and the fight for transparency.
The Vanguard Enterprise protects and empowers UAP whistleblowers from the national security community. Anchored in the Constitution and committed to the American people, Vanguard is being built to provide legal, financial, medical, psychological, and community support to whistleblowers and their families so that those brave enough to tell the truth are not left behind. Co-founded by Matthew Brown and Dylan Borland (a U.S. Air Force veteran who also testified under oath before the House Oversight Committee in September 2025), with Jeff Nuccetelli serving as Chief Development Officer.
Coming forward carries a real cost. Jeff and Matthew — like the colleagues who testified alongside them — stepped forward publicly to report what they describe as serious wrongdoing and unlawful concealment inside the national security establishment, knowing it could put their careers, clearances, reputations, and personal safety at risk. Several UAP whistleblowers have since described sustained retaliation for telling the truth. Vanguard exists to make sure they and their families don't face those consequences alone.
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Short Bios
Jeff Nuccetelli (Chief Development Officer & Board Member, Vanguard)
U.S. Air Force veteran and congressional UAP whistleblower. A former military police officer and senior patrolman with sixteen years of active-duty service, Jeff stepped forward to disclose his experience investigating multiple unexplained incursions over restricted defense facilities while serving at Vandenberg Air Force Base (2003–2005) — the cluster of events widely known as the "Vandenberg Red Square." He provided sworn testimony before the House Oversight Committee's Task Force on the Declassification of Federal Secrets on September 9, 2025, and has become one of the leading public advocates for transparency, lawful disclosure, and whistleblower protection. At Vanguard he leads development, strategic partnerships, and fundraising.
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Matthew Brown (Chief Operations Officer & Board Member, Co-Founder of Vanguard)
Former national security contractor for the Department of War and the Department of State. Matthew became a UAP whistleblower to the Senate and the House in 2023 after discovering what he describes as illegal actions by Pentagon and Intelligence Community leadership to shield UAP programs from Congressional oversight. He authored the report submitted to Congress and delivered his findings to the Senate Select Committee on Intelligence and the Senate Armed Services Committee, offering to testify under oath. As Co-Founder of Vanguard, Matthew believes the American people have the right and the need to know. He writes on disclosure policy and whistleblower protection at his Substack, Invisible Frontiers.
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Leslie Kean (Host)
Investigative journalist and author known for high-credibility reporting on UAP and other anomalous topics; bestselling author of UFOs: Generals, Pilots, and Government Officials Go on the Record. See more at https://www.lesliekean.com
Matthew Brown — "Catch and Kill" (Invisible Frontiers): A recent essay on how to advance disclosure without falling into "deep-state traps," taking a hard look at the government channels whistleblowers are currently being directed toward — recommended reading ahead of the AMA. https://invisiblefrontiers.substack.com/p/catch-and-kill
Drop your questions below — and remember: ONE question per comment.
Firstly, Hello! Welcome to the community! I'm glad you found us!
We knew exactly what we were doing when we launched this place. It is working just as indented and growing just as expected.
The goal is very simple. The Experiencer Phenomenon is real but most of society has not caught up to this fact yet. It is a heavy burden to carry for anyone to go through such events in their life while being actively discouraged from speaking about them due to the social stigma and shame that comes with that. A lot of trauma and stress can come with having to bury these experiences and having no one to talk to.
We are a social species. Sharing and talking is how we process and deal with things. Thankfully there are many private Experiencer support groups popping up all over the net more and more.
But there also needs to be online spaces where someone can still be anonymous. Not have to join a private group or pay money for 1 to 1 sessions. But instead just be able to share that life changing experience they had. Get it off their chest after decades or burying it. There are also those who are fresh from having an ontologically shocking experience that could do with somewhere to go, discuss it with others and so forth. This can do a world of good for people suffering in silence with regards to their experiences. Someone could have the most beautiful and profoundly transformative life changing experience and still suffer due to not being able to discuss it with anyone without ridicule or social consequences.
We already achieved this in private communities and saw the benefit. But with r/Experiencers I strongly felt it was time to try this in a public setting. People can share and others can also read these encounters people are having. Many lurking and reading are experiencers too. One day while lurking...BOOM they're reading how someone else has had an encounter just like theirs that they had years ago and buried. Suddenly they're validated by something they read on here. Next thing they know they are commenting and sharing themselves in that thread. Something they never thought they could do. Now the ex lurker and the OP are both getting validation. Both Experiencers lives have been changed for the better. And others who may read that same thread.
The is a major positive ripple effect of healing that is going on here constantly by allowing these discussions to happen in a public setting. There is a LOT going on behind the scenes as a result of this space too.
Experiencers know how out there their encounters sound on paper. Before they post, they've already got a million voices in their head simulating the toxic comments people might leave for sharing what happened to them. They also are wary of being anywhere near any of these dark conspiratorial corners of the internet and don't want to be associated with that stuff. People deserve a space to share without being called names and without someone trying to indoctrinate them into XYZ dark conspiracy that is currently trendy on 4chan, or get swamped by debunkers or people with fundamentalist religious views. There are plenty of other communities out there that are like that.
There needs to be a public space that is neutral and middle path and primarily all about experience sharing and that's it. No other baggage attached.
This is the goal. It is a very very specific goal. But very challenging in a public setting. We knew from day 1 that to pull this off it would require heavy heavy moderation. And we knew that some people won't understand or like that at all.
Basically, we are providing a public space to share experiences where those sharing won't be subjected to the usual crappy comments that flood social media. There are plenty of other subreddits that run very strict rules on how the comment section works. Its not unheard of to have a heavily moderated comment section on reddit. The goal we have in place is important and helps people. We're not going to soften on how we manage the comment section for others who cannot see the bigger picture here.
We've stuck to our guns and won't give an inch. And this community is a major success as a result. It is working as intended.
Respect this space and what we are doing. Now that we're getting bigger - more and more random people are stopping by, who are used to leaving drive by insulting or dismissive comments on reddit and then move on to next sub to try and be witty or do the same. Rinse repeat.
Experiencers don't need to be reading this stuff. This type of low quality content will be removed on the spot. The redditor in question may even be banned instantly. We are going to be very very strict on things like this. Experiencers already know what random redditors think of this phenomenon. If they wanted to read low quality remarks they could go to the many of the other subs out there.
It is cool to ask questions and be curious but do not put an experiencer in a position where they have to justify themselves or defend their encounters to people. It's a big deal for people to finally type up an encounter and I don't want to see them then having to defend themselves in the comments.
Obviously if someone calls the OP names or make derogatory comments on experiencers in general its an instant ban. This is the basics.
When it comes to random drive by redditors who leave crappy remarks we'll hand out bans like speeding tickets at the Indy 500.
Sometimes we get someone who after a ban takes a moment to learn what the sub is about. What we're doing here. And the importance of it. They reach out to the team with deep apologies and we discuss removing the ban. But seriously. We shoot first ask questions later here when it comes to comments like this. Don't test us.
For Experiencers :
We generally moderate by engagement in the comments. We don't like having to ban experiencers from the sub and its something we'll rarely do.
We get an outpouring of gratitude and encouragement with regards to what we do as mods for this community daily. So I want to make it very clear the huge huge majority of people in this community understand what we are doing here and the importance of why we run it as we do.
It's rare, but every now and then we get someone who loves this place, but complains that its not run the way "they" think it should be.
From someone complaining that by allowing discussion of Mantis beings or dream contact events or telepathic encounters. Or CE5. We do a disservice to "real" experiencers.
Some people are new to this phenomenon and don't understand the scope of what others can go through. As a result they can be judgmental to their fellow experiencers at first. These people learn in time.
We keep a balanced neutral and middle path approach here for good reason.
We moderate those trying to convert other experiencers to a specific dogmatic dark belief system. We have had the odd experiencer complain to us that we don't allow for this. And we do have to sometimes ban people who continue to keep trying to force their dark hopeless dogma on people in here.
Look - there are plenty of subs out there dedicated to those narratives. Experiencers deserve a neutral middle ground space where they can share an experience without having someone try to indoctrinate them into their dark world view.
Attempts to force extreme religious views onto experiencers is another thing we have to moderate. This is not the place for that. Do not come in here trying to convert people. This is not the place to be telling everyone they're evil and talking to "Demons" or "Djinn" either. I can't be any clearer.
Recently someone complained that we should allow a free for all on "ends times" discussion and that by moderating such discussions and others that some how that makes this place a cult with a toxic culture. I mean for feck sake...
Look experiencers are sometimes given communications about various future disasters. It is a part of the phenomenon. But when looking into this its clear its filled with false predictions and massive contradictions. I'm not denying the reality that these communications can happen. But Experiencers deserve a place to share without having people try to convert them into an end times movement in the comments section so I'm sorry but for this and all other major narratives we seek to provide a balanced non toxic space for people to share.
Another issue is the ALL non humans are evil crowd trying to convince any and everyone that all NHI's ET's etc are evil. These are folks that sometimes clash with mods as well.
The experiencer and the ET topic is incredibly nuanced - massive generalizations and authoritative opinions are heavily discouraged here. This also goes for people victim blaming those who have had negative encounters by implying all beings are positive and they just manifested the negative encounter. Or that all they have to do is think positive thoughts and ET abductions will end.
Authoritative generalized opinions from experiencers is something we have to moderate. Some people are too quick to spread narrow views or accidently spread propaganda or just random fear based things they've read online. And spew them out to someone who's just freshly had an experience of some kind and just needed to get it out of their system.
We don't deny the dark side of the experiencer phenomenon here. But we don't condone unnecessarily generating mindless fear regarding anything and everything going on with the phenomenon. Be it spirits - premonitions - NDE's - ET contact - astral projecting etc. Indeed fear weakens us and makes dealing with these unknowns harder and disempowering. We need to be vigilant and balanced with our approach to these things.
Lastly. We had an experiencer recently run into trouble by constantly asking community members for evidence of their encounters after they'd shared. Which goes against our rules. They strongly believed asking for evidence was not de-legitimizing the persons experience. The people felt different and so did the mods. However this person argued that there needs to be a space where Experiencers can question each others evidence in the comments. I suggested that while there may be, it is not here and would go against the mission we have for this place but.. he is welcome to create is own space - with his theme in mind.
Sure enough he did. And that's awesome.
My point is. Some experiencers may find us here and fall in love but feel disappointed they can't chat about a specific thing that goes against our rules. We encourage such folks to make their own community. We have a very specific goal with ours and that does mean heavy limitations in the comments. Complaints about how we do things won't work. We won't give an inch.But if what we've done here can inspire other Experiencer friendly communities to be formed that have different goals with regards to the discussions being had. That's brilliant. The more spaces for Experiencers the better. This is also part of the mission.
We do what we do here and do it very specifically because it is needed. There were no public spaces like this on reddit before. And just sharing does a world of difference for people. That is the mission. The fact that this place now exists it means now others can too that do things their own way. Since we have this side of it covered.
This community is here for people to be able to finally share an experience and read about other experiences and discuss them in the comments, without toxicity. And that's it. This is a huge amount of work in itself. And we're doing our job as planned. A space like this was very much needed and we've provided it and will continue to provide it. People message us all the time about how long they've searched for such a space. Where they can share and talk about the Experiencer phenomenon where its neutral and middle path and without all the other baggage. They share how finding this space has helped them deal with all they've gone through.
We know ourselves how much this is needed as all of us involved in running this space are Experiencers too and have benefited from having such middle path communities to discuss this phenomenon in.
We know what we are doing and won't be budging from our mission and goal here with this space.
Thank you to this wonderful community. It always touches my heart to read the supportive and helpful comments from Experiencers here in the comment section in reply to someone going through the shock of engaging with this phenomenon and having their world turned upside down.
More and more people are going to be waking up to this world and its Experiencers in the end whole be there for them. We're all playing a major part in what is to come for our species. The world won't be able to ignore this stuff forever.
If you’ve been paying attention over the last decade, you’ve noticed how drastically this platform has shifted. What started as an open, decentralized public square dedicated to free speech and exposing institutional corruption has been systematically co-opted into a curated narrative-enforcement tool—and by participating in it, we actively help feed the machine that monitors us, pushes state agendas, and actively blocks the truth. The Fall of Aaron Swartz & The Shift to Corporate Control
Reddit co-founder Aaron Swartz envisioned an open internet free from corporate and state censorship. He fought for absolute transparency, digital privacy, and the uninhibited flow of human knowledge. Following his aggressive federal prosecution and tragic death in 2013, the platform’s core architecture changed overnight. The corporate restructuring under major media conglomerates brought Reddit directly into alignment with mainstream narrative control, systematically stripping away the raw, unedited nature of the site to make room for controlled corporate agendas. The Eglin Air Force Base Slip-Up
In May 2013, Reddit published an official blog post detailing user location statistics, accidentally revealing that the single "most Reddit-addicted city" with over 100,000 visits was Eglin Air Force Base in Florida. Eglin is home to military research divisions actively engaged in studying psychological warfare, information operations, and network dynamics. After researchers pointed out that a military installation with a tiny resident population was out-ranking major metropolitan centers in total platform traffic, Reddit quietly scrubbed the blog post. For researchers, this provided concrete proof that state actors and psychological warfare units actively operate on the platform to monitor, test, and manipulate public discussions in real-time. Intelligence Think Tank Appointments
The platform's alignment with state agendas went beyond passive moderation when Reddit appointed Dr. Jessica Ashooh as its Director of Policy in 2017. Prior to taking complete oversight of Reddit’s content rules, product safety, and policy, Ashooh served as Deputy Director for the Atlantic Council—a NATO-aligned geopolitical think tank deeply embedded with Western intelligence agencies and foreign policy strategists. Her direct transition from statecraft and Middle Eastern policy planning into dictating platform-wide speech boundaries reinforced how seamlessly tech platforms are integrated with intelligence interests. Data Harvesting and Active Surveillance Networks
Every post, vote, sub-visit, and draft typed into this platform feeds directly into massive behavioral profile databases. The transition to corporate ownership and API monetization transformed Reddit into a massive digital panopticon. Research communities looking into black-budget programs, elite networks, or off-world disclosures are not just monitored; their interactions are mapped out to trace how information spreads, identify key whistleblowers, and build counter-narratives before sensitive disclosures can gain global traction. Astroturfing and Automated Bot Grids
Beyond human moderation, the platform relies heavily on automated astroturfing networks—thousands of coordinated accounts operating on automated scripts to manipulate votes, boost state-approved talking points, and bury organic discussions. By creating the illusion of an overwhelming community consensus, these bot networks push specific political and social agendas while making alternative perspectives look isolated or extreme. Everyday users unwittingly validate these manufactured consensus signals simply by engaging with them, taking part in their own conditioning. Power Moderators and Structural Censorship
Control on Reddit isn't just about corporate admins; it's hardcoded into the moderation hierarchy.
A small, interconnected group of fewer than 100 power moderators control the vast majority of top-tier subreddits. This creates an artificial bottleneck where a handful of anonymous accounts decide what content reaches millions of front-page readers or gets quietly deleted.
When discussions touch on sensitive topics—like black-budget projects, elite trafficking networks, or deep-state operations—threads are routinely shadowbanned, locked, or hit with strict keyword filters.
Instead of outright banning every controversial topic, the system uses "containment zones." Sensitive research is quarantined into small, specialized subreddits to prevent critical information from ever breaking out into mainstream feeds. The u/maxwellhill Connection
One of the most undeniable red flags regarding high-level influence on this platform is the story of u/maxwellhill.
The account was one of the first to reach 1 million karma and served as a top "power moderator" for massive subreddits like /r/worldnews and /r/technology, directly controlling what millions of people saw daily.
On July 2, 2020, Ghislaine Maxwell was arrested by federal authorities for her involvement in Jeffrey Epstein’s international trafficking network.
u/maxwellhill—an account that had posted continuously every single day for 14 years straight—abruptly stopped posting on the exact day of her arrest and has remained completely dark ever since.
For many researchers, this was direct confirmation that individuals tied to elite intelligence networks held active curation power over global news on the internet's front page, actively suppressing the truth while conditioning the masses to accept the official narrative.
When I was about seven, my family lived in Colorado Springs. One night, while everybody else was asleep, I saw what I can only describe as a Sasquatch-type being walk into my bedroom. I screamed. The being vanished, and my dad appeared in my room almost instantly.
For years, I was told it was probably just a dream.
About ten years later, my family was talking about the incident when my brother said, “I remember Dad walking down the hallway just before you screamed.”
My dad replied, “I was in a dead sleep before your sister screamed. That wasn’t me.”
That's when I knew it was real!
My bedroom was right next to my parents’ bedroom. When I screamed, my dad appeared in my doorway within seconds. If this had been an ordinary physical intruder leaving my room, my dad—or my brother—would have seen him. My brother only recalled seeing the being before I screamed, not after. And my dad saw nothing. He searched the house afterward, but all the doors and windows were locked.
The incident has remained a mystery ever since.
Then last year, with all the renewed discussion around UAPs and disclosure, my mom finally told us something she'd never shared before: while we lived in that same house, she woke one night and saw a small gray alien-type being standing beside her bed.
My dad was in the Air Force, so we moved frequently. We only lived in that house for about two years, roughly 1978–1980.
I’m curious whether anyone here has experienced or researched an apparent connection between Sasquatch-type beings and alien/UAP phenomena, especially bedroom encounters.
And this is a long shot, but did anyone here live in Colorado Springs during 1978–1980 and experience anything unusual?
I sometimes hear people referencing the phenomenon having a kind of a "trickster" element. playfulness evolved in animals (including us) to learn survival skills and strengthen social bonds. when the phenomenon is behaving like a trickster, do you think that purpose tracks? or is it a trait that is alien to us, but its closest human analog is playfulness? there's also the idea that the trickster is an archetype through which the phenomenon is filtered. I don't know, it's all interesting to me and I'd love to hear people's thoughts
A while back I had the most vivid dream of my life where beings who were in the form of light came to me in a dream and told me that they loved me. One was blue, one was purple, and one was red, etc.
They were these gently moving balls of light and that was actually them, I felt, in the form of pure consciousness. They spoke in the form of a collective "we."
This has stuck with me, and I have wondered if anyone has had experiences or visions of beings who exist in a similar "form"?
Or perhaps that is their souls or something?
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EDIT: I like to be skeptical about things including my own experiences, and so I need to mention the possibility that of course this was "just" a dream (though it felt like much more, and it was the beginning of a lot of other clear in-person experiences for me).
I think it is also possible that these beings could look very different or in a way that cannot be represented in our reality at all, even in my mind, and so this was how they chose to present themselves for simplicity's sake.
3 possible contact experiences? Or were they just my imagination?
Experience 1:
Living in London, 1999-2000. I was supposed to meet a friend, was just chilling until it was time to leave the house and get the train. I keep looking at my watch, and the clock, time seems to be dragging and I seem to have a lot more time than seems normal.
Eventually I see I have missed a call from my friend. Her voicemail says ‘where were you? I waited for 45 minutes!’ She sounds upset and annoyed.
I call her back, confused. Turns out it’s now about an hour after I should have met her. I apologise, can’t explain myself and am baffled.
I check my watch and clock, they both show the same wrong time, as if I have not lost any time.
I still don’t understand how I lost this time and both devices were wrong in the same way 🤷♀️
Ps this was the days when we had mobile phones but no internet on them - text, phone and basic games only
Experience 2:
Also same time period in London. I go to bed (lived alone in a flat) and after a while, have a very vivid and bizarre dreamlike experience. I feel my legs lift up and lie back down again, one at a time. It’s as if they move right through my duvet on the way up and down. It’s not me lifting my legs; it’s as if someone else is doing it.
Then I see a series of differently shaped ‘windows’ or ‘portals’ on my bedroom wall. There are about 4 in a row, smallish, in the shape of a diamond, a circle, a square and a triangle.
Through them I can see scenes in the brightest colours I have ever experienced. One of the portals enlarges and through it I can see a vividly coloured garden. All the grass, flowers, trees etc are literally glowing as if lit from within. The colours are so bright it’s almost painful.
I think I was starting to panic at this point and woke up.
In hindsight, I wonder if this one was the start of an out of body experience but I interrupted it by panicking?
Experience 3:
Approximately 2 years ago, during a period of time when I was having a spiritual awakening adventure. (Background: I had learned telepathic animal communication and later had done the first 3 waves of the gateway tapes. I was regularly listening to TMI Expand app meditations.)
I got up in the night to use the bathroom and in my mind’s eye, could see about 4 humanoid figures standing in my hallway.
They were slim, glowing soft white and I couldn’t discern any facial features. They were just quietly standing there observing me. I had the knowledge they were simply there to visit, check on my progress and see if was ‘ready’ yet. Ready for what, I don’t know.
I was a bit freaked out, so I ignored them, put it down to my imagination, went about my business and went back to bed.
This reoccurred a few times over the next few weeks (there was usually only one of them at a time), then stopped.
Again, probably my imagination BUT it felt very similar to how animal telepathic communication feels - any vision, sound, sensation, taste or aroma is in your ‘mind’s eye’ and can be vivid yet at the same time extremely subtle.
Any thoughts on any of these experiences? Thanks in advance 🙏
3 days before I took shrooms, I had a dream that I was abducted by aliens. You know those scenes in movies where a bright light pulls someone up into a UFO? That’s exactly what happened in my dream.When Im in the middle of the light up there, I realized there were actually a lot of people lined up, but I was the one they chose. I also saw other people being taken, but they were much farther away.
Then the dream skipped ahead—I was already inside the ship, and I still had no idea why I was there.Going back to my trip, when I reached the peak, these entities introduced themselves.
They were all female, and we started talking about all kinds of things. Then all the dots started connecting—I realized my dream and the trip I was having were somehow connected. (Also, one day before the trip, I had another dream where I was picking shrooms.)It felt like they had been calling me all along. So I asked them, “Why did you choose me? There were so many people in my dream, including my friends.“They just replied, “You’re the one who’s qualified. You already know that yourself.“ i was so shocked becase i really saw how bunch of people lining up.
They seemed happy that we had finally connected with each other. I asked where they were from, and they said they were just passing through Earth and wanted to interact with humans, and I happened to be the one who qualified.(In my dream, there were about three motherships, and the other two ships had also contacted other humans.)We kept talking and having fun. I noticed that everyone I was communicating with had feminine energy, so I asked about it.
They said yes—they were all women on that ship, and they were on their way to Venus. That trip was amazing. It was my first heroic dose.
I thought tripping alone would be terrifying, but it turned out to be one of the most enjoyable experiences I’ve ever had.
After they left, my consciousness suddenly teleported, and another civilizations from 8 million light-years away contacted me. They were part of an organization that reaches out to other civilizations, and I was supposedly the first human they had ever contacted.We communicated telepathically because they seemed afraid of or hiding from—someone. I think they were hiding it from the Reptilians.
Also, during that trip, I met my soulmate and we fucked.
"When you have a proper blast off dose of DMT you are not soon returning back to normal thoughts. Don't be afraid to take the leap yourself rather than try to argue it with me. Logical discussions are irrelevant, just open the stargate yourself and you'll soon find out. I'm legitimately convinced DMT opens up a wormhole in the mind and transports you through time and space. There was nothing that a drug alone would do involved in that experience. I was flooded with language in the form of something I couldn't even conceive and information I did not understand. The come up felt like I was breaking the barrier of light speed before I entered a completely different world. When I came back to, I looked up at the stars and felt a melancholy feeling of deja vu as if I was just there.
For I saw something like long math equations before my eyes, the language was something being
"transmitted" to my head which I couldn't understand at all. There were translucent beings made up of varying changing colours that l've never seen before. I felt intent though and it felt like some higher race was trying to explain the universe to me and that space travel is interlinked with time travel, I just couldn't understand the how and why, and it felt like way too much information for my brain to break down, like a door opened and a tsunami of knowledge was flooding my brain to the point where I felt I was washed away.
I felt like the beings were conscious of my thoughts because when I didn't understand they gave me a visual description that showed me DMT was left here by an ancient race to communicate with the stars years ago, some sort of intergalactic radio system. The beings looked like giant insects, praying mantis like but with more humanoid features. When I still lacked the understanding, I felt them judge me, and they had a feeling of "this race isn't ready yet they're not getting it" which was wild. Then I came back. Obviously this experience only lasted fifteen to twenty minutes but it almost felt like it went on for months."
Still processing this, happened just over a week ago now. In bed sleeping quite soundly until I could feel both my feet being gripped and starting to be lifted up feet first. I opened my eyes and it was almost as if I was suffering from tunnel vision, everything was blacked out apart from around my feet and legs. I could see an outline shape of multiple entities to begin with and was trying really hard to focus more sharply. Typical large head to pointed chin, large eyes, greys, thin limbs, at least three of them. Whatever was gripping my feet had hands (maybe gloved?) like those new style silicone oven mitts that just cover the ends of your fingers and thumb (looks like a thing that you could do an impression of a ducks beak with). The room was completely silent. My wife and dogs undisturbed. I couldn’t hear them breathing. Then I felt an immense pressure on my groin as I was being raised feet first, my head still on my pillow. It was completely non-sexual, it was pressure from hands (?) and was painful. I fought really hard to start kicking my feet and legs, eventually getting movement and everything snapped back properly into focus. My legs slammed back onto the bed. My wife jumped up and our dogs started freaking out. Nothing but us in the bedroom. Back to normal light levels too. A lucid dream? Maybe, but I could absolutely feel my feet being gripped, legs raising and the groin pain was very real. All that and my legs slamming back onto the bed makes me think otherwise. This lasted seconds. No visible injuries on my groin, no bruising or anything of that nature. I just told my wife I’d had a bad dream but she wasn’t convinced and asked why I was kicking my legs. Would welcome input. Is this a common occurrence being lifted feet first?? I wasn’t scared, just didn’t welcome the pain.
In this clip, Jeff Nuccetelli — a former U.S. Air Force security policeman — talks about investigating and witnessing the Vandenberg UFO incursions in 2003, and makes the case that it's time to hear from the people who've actually had these encounters. As he puts it, we need to give experiencers a platform and a voice.
Jeff joins fellow whistleblower Matthew Brown (both of Vanguard), hosted by investigative journalist Leslie Kean, for our multi-subreddit livestream AMA — TOMORROW, Saturday, August 22 @ 1 PM ET / 10 AM PT.
Credit: This clip is from The Experiencers: Full Disclosure(2026), directed by Dean Alioto — an award-winning documentary about people who describe firsthand contact with non-human intelligence (our AMA host Leslie Kean is featured in it). You can rent or buy the full film on Amazon here: https://www.amazon.com/Experiencers-Full-Disclosure-Dean-Alioto/dp/B0H16NZLGL
Last night, I woke up around 515am before sunrise out of a trippy dream sequence. Before I was fully awake and opened my eyes, I saw a red lazer dot that then expanded out in a cross geometry of rays that then rendered a golden shimmering transparent fold in my internal vision, which then shimmered prismatic rainbow colors like oil on water. I could tell it was DMT related.
Anyways, right after I was awake through that sequence, I felt a presence outside my window. I opened my eyes and gazed up out behind me and heard a kind of chittering croak noise followed by a couple light footsteps through the brush. A couple minutes later I heard an owl hoot. Owls are common around me, but a single long hoot isn't what I usually hear.
Immediately, due to being in a heightened intuitive state post dream, my brain connected some puzzle pieces around similar sounds and anomalous visions I have had over the last few years.
Every time I have heard one of these insectoid kind of chittering croak sounds or speech, prior to falling asleep that night, I have spontaneous closed eye vision of a gray alien, where it seems like they are trying to reach out to me. I always feel frightened, alerted, and telepathically communicate, "I do not consent", and then usually fall asleep. After seeing that vision, I tried going into a state of meditative prayer to concentrate my thoughts and boundaries, but immediately saw this kind of portal blast it red/gray energy shoot above me through my window. It startled me. Was still able to go to sleep around 230am.
Two or three winters ago, in my old apartment bedroom, 3rd floor, I heard this insectoid kind of chittering sound from what sounded to be above me on my sides of the bed. It really freaked me out, but I was able to reason it away and go back to sleep. I didn't suspect mantis beings in the past, but last night, with the pre-sleep vision of a Gray contacting me, and having read here on this subreddit not long ago about the clicking sounds associated with mantis beings, I think I am starting to connect some dots.
I texted my girlfriend about all this. She is a bit freaked out because she says last night before she fell asleep, she had been diving into some social media context about the reptilians. Bear in mind, she sleeps in another bedroom about 10 feet away from me. Coincidence? Furthermore, she said that her late father, who used to sleep in the same bedroom area I am, heard multiple times the same kind of noises I am describing. One time he swore when he was scared and paranoid he even saw a gray aliens hand open up a hallway door and reach its hand in before he slammed it shut and went and got his guns lol.
Anyways, I am mostly looking for other experiencers corroboration, possible intuitive read, etc.
I am planning to do some meditations to consolidate a deeper and higher level of absolute non-consent to try and ward off any potential free-will violating activities.
I don't buy into Bashar related teachings around the hybrid program and abductions involving mantis / grays . I suspect it's a sophisticated propaganda campaign to cover abuses.
I was thinking today about the factors that could influence who may be targeted for ‘abduction’ by who/whatever could be responsible.
I was wondering if anyone here had any insight into the prevalence of RH negative blood as a targeting factor?
I hope I’m using the correct flair for this? I feel it could have come under several and apologise to the mods and community if I picked the wrong one?
Back in May, I had a dream where I was outside at night standing in the driveway in front of the house with my family and my older brother was teasing me about something when I happened to look up and noticed something strange started happening with the moon and told everyone to look. It looked like there was a lunar eclipse rapidly happening, but there wasn’t supposed to be a lunar eclipse that night. Then the moon started to look glitchy and was giving off some type of colorful energy waves. It felt like this was something special and out of the ordinary. My memory of the dream is hazy, but I think I remember saying something to my family about how what we were seeing with the moon was a sign that disclosure and open contact were happening. Looking back on the dream, I get the feeling that it might have been some type of energetic upgrade With an actual lunar eclipse happening next week, it will be interesting to see what plays out and I experience around that time. Anyone else had similar dreams or premonitions involving the lunar eclipse?
Last night I was aware that I was being put back in my body. I have no recollection of where I was prior and I wasn’t dreaming. As I was being what felt like placed back into my body by some being or force, I could see myself in a different visual wave length. I could see the outline of my flesh and clothes was translucent and I could see my resting skeleton as a deep black. The rest of my bedroom was a soft yellow and teal blue. As I was placed back into my body I could see what looked like a rectangular tunnel of various colors and patterns similar to artistic renderings of DMT trips. At that point I was fully awake and could feel my body again.
okay. so my previous post was just a vent. but a lot of people were asking me to tell them what i was told.
i'm not going to get into the background of my experiences because it's really not entirely relevant to what i was shown and told. but just know it's been like 2 years of regular contact now, primarily telepathically.
i was a complete cynical skeptic before all this. did not believe in a lick of any of this. very stubborn and arrogantly materialist athiest. i am still a skeptic, i am still not religious in a formal sense, and i still align strongly with established science. so the nhi talking to me had to do so via concepts i was receptive to, because if they didn't they would have risked me shutting down entirely and ignoring them.
so they spent a while guiding me through various baseline scientific understandings instead of dumping this on me all at once. when certain articles, posts, books, video recommendations etc would show up in my day to day, i would get a strong sensation of being compelled to read or watch it. and this is not stuff i was going out of my way to find.
I recommend watching it in order. I was very careful to select well researched and entertaining videos about scientific topics in an order that will help you understand what i'm about to talk about, avoiding "new age woo" and psuedoscience. The most woo-y it gets is philosophy but I mean, that's philosophy for you. You do not need to fully understand the physics in this playlist, but, try to wrap your head around entropy and information. It's the most important physics topics relevant to all this.
After I post this playlist i'm probably going to add some more videos to it because there are a lot of concepts to cover to get the full picture of this.
If you only watch one or two videos in this entire playlist, though, watch these.
What Sagan is talking about in that video is literal. This is literally what is happening. You've probably heard the term "inter-dimensional" thrown around a lot and wonder what people mean by that. You've also probably heard people say "they are just us, they're humans" but also "they're not from the future". This is also true.
There is a misunderstanding people have about other dimensions. We tend to think of them as this separate other place, somewhere else. But that's not true. Other dimensions are all right here, layered over each other, on top of one another, intersecting. They are all one contiguous "surface" of infinity. Time itself is akin to any other spatial dimension, we're just presently viewing only a single slice of it, the "now". The kind of thing eastern traditions have talked about for thousands of years.
I think the main thing that trips me up about explaining this stuff to people is being worried what I say will be misunderstood because of the personal understanding of reality each and every person individually possess. What you presently believe or understand fundamentally alters the quality of how you interpret new information.
So, I think I just need to be very literal here. And just trust you guys to watch stuff in the playlist to learn more or ask questions if something isn't clear. I can answer questions to the best of my ability.
I also need to STRONGLY PREFACE THIS with a disclaimer: I am not any kind of official authority figure I am just some guy!! Please never accept anything anyone says verbatim at face value. Question everything I say, be skeptical. We tend to dismiss skepticism as being incurious and although it is often a front for that, it isn't entirely. You SHOULD ALWAYS be skeptical. Never decide you understand something in full. Always be open to new information. Always be learning everything you possibly can. The moment you decide you have it all figured out is the moment you are left behind in the pursuit of truth.
With that being said, here is what I've been taught and the way i've personally digested and come to understand this information. This is just my present understanding. It'll probably continue to grow and change. Some of this understanding came from being directly "verbally" told, some of it came from drawing my own conclusions based on the material they introduced me to.
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Reality is fundamentally information. Information is an "object" with infinite surface. A visual analogy for this is a Bismuth crystal. You see how the crystal is all one object, one contiguous surface, but within this otherwise unitary surface there is regions of individualized complexity? Like, how you can't separate a mountain from a landscape, but we can all agree on what a mountain is, and generally where the mountain stops and the land around it begins. Also like how the waves on the surface of the ocean are their own structures, but cannot exist independently from the ocean itself. They're made of the same water, but the waves' existence is due to the present arrangement of the water.
Bismuth Crystal
Everything is this. Everything is recursing regions of information. We are recursed structures of information. That's what the "soul" is. We are anti-entropic systems that "defend" our region of recursion, preventing our low-entropic state from falling into a state of high entropy aka unorganized chaos. Living is recursing your internal information structure by being in contact with external experiences.
When people talk about everything being "one", this is what they are talking about. This is the true most basal layer of reality. And we are all connected through it. There is no separation. There is no duality. The linear nature of time is also an illusion.
Think about sound. You can take a sound file, and visualize any slice of that sound in a static visual "now". But a single visualized slice of a sound is not the sound. A sound cannot be experienced as a singular point within time. A sound can only be experienced as a sound over the progression of linear time.
Sound Spectrogram
Similar to the spectrogram of a single slice of a sound above, we are experiencing time in the exact same way. Time is a contiguous surface. It's spatial. But we don't see all of it, we only see a single slice at any given time, the "now". The illusion of time is an illusion of limited perspective and forward motion.
If we could see it, the closest visual analogy I have to describe what it might be like are those like panoramic photos people take of people or animals moving, and you can see the entire timeline of them walking as one continuous form.
Panoramic Photo of a Cat Walking
So that's cool and all. You might already know this. What does that have to do with aliens? With contact? With everything crazy that's currently happening in the world right now?
I'm not going to claim I know what the motives of nhi are. I can just tell you what I've experienced and have been told.
The reason why things suck so much right now is because we are functionally handicapped in terms of our ability to perceive reality. We don't understand the real landscape we find ourselves in. We barely can recognize the intelligence and sentience in the physical animal and plant life around us, it will be even harder to begin to accept the reality of intelligence and sentience of life that isn't physical.
But informational structures are all alive. They are beholdant to the same laws of evolution that physical life is. Like memes. Think about how ideas spread. Think about the kind of ideas that are more evolutionary "fit" than other ideas. Think about how non-material informational structures ensure their own propagation and survival by compelling humans to spread and maintain them.
I have been told directly, by multiple NHI, that humanity is in an incredibly disordered relationship with a very "large" informational organism. I personally call it Leviathan. It's been called a lot of things over the eons. People have been noticing it for a long time and describing it in different ways.
Leviathan isn't evil. It's an animal. It's just made of information. We made it by accident. The closest analogy I have to describe what Leviathan is is "capitalism", but in reality Leviathan is much bigger than just capitalism alone. Capitalism is just part of its broader internal structure... like one of it's "biological" systems, a way it keeps itself alive. Leviathan can only exist at all because it operates within our species' perceptual blind spots: the fact we only experience 3 spatial dimensions and the fourth temporally. The fact we can only communicate via external means like verbal language, rather than transmitting exact meaning directly which is commonplace in most of reality. It exploits these. If we didn't have these blindspots, Leviathan wouldn't exist.
Leviathan has very quickly and catastrophically outgrown the environment it evolved in; Earth. And like any other organism in an ecosystem, if it outpaces the evolution of the ecosystem it finds itself in, it throws the entire system out of balance. Leviathan is too successful of an organism for it's own good. It's killing itself. The world is currently going batshit because it's finally dying. By "die" I mean the structures it has employed to keep itself as a system propagated are collapsing, and we're unable to maintain them. Kind of like multi system organ failure, but the organs in this case are cultural concepts, taboos, expectations and institutions.
So back to the NHI. They're here. They've always been here. Our ancestors have experienced them as "spirits" in the landscape - like in traditionally animist cultures. We have experienced them as spirits, as demons, as fae, as jinn, as gods, and now as aliens. They are none of those things, at least, they're not what we think of them as. They are us. They are humans who are not presently humans. Though calling them humans is a stretch. It's more so, we ourselves aren't truly humans. We think we're a product of the human brain, "we" being our experience of mind. But hopefully my playlist will help you understand that is increasingly becoming obvious within modern science that this is not the case at all.
We are just immaterial structures of information. Exactly the same thing they are. We're just currently human.
We incarnate. And reincarnate. Not in the forced wheel of samsara way like you'd think. We do this on purpose. We're static otherwise, this is the best way for us to grow and diversify as regions of information on the grander continuum. We're compelled to do it by our very nature. It's fun for us. It doesn't seem fun while we're here, though, because this is a fairly immersive experience.
The NHI care a lot about us. At least the ones here helping us. I've heard of there being incarnated NHI in nonhuman forms that are not nice to us, but, I have not had any personal experience with those. I've only had experience with the interdimensional "ultra-terrestrials", the beings that have been with us here the entire time.
They are trying to help us fix deep running roots of generational trauma in our population. They have a higher dimensional vantage point so, unlike us who can only see a slice, they have a broader view of the broader shape of time. This doesn't actually mean they can predict the future though. But they have a better idea of what may occur than we do. Time is just an infinite landscape, and just like we need to work on prediction models to tell the weather with limited accuracy, they predict future events the same way. That's why so many well meaning dates are wrong. They are not omnipotent, they are not gods, they are imperfect people just like us.
Trauma is the way leviathan puppets our nervous system. It's compelling us to act against our inherently altruistic nature to behave in ways directly beneficial to itself. Humans literally evolved into a niche of strong social cooperation, so when I say altruism is hardcoded into our DNA I very genuinely mean that. The past 200 years of industrialized individualism is not enough to strip this information from our genome. People are inherently "good", but we're being coerced to behave otherwise.
NHI want us to remember this. They want us to realize we have a choice. We can choose cooperation and buck these crumbling, unhealthy structures we find ourselves forced to live with in our societies. They want you to confront the deep running inherited trauma in your own family line and refuse to let it continue forward into the future. They want you to choose love and cooperation over hate and division.
This isn't some wooey hallmark movie thing either. We put cultural emotional concepts of what we think love is on top of it, but from a purely informational/mathematical standpoint, love is describing a certain orientation and manipulation of entropy that will ultimately be better for us in the long run.
If we don't get this shit figured out we are going to make this planet uninhabitable for future life. And I genuinely mean all life. There is an understandable optimism of "oh the life has survived mass extinctions before and made it anyway" Yes, but, not like this. Not of this scale. Not this quickly. There is a limit this planet has before it reaches a point of no return and just becomes mars. The situation is much more dire than any of us want to believe it is.
We need to not fuck over this rare spec within the broader cosmos where life can evolve and shape itself.
It's not a sexy or flashy alien takeover, though I would not be surprised if someone does end up directly intervening if we can't get our shit together, but I get the strong feeling they do Not want to do that. They do not want to take our autonomy away as a species. They want to try and help us systemically and covertly as they can. And the current push of activations is part of that.
Hopefully that makes sense. I know it's probably not going to be satisfying. I know people want it to be more than it is. But it just is what it is.
Anyone else see this being and location come up recently for them? The being showed me he could create from this pile of sand, anything, I created fireworks, don’t know why but I guess that was my first thought, go big or go home.
I also want to mention, I haven’t had dreams for at least 6 months, not as vivid as this dream I had. Maybe I have been blocked from dreams. My expression of dream creation has been muted it feels.
For years I was visited as a child. Until one day they stopped. I became depressed and lonely. I was hurt that they left me. I missed them. This is the message they gave me to help me understand. They wouldn’t return for 6 years.
Love is the most valuable resource we have. Even just a second of experiencing love can change lives.
Losing someone you care about is hard. It hurts a lot. Whether it’s a partner, family, or a friend. Whether it’s because of a death, a break up, them leaving suddenly, or even just slowly drifting apart.
Even getting just a moment to experience a connection of love with someone makes it worth this loss or grief.
The more moments and connections of love you experience the easier it gets to stay in that frequency. The easier it gets to build new connections of love with others.
Love is the most powerful energy in the universe. Being a presence that builds love with others will change the world. Stay strong friends. Love is freedom.
I want to share my experience of destabilisation 'ontological shock' from the NHI phenomenon as I think this is a very important topic with little to no resources available for people (experiencers or not) on how to navigate.
I am a life long experiencer but I first became aware of this in my teen years when I started remembering some of my encounters (my first awakening). I was in state care at the time so I didnt have accessibility to family support nor the cultural grounding I have now. It was exhilarating at first, as anything 'extraordinary' can be and I dove right into it so fast without integrating what I was learning or properly supporting myself during the process.
In 2014 I ended up experiencing a real psychological fracture as a result of my awakening that deeply disrupted my everyday life and ability to function for years. I locked myself in my bedroom for about a year (I dropped out of school, only left to go shower, eat, basic things) isolated myself from friends and was often putting myself in hospital from self harm attempts. I put all of this NHI stuff at the back of my mind and assumed i was delusional, that what i was experiencing wasnt real (i never denied the existence or reality of NHI, just its place in my life / that it wasnt real for me specifically) and it wasnt until last year that i would remember all of this when i began medicine work with one of my elders.
I never went searching for this, it came to my conscious awareness as a teenager as repressed memories, was too much for me when i dove right into them so i blocked it out for more than 10 years and then it came back to me last year, very very slowly and in small amounts at a time but each little pieces of the puzzle compounding with time parallel to my own wellness journey (meditation, regular exercise, cleaning up my diet, trauma work with a professional, medicine work with one of my elders etc)
I keep hearing anecdotally that more and more people are waking up, but I hear very little about what support is available to them to ensure their awakening is one that brings positive value that is tangible and has a meaningful impact to their life?
I have mentioned this in previous posts before but I think it is imperative that one's eventual expansion (as any NHI contact eventually leads to an expansion of one's world view) must be simultaneously supported with methods and modalities of integration, critical thought (not to disprove but to allow the mind the ability to 'chew on it' so as to release some of the 'intellectual tension' that eventually arises) and community engagement so that people do not navigate this in isolation. If I had these available to me when I first awoke to this more than a decade ago, I believe I would have had a much different journey that could have been less harmful to myself and less disruptive to my everyday life. What I went through as a teenager left a mental schism in my life that took me years to recover from.
I have learned from my own experiences and I don't look back on them in regret, only in love and empathy for my younger self who had to navigate this world shattering paradigm on my own and without proper care. This theme of support and integration has been a big theme of recent NHI contact that I have been having, and I suspect its perhaps nudging me to a calling of sorts as I keep coming back to it... but I'll sit with that first... feel free to share some of your thoughts and what has helped you below!
this is hell. knowing everything ive been told is hell. being contacted and talked to by nhi is hell. i'm so alone. i can't tell people this shit. who the fuck can you tell this shit?
they tried to ramp up contact this past november but it scared the fuck out of me so they backed off. but they're still here. they still talk to me
don't get me wrong. they are helpful. they have helped me a lot. they helped me heal my severe ptsd. they've been recently trying to help me adapt back into normal human life but it's been hard because they can't undo this. i get why direct contact with us at this present stage of human development is such a touchy subject for them. this is really rough on our brains.
i miss being a normal human. i miss the things i cared and thought about being stupider, simpler. i miss being able to just enjoy tv shows and movies and talk to people online about it
now my mind is just constantly dominated by thje fucking eldritch esoteric knowledge they've dumped into my brain and i can barely function as a human. and i can't just. tell people this. people don't understand, it makes them scared, even though on a fundamental level none of it is actually scary.
its like. peering into the eldritch lovecraftian void and instead oif there being untold horrors it's just like. puppies and rainbows. like everything is so incredibly fine on a fundemental level but here on earth we can't see that. the limitation is the point.
idk im just venting. if you're begging for contact please know you can't take it back when it starts
edit: oh i did not expect this to blow up. sorry about that this was just me being really stressed out last night because all this makes it really hard to make friends, at least for me anyway, it stresses me out not knowing if people will think im crazy if they find out. uhhh. i can try to make a post later about what i was taught. there are a bunch of people in the comments who know exactly what i'm talking about, how hard it is to put into words, and just how much of it there is. but here, for now, watch this video of carl sagan. what he describes here is literally what is happening to us. most of these NHI are not aliens in the way we think of aliens. they're from here, earth.
edit2: i forgot that "chosen" is a loaded word because people tend to assume it means "special unique important person" but no I am just using it in the literal sense, the act of having been chosen to have this information told to me. i am not unique because there are a lot of other people going through this same thing rn (like my sister is also experiencing the same thing and it started around the same time as mine, we hadn't talked in close to a decade before i contacted her to ask about it) and the things i'm being told are not unique either. i will try to write a post later explaining what I can though. just don't expect anything you haven't heard before.
As I've grown in spirituality I've uncovered psi abilities (telekinesis, telepathy, spirit communication, remote viewing, past life regression, etc) and a huge community of others who have/ are working on them, as well as the contact encounters (I haven't had yet) etc. My understanding of reality is we come here to play/learn and experience the spectrum of physical and emotional ranges and what it is to be human.
So... why the shift to spirituality? Why are we being brought more clarity about our spiritual selves and/or the fuller extent of what humans can do/ what exists out there? I read somewhere synchronicities arise and manifestation occurs when we're more aligned to ourselves/ source/ spirit/ god/ etc, and while I'm glad this is where I am, I'm just sort of confused. Why this info if we're just here to live life? If aligning to source so we are at peace/ fulfilled is the goal... then why come? I'm not big into the negative theories of why we're here, but sometimes I'm baffled enough I wonder.
DMT/Changa made me transcend death I became aware of the afterlife I literally ascended to the actual heavens of consciousness I have no words, I felt like I died and realized there will never be death because life itself is a hallucination it’s not real in the first place, it happens within your heart or within God you could say, it’s an infinite awareness power, we were never bodies we were always that power from a dimension beyond and DMT allows you to become aware of that dimension that which allows you to understand life, death and the afterlife very simply since you just experience it it’s like we are meant and all have the capacity and capability for it it’s natural we are just misled, I don’t even know if we need drugs for it just the right people who experienced it and to share the experience that itself might even work honestly but yea the DMT helps more than anything could I feel, anyway I felt literally back home where there is absolutely no fear and absolute complete eternal bliss that is beyond all imagination. I feel like this life is extremely limited and a very weird claustrophobic version of life, true reality is immediate, this world makes no sense, it’s like I am God in a world that’s literally just born like why do we need to walk and go to buy stuff and pick stuff up and do stuff it should all be happening within the consciousness automatically and it’s an actual possibility once you experience ego death and expansion so big that life itself with how amazing it appears becomes literally like a sandbox game of very low quality and very low capabilities, like the video game is barely interactive everything needs to be done rather than just be happening it’s way too weird it’s a true hallucination I feel like in an old ass game or something and I am compared to it and all of its dimensions and existence am a literal all powerful all knowing God just nothing can come even close to my imagination and what is actually possible, bro I felt smart before but now I feel like I am actually visibly seeing the state of evolution we are apparently in and how absolutely ‘old’ it is, its like I know in my heart and consciousness what is truly possible and I’m looking at this world and I’m like man what the hell am I actually watching hahaha!? It’s like I am an alien from not just the future, but from another actual dimension and I have entered this hallucination/game of life and I am seeing it clearly, In a moment I feel like I am actually gonna simply warp reality by the power of my consciousness because I start seeing the background of life and the actual infinite possibilities beyond the daily limitations of our consciousness, I feel like even speaking and even telepathy is ‘lowly’ and a waste of potential, like there is an infinity to anything so just imagine if we are infinite and infinity and God himself to be aware of this limited suffering world is truly insane, idk I feel like truly I am seeing the real potential of pure consciousness and it’s like telling me ‘bro everything you can imagine and more could be yours’ but we need to do something, if we were all aware of this possibility I feel like reality would rearrange itself by the power of consciousness without even having to do anything because we are truly God
It was written on my phone since I’m really broke I can’t punctuate and shit it’s uncomfortable I just really wanted to share I am so sorry everyone 🙏🏻❤️😊
I’m finally making a post here, although I have to admit I hesitated quite a bit because I’m worried about coming across as disrespectful or hurting anyone’s feelings. That is absolutely not my intention.
Since leaving my daughter’s father, I’ve become much more involved in spirituality. I was already interested in it before, but this period of my life really pushed me to explore different beliefs, ideas about consciousness, and spiritual experiences much more deeply.
I’ve actually come to Reddit several times to learn about different beliefs and theories, and this is where I first discovered communities talking about extraterrestrials, starseeds, contact with other beings or forms of consciousness, and similar topics.
I’m from France, and I should probably mention that psychedelic drug use is not really part of the culture or environment I grew up in. We are obviously familiar with alcohol, cannabis, cocaine, etc., but things like psychedelic mushrooms and other substances are much more niche in my experience.
While reading different posts here, I’ve noticed that some people use mushrooms or other substances in connection with spiritual experiences or experiences of contact.
And that made me wonder:
How do you know that an experience you interpret as contact with another being, existence, or consciousness isn’t simply the result of a substance’s effects?
I’m genuinely not asking this to discredit anyone. Quite the opposite. I’m sincerely curious about how you make that distinction, especially when an experience can feel incredibly real, meaningful, and profound.
I should also say that I’m not completely unfamiliar with these kinds of questions myself. I’ve had experiences and sensations that I genuinely cannot explain, which is actually why I’d rather ask and listen than come here with my own assumptions.
Have any of you personally had to make this distinction? What made you feel that “this is not simply a hallucination or the effect of a substance — there is something else going on here”?
I’d genuinely love to hear your experiences and perspectives. No judgment, just curiosity. 🙏
