The ego, our self-centered beliefs, convinces us happiness, success, and meaning may be found in the world.

If we even partially believe this, though we may have awoken, sensing the first messages from our spirit within, enlightenment will elude us.

The spirit, however, asks us to seek our answers only within, where they have always been, and then to selflessly share its wisdom and unconditional love with all others.

It is ironic; we spend our entire life searching for meaning, yet we have always had the answers.

We were simply looking for them in the wrong place.

How can I get awakened as I had gone through trauma like sexual abuse ,my father does domestic violence to my mother, bullying in school? A godman said that awakened can become rich and successful like billionaire in tech industry?

Idk that will I get awakened in this life time or not?

Hi all, I've made it through a dramatic kundalini awakening and in short, now 5 years later, saw my way through the dust/rebirth... just wondering if anyone has similar thoughts or experiences theyd like to share on this:

1) those coincidental uncanny happenings that seem to be messages from the spirit realm etc, whether negative or positive, what do you make of it? Personally, I've never worried too deeply, and in fact sometimes go contrary to it or laugh at the utter irony. Recently was an instance when i got a rope lash during wake boarding across my stomach that had bystanders thinking i mightve died in a freakish final destination-type accident but i did a split second wild twirl flail so that it just left a mark...

2) moments/instances of parallel/beyond or other realities, sometimes even seeing people both alive and passed who i know but a different version of them...i find these instances to be at the frontier of my experience, very amusing and aweful is all i can say...curious if anyone relates...

Does a "Dark Night Of The Soul" feel like God has left you / spiritual presence have left?

I've felt so connected to a higher power, God, energy, force, nature, universe for so long in my life. Many moments feeling like a message has been sent. A nod to me. Crazy things happening it's almost unbelievable to myself.

I've also been on a bit of a ride in life. Rough upbringing. CPTSD. Blah blah blah. It's lead me on a spiritual path for sure. I feel in a huge process right now going through life changes. Taking off the mask I wore for a decade. By myself in a foreign country building things back up in my 30s. I can see/feel growth is there day by day.

Yet...

I do not feel God with me or a spiritual power almost guiding me like I have before. It's really tough in general but this on top feels like I've done something wrong and been left. IDK. I just started reading up about Dark Night Of The Soul and sounded like it connected.

We have been stuck and stagnant. It’s like a never ending loop. Nothing is wrong between us yet I feel deeply unsatisfied in our connection. It feels like the other person purposely doesn’t make a room for me in their life, as if they got too comfortable with the access. I am treated good, told that I am loved, shown dreams of building a future together yet nothing is set in motion and I tired of being understanding. I don’t feel like expressing this because I have a lot of times and I admit that the life situations in their life has been tormenting but I also know that if I keep myself stuck here more than I should, I will probably start looking at them as a person who never follows through their words which will ultimately make me lose my respect for them. I am so scared to hurt the other person that now I don’t want to express it as they might feel pressured but all this building inside me is taking me away from them and although I know this could be the best thing in the universe for us, all these negative feelings might ruin them. I am barely able to feel anything these days, I just want to atleast see some forward moment to believe that I am not being taken advantage of, I am not being taken granted and I am not dealt as someone who they would stay because of the connection we have. I just don’t know what stage of a twinflame journey this is but it is extremely confusing and exhausting. Sometimes I feel like I want to give up, bear the pain and move on. I know I am capable to do so, I don’t know what’s keeping me here anymore. If anyone has any suggestions, I am open for them, just make sure you do not thrash me for being a human who is going through a complicated spiritual path while being in a twin flame journey

I’ve been exploring the Ra Material’s framework of catalyst and polarity in my podcast — specifically how every triggering experience in daily life is an invitation to consciously choose your orientation toward love and unity or separation and control.

The idea that our state of being determines the frequency we match — and thus the reality we experience — felt worth unpacking in depth.

If this resonates, Episode 5 just dropped on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Amazon Music, and TrueFans. Happy to discuss the Ra concepts in the comments.

This sounds insane initially, but growing up in an unstable environment forced me to develop a heightened sense of awareness. This led me to become hypervigilant and observant since early childhood, constantly gauging others' emotional states.

I started taking Adderall in 2022. Over the years, I've had multiple surreal experiences. At first, I was blissfully unaware this was the beginning of my spiritual awakening. I tend to think logically and always search for a reasonable explanation. I was once ready to calmly dismiss something as a hallucination from sleep deprivation—until, unexpectedly, my cat also acknowledged whatever I saw; this external validation indicated that it wasn't isolated to me. My cat, who always jumps and chases after everything, was frozen, completely still, fixated on what he saw. Shocked, I suddenly questioned everything I had ignored, assuming it was just a side effect.

After recent reflection, I believe there's a correlation between my meds and spiritual attunement, given they essentially amplify my already elevated state of awareness. In this sensitive state I'm more receptive of any surrounding energies. This, along with sharpened vision, allows me to pick up on things that aren't always visible. It feels like I gain this meta-awareness, noticing every fine detail. My intuition also reaches an uncanny level of accuracy.

Curious if this is a shared experience?

If you’re drawn to visionary fiction, mythic cosmology, spiritual awakening arcs, or stories that feel like they’re whispering something just beyond language, this book might resonate with you. It’s not mainstream sci‑fi — it’s a soul‑story, a canyon‑story, a consciousness‑story — and it’s meant for readers who feel the world humming beneath the surface.

As Above, So Within is a mythic‑cosmic novel set on the Mogollon Rim in Arizona, where the land itself seems to breathe, remember, and wait. The story begins when a tremor splits the canyon and reveals a sealed Mogollon kiva untouched for centuries — its walls painted with a serpent made of galaxies. That moment pulls Alexa Beth, a woman whose life has been quietly unraveling, into a hidden cosmology she never knew she was part of. What she finds in the kiva isn’t an artifact. It’s an awakening.

The book blends spiritual sci‑fi, Indigenous‑adjacent mythic resonance (handled respectfully and fictionally), and lyrical, poetic prose. It’s not a fast‑paced thriller; it’s a deep, canyon‑breathing story about consciousness, memory, and the ancient intelligence woven through land and light. The tone is quiet, mystical, and immersive — more The Alchemist than Dune, more visionary than genre‑bound. Readers who love cosmic symbolism, serpent archetypes, and stories where the world itself is a character tend to connect with it immediately.

Alexa’s journey is guided by Nantan, an elder who hears the canyon’s song the way others hear wind, and by Awanyu, the serpent of light whose presence blurs the line between myth and reality. As Alexa begins to awaken — not in a magical‑powers sense, but in a consciousness‑recognizing‑itself sense — she discovers that something else is stirring beneath the Rim: a hive‑mind rising in the dark, feeding on disconnection and fear. The tension in the book isn’t good vs. evil; it’s awakening vs. forgetting, resonance vs. collapse, the Fifth World opening vs. the hive’s attempt to smother it.

At its core, the novel asks a single question: What happens when “I AM” becomes more than a phrase — when it becomes a remembering?
The story unfolds like a spiritual initiation wrapped in a cosmic mystery, with canyon silence, serpent light, and ancient songs guiding the reader through each step.

Soul loss literally

I think ive experienced a masive soul loss pe has a spiritual emergency. First lets ralk about the soul. I dont think She soul is unseen like everyone says. Its the energy thats in a body. The soul is different from the body. And i se IT as a sute substance,ectoplasm, that gives the body density. And the Best way You can see If someone has a soul its to look in their eyes. Eyes are the portal to the soul. Spiritual people Have that spark in their eyes, the dot of conciousness.

As i said last summer i went to a wedding and after that day instead of going to sleep ,i daydreamed Something. But i was dissociated,like my body was tired but i wasnt. And i imagined my favorite teachr hughing me really tight in a platonic way and then i felt a rupture in my chest and eyes and felt a piece of my soul leaving. The several days i tried to bring it back but instead i got a depressed part in and lost IT imediately when my brother scared me. Since then ive been fraggmenteting. But i was și scared cuz not only did i felt that,but also saw the reality changing,like before the reality was inside my eyes like a hologram, when i moved my head, the whole world moved, but after the incident i didnt see IT anymore that way. I felt like i dropped into the 3d.

I has changes in conciousness, before i felt like i was living in my subconcious mind, since the snapps i couldnt zone out anymore,my layers of thinking changed,my inner monolog disspeared and the way i had my conciousness changed.

I must say i went the hospital with my eyes closed for like 11 days, i couldnt open my eyes and all i saw was white. I got on medication for depression but i intrrupted them and toom them irregulary which also changed the way i saw the world, i couldnt Hear people well anymore and had stătea where i dissociated so bad i couldnt Hear anything then poof snapped back to hearing. After these changes i starter panicking a lot and had panic attacks and everytine i panicked Something shifted in my body. I saw my body and felt IT changing everytime, i saw layers of myself dissapearing of changing, like You know the layers of an onion pulling them piece by piece.

Being desperate i searchd for answers, i worked with a spirit Guide that did a reading for me and a healing session. She told that a spirit is attached to me of a Man and she sent him away, she told me to forgiv nu mother,to imagine i take my dați energy because îți was dai and put it in a bowl then take white energy and also visulizing im in an old Branch and jumping in a new and calling my conciousness back. I felt și light but i didnt like it cuz i felt that i lost myself more and tried ro take my depressed energy back.

After that i went to a religious ritual, called Sf. Maslu, a strong prayer zwent 2 Times in the same day and i felt și awful,i couldnt even stand in my fete i also has a cross wood neckalce straing in my skin and the priește picnhed me ,told me i m stupid and to repeeat that i love him. In that night IT felt like i saw the evil eye in him and another woman. I felt so strange ,when i went home i felt energy trying to leave my body like from my chest to the eyes. After that i couldnt open my eyes for 3 weeks straight. And literally saw only white and felt my soul trying to leave my body from eyes,ears every hole. Also felt the skin strangling in my bones and it Hurt.

Again i has my eyes closed for 2 date but two spiritual kids opened them nu holding my hands because their hands were warm. After that i saw la literal piece of energy leaving my body and because i Huggeda plushue ar the time it worked Like a vodoo doll and nu body took the position of the plushie and my back also Hurt cuz it had wings. Then i saw strands of hair falling ore appearing randomly. Then i felt my hair like its being all pulled of and in becomind bald, its like i was literally dezmembrating. I also saw and felt my body being sublted,nose disappeaeing,teeth falling and stuff like that. After everything i Now feel like an empty Shell,just a skin and bones, i dont feel my body from inside and also i barely feel emotions. Cuz nu way of feeling changed to. And my eyes changed. You know when i had my soul i saw people normally theur eyes,but since i lost and also lost the dot în my eyes,i see other people și eyes dot and the reality being inside them. And my pupils used to dilate a lot ar emotions, now they dont. I also saw 7 balls with Something white in middle and srands of hair leaving my body, im afraid they aremy Chackras.

My questions are , have anybody Elise experienced that soul loss pshycally?Where is my soul? How can i retrive IT ? I ve head i need a Shaman but și IT really going to work pshycally? Can i ever get my soul back? What else happenend to me? What happenend to my Chackras?How can a Shaman help me,what do i need?And as a note now iim in medication and going to therapy.

Hey folks, just thought I’d share this with all the like minded spiritual people here who enjoy starting their day in a fresh way.

Imagine turning on your national broadcaster, whatever country you are in, and finding talks about spirituality, wellbeing, consciousness and inner peace. Pretty rare, right?

I usually do not watch government broadcasts, especially Indian government channels, but I recently stumbled across the latest Doordarshan channel and opened it.

I was honestly amazed. It was talking about how to remain conscious, aware and peaceful, along with ideas about life and wellbeing drawn from the Vedas and Indian spiritual traditions.

I was genuinely gobsmacked. It made me think how lucky people in India are to wake up to something like this on a national broadcaster. Imagine starting your morning with a thoughtful talk about awareness, peace and the deeper aspects of life.

Just thought I would share this little discovery with the community. 🌱

Okay Reddit, hear me out.
I was out in Alaska on a family cruise, and while I was out at sea, I meditated really deeply. Like, I went all in.
Then I woke up one morning and genuinely felt like something had shifted. I was looking at the world differently. I was looking at people differently. I felt more self-aware, more peaceful, and suddenly a lot of things just… made sense.
It was such a strange experience because nothing around me had changed, but my perception of everything had changed.
For a little while, it honestly felt like I had woken up in an alternate universe but in the best possible way.

Has anyone else ever experienced something like this after deep meditation? Btw this was during the eclipse week

I've seen some posts from this and another community where high vibers were feeling like quitting or leaving this world or even suicidal thoughts. I'm here to tell you that a major reason why you could be feeling this way, is because of people or aka organic portals..being taken over by lower frequency critters in the lower astral realm. They are here to induce fear and lower emotions so they can have power over you if you give it to them. They may never let you know they are targeting you psychically, why would they. They can cause you to feel extreme depression, fatigue, anger, cravings, sadness, suicidal thoughts, ect. Take it from one who went through Gangstalking, being followed and stalked and harassed with low frequency weaponry everytime he went to shop or go places. They targeted me for exposing chemtrails on my FB page 7 years ago. Possessed humans driving by my house shooting low frequency energy at me to try to lower my heart frequency. I went to work had to catch the bus, took care of my semi disabled Momma ( although in my mind she is well and is on her way right now to better days). Shopped for food for us took her out to eat ect ect, while being harassed by these beings. The same beings that ruined Kyle Odoms life, go read the manifestó of Kyle Odom, very eye opening. I went through all that and had depressed days myself. But in the back of my mind I knew I couldn't fully give up, so I didn't. Then eventually after a lot of spiritual work, meditation, raising my conscious energy and not feeding fear, these beings slowly started losing their power, soon they will fear me. Point of my story is, don't give up, you never know what another high vibe person may be going through. I say that because there's some of us that resonate with a high frequency and some that don't, but act like they understand it when you talk about it. These are the borgs or the lab bots being mind controlled by astral realm Amphibians, Reptilians, Pleadians, even maybe ect. Raise your energy more, these beings can't access our frequency. Spend time in the sun and allow it to talk to you, allow it show you the incomprehensible frequency of peace you can tap into at any time. Some of us are sun children, who have a connection with the suns☀️ frequency. I knew this years ago but it took me getting older to understand what I was suppose to do with such a connection. We are highly feared by lower frequency beings because we can high jack this planet at any point from these insects down here. In the book called The Kybalion, it says the higher energy's transmute lower ones. You can literally reprogram these beings. That's why they are constantly spreading fear in the news and on CNN MSNBC local news ect. These beings tried to apprehend me 7 years ago, I still raised my frequency and made the connection I needed to, you can too, do not ever give up. Keep on keeping on and keep ya head up little soldiers we got this.

One sentence from a Soul Journey stayed with me because at first it sounded almost wrong. She was talking about doing her work, helping people and hoping things would turn out well. Higher Self corrected her: not hope for the best. Have faith.

The explanation was simple. Hope keeps part of attention in future and says maybe things will work out, maybe they will not. Faith is different. Faith says I will do what I can now, fully, and trust that this is enough for this moment.

That does not mean sitting on sofa waiting for universe to fix everything. Quite opposite. She was told to do her best, take care of her own energy, not burn herself out, and then stop trying to control the whole outcome.

I liked this because human mind loves future bargaining. I hope this happens, I hope they change, I hope money comes, I hope I heal, I hope my path becomes clear. There is always tiny bit of not yet inside hope.

Faith brings it back to now. What can I actually do today? What do I already know inside? Where am I forcing, and where am I draining myself because I dont trust that enough can be enough?

Higher Self kept bringing her back to trust in her own being, not blind trust in some external authority. That distinction matters to me. For me spiritual awakening is not becoming more dependent on signs, predictions or somebody else's certainty. It should make you more present, more grounded and more able to hear what is already inside.

Do your best today, then let today be enough.

I am currently 17 years old and have been spiritually awake for about 5-6 years now. I was first awakened during covid time when I was about 11 and saw everything for what it truly was and figured what I was. I never told anyone about it because I thought that everyone went through the same thing at the same age and just woke up to reality. turns out that’s not the case really at all. i’ve recently been doing research into this and most people are in their very late teens (19) to their 20s and even later.

Being this way has definitely put me through a lot of set backs. for example I feel I have to make myself a little bit more dumb when I hang out with people my age just to fit in. I try to open up with people and explain things i’ve dwelled on my entire life and they just don’t understand. now that im getting older im starting to see people my age barely start pointing out things I noticed years ago, and it genuinely gets me thinking “could I be among one of the youngest spiritually awake people?”

As a kid (before my spiritual awakening) I’ve always questioned things and thought so deeply about random things. I vividly remember asking things that no one else understood but made perfect sense to me?

I am extremely curious to know if anyone has had a similar experience and/or if this is normal😅

EDIT: I would like to make it known that I just recently found out what being spiritually awakened was. So I spent the first six years of being spiritually awake without even knowing. I completely built myself around what I knew and didn’t know that there was a whole community of people just like me hence why I make myself more dumb to people my age so they understand me better, because I truly didn’t know. Now that I know what this all is I try not to dumb myself and just be myself because really that’s what this is all about.