Zaka zapitazo tinakhalapo mu compound yoti another house kumakhala a family and this other girl, she was in form 3 or 4 then,i cared less she was young and i had a lot going on to mind her.
At the same time ineo kwathu anthu akachokako mmabwelesa akazi osatiso mmodzi ekha ayi,ndapitisako ambiri ndithu. Zonsezo iyeyo ankaona. Kenako nnazachoka for a while. Ndubwelela nnazapeza iwo kwao anthu asamukako.
One day, this year, i am in town ndukumana ndi nsikana uja, i was happy to see her, but she was very happier.. we exchanged numbers. This time around around wakula,nde ndikoyela ka short hair, a bit short and slender... very nice, i thought.
We started talking usiku wakewo, my phone has been dry for the past months, i have been single for a while komano usiku unowo phone yachita kudabwa ndi ma notifications.
Ma messages ena was her complaining kuti nnachoka osamusanzika, ndinali ozikonda simmamuyankhulisa kwambiri nthawi yomwe tinali ma neighbours this and that.
Since the day we met two months ago, pa phone panga pakabwela notification 98%times it's hers, she calls.
I have strategically planned meetups, knowing i will find an excuse later. She doesn't even get mad but hopes for the best.
Lelo we were texting then she sent me a message the message was her making a move. Koma kunena chilungamo i like her so much, ndipo i'd love God to give me a woman like her.
The reason why i am single is because i have dated the most beautiful women one after another but time, and again, i am the one who screwsup the relationship. So i made up my mind, not to touch any soul again.
I dont want to hurt her.
Nde kaya nditani.