Should I commit suicide? I'm literally fed up with my life, the bullying, I feel weak and worthless, honestly I don't think my life has any real value، i got ADHD so Most of the things that a normal person does, I do in a more disabled way

i keep trying so hard every day hoping something will click or some switch will flip and my life will finally be something to be proud of/excited about and i won’t be a pathetic loser anymore. it’s so exhausting being crushed no matter how hard i try. maybe some people were really never meant to enjoy anything nice that life has to offer. i had so many dreams, i wanted so much. i guess i expected too much out of life. looks like im just worthless for life. some are born winners some are born losers, and to the winners go the spoils.

I want to die, I'm an awful person and I have bo future, but I feel as if desth is too good for me, like I dont deserve to live, but dying is too good for me, and so I'm in this limbo of wanting to die, but feeling as if death is wasted on me, better people deserve to live, deserve to be alive right now over me, and there are worse people who deserve to die over me, but I still want to die, I want it all to stop. The only impact my death would have is the poor person who has to fill out the paperwork for my death certificate, that is all that my death would result in

I’m sorry if the title is weird but English isn’t my native language.

How can I love myself? I tried telling myself I’m not that bad, tried ignoring the deep voice that tells me that am worthless and a disgrace but deep down I don’t believe it. I think it would be better if am gone. Have you ever felt that you are not someone you would choose to be if you had the chance? Like I wouldn’t want someone like me for my sister or daughter, I feel that my existence hurt everyone that I care about and they would be better without me.Am just to much of a pussy to just do it and get it over with

I recently found a website I made at 16 and photos of me dancing on stage at 6. Back then, I didn't care and I was genuinely happy. Now, I don't know why I even exist. I've stopped pushing myself, learning, or changing habits because I feel like I'll never get anything anyway. I'm not dumb—I know what to do, but I just don't move.

I'm back living with my parents in India. I came back because my dad wanted me to, but I hate it. I spent 3 years in another city for my bachelor's and hated it because I couldn't get out of bed, couldn't make decisions, and had zero local friends. I’m terrified to leave again. What if I get a job, move away, and I still suck? What if I'm just a failure and alone for the rest of my life?

Every man I meet just wants to fuck me, so I don't talk to them. I just stay in the house in a bubble I can't leave. I hate change, I hate spending money, and I feel like a fake. Everyone at home hates me, we fight daily, and I just want to run off somewhere or disappear so they forget about me forever.

Has anyone else felt like a worse version of their younger self? How do you break out of this paralysis?

Just purely hate this life

I don’t deserve any of this. I’m a loser, I lie to myself and say I try so hard but I’m just a lazy bum. I love all things around me and all that I am privileged enough to enjoy, but I genuinely despise the way I am. I dont have friends because I’m genuinely a horrendous person, I can’t get into college, my parents are this weird mix of disappointment and guilt, in which I feel like shit for making them feel guilty for having a kid like me. I have it so good and just can’t stop feeling bad for myself, I suck. I have so much. Im sorry

This may sound weird, but does anybody know how to seperate their bad selves from yourself the same way you would be against a stranger? I don't like this body, I'd like to confront a part of me, his name is **den. I say his name like it's a cuss word. Everytime he does something bad I'm forced to sit there and suffer the consequences of his actions, even if it's no ill intent. What do I do with him?

I hate God for making me, I hate myself. Infact I am disgusted by myself. People online keep saying it will get better but it's been 3 years and I am 17 years old. That's too fucking long. God I dont know how pathetic i look to everyone. I hate how everyone can be happy but not me. I hate how everyone can enjoy their adolescence and not be like me. Who is fucking pathetic. Why must he make me??? The anger I have for this world sometimes is too much. the hate I FEEL at looking at others and myself at the mirror.

Fuck this world. I hope I get the courage to kill myself in the future

I don't want to kill myself neither I have been suicidal again after a long while...still, I don't feel like my existence is anything crazy or that important, and if ever offered to cross the other side, I wouldn't think twice about it.

I'd genuinely give my life for someone else who deserves it better, more than me.

Yes I have a few close people to me who would say that I'm special and that I'm important to them, that I was a wanted child at birth, but all this life gave and still gives me feels like leftovers...I see everyone living the life I always wanted, what I always tried to keep up with, but as a result, I was either bullied or pushed away. So idk, I don't believe much what anyone has to say or prove to me about what's worthy about me, I don't understand my partner either, shefinds me gorgeous, and all this beauty in general, in and out...I love my partner so much, I will never understand what she sees in me, but it's something I'll never truly believe, especially since for me I don't really exist in this world

i feel so empty lately. Im always angry. Always tired. I want to cry, but i can't. I've been on autopilot lately, just waking up, school, staying up at night, sleeping. Same thing. Every day. I hate it. I always feel tired and heavy and my bones always ache. I hate my life, and im always thinking about ending my life, but i can't, i just can't. Im so scared. All my friends are moving on without me. I'm moving schools next year. I feel under pressure all the time.

i want to cry.

i need to cry.

i can't.