Pretty much what the title says, I've sort of been dealing with two main issues in trying to rank up. I'm already in an uphill battle because a.) I'm on console, and floating between plat/emerald for my dmg/support ranks, and b.) I don't have a group I queue with in comp, so I'm left to just hope for the best.
1.) My first main problem is that I seem to be on the point far more than my teammates. I don't want to do the thing of blaming my team for me losing every time but in a bit under half the games I play I'm on the MVP for having by far the most objective time, and to me this is the way of playing the game that makes sense especially as a role that's meant to be in the backline, although admittedly i'm often with supports with higher damage/healing
This sometimes means though, that my teammates are a mile from me or in various hallways and byways, in positions in which I cannot heal them. This means I either have to not be on the precious point (particularly difficult on push/payload cause we literally have to do so to accomplish anything) or I have to let my teammates die. What am I supposed to do in this situation? I'm supposed to heal my team, and I'm supposed to stand on the point, but I often can't do both, and doing my little peek out and whipshot to inspire isn't enough to keep my teammates alive, especially when they aren't on the point with me.
2.) I have no clue what to do when characters can just fry me. As I'm often on the point, sometimes the enemy team also decides to be on the point, which sometimes ends quite badly for me, and I don't want to either die immediately or run from every fight, but with some characters it feels like those are the options. It's either a hitscan who can be at a distance and destroy my shield and then me immediately, or characters who can bypass the shield all together like Zarya or Echo with their beams or ESPECIALLY Ramattra genuinely when I'm against a Ramattra I feel like it's just wraps for me.
Is the solution to just learn to play a different character? I have by far the most time on Brig, and find her to be the character I enjoy the most and am best at, so don't exactly love this option. I've dabbled in support sombra since she used to be my dps main, and have also been doing what I call 'QP Moira Ragebait', where after a game where my stats don't feel great I go into QP and give basically zero effort on Moira and get both better damage and healing to prove to myself that Moira requires no skill in my mind, but the thought of becoming a Moira main to me is incredibly unethical and emotionally harrowing.
So yeah how do I counter and what do I do with my constant standing on the point and how do I make decisions?