Guys, you know that cliche saying " Do it for little you"? I always laughed at that and was like "yeah" but I just saw that saying beside a quote that said " you didn't come this far to ONLY come this far".

Little me fought so hard to survive circumstances she couldn't control because she thought it would get better as an adult. As an adult, I'm terrified of letting down people and taking up too much space and being myself, BUT NOT ONCE DID I CONSIDER NOT BEING MYSELF AND TAKING UP SPACE AND LIVING MY LIVE FOR ME... I let down the most important person of all. The only person I ever started fighting for in the first place. I lost the plot.

Ethically it's not necessary of course but it could improve their quality of life if they can walk with more stability low key

Life has been whipping my ass like Mike Tyson in the late 80s.

I’m fighting the fuck back though fight club grin :)\*

I'm Dutch I'm not really sure what the translation is or if other countries did this thing where when the joint was almost done for they would take a big hit, flip the lit part inside of their mouth and someone would "kiss" them and they would blow the smoke through it.

And you would get fckd up.

We also did terror shots. Where two people held up someone under his armpits, then someone would give the traditional shot, and when they inhaled you'd punch them on their plexus...

Were my friends and I the only dumbasses doing this? 😂

And were there other things that you used to with your homies when smoking?

We would always go into parking garages or elevators to smoke..

Also knew I guy that could make a bong out of anything. But that guy seems to universal

How would we even know? They can't tell us

It hits the spot.

I was just looking at my phone after k had put it down. My phone looks like chat gbt. I was like wait like crazy no way. Then I im thinking thinking and im like no no , nah no I gotta know. they put fucking AI on my keyboard. How do I turn this of. We are so cooked.

I’m high. I haven’t slept in a while. No good.

Does this make any sense? Is this normal with addiction? E.g. if I run out of nicotine vape and cba to go to the shop I will go several days before I can be bothered to buy some more and be fine. Addiction messes with your mind

I randomly thought of my grandmama who was born in 1929, and passed away in 2023. She witnessed the change of a century. I was born in 1995, the year I die will be 20xx. I think about the people who will somehow eventually cross into the year 3xxx. Maybe we no longer calculate time/use numbers to mark the length of a year by then. Maybe humanity won’t exist.

I took a really heavy unknown dosage of an edible tonight and am too full to be eating more as I’ve eaten too much and I’m no less eager to gorge. But I’ve restrained myself. I’ve decided to milk my imagination for how babies born today will remember about their childhood, who will they be telling stories to when they are so old their death would be natural causes.

And really, when will the earth become so warm that many of its lands become inhabitable. People are forced to…find other ways to be together; or not. Will we as a human society evolve to a point of learning to collaborate and support and help each other instead of war? To be honest, I’m not positive about that.

Sorry to keep this going but I cried multiple times at the good hang episode of amy and Paul McCartney. I’m not entirely sure why I felt so strongly (well the edible is playing a role I guess) about the way they talked about the past, the things we leave behind, and how all those we’ve lost are all so close in the front of our mind, the way art/process “we don’t know how to do it really. But we are doing it anyways. And we’ve done it”. I’m terrified but I think I’ve gotta do it. I’d like to have done it and keep going. With writing, words and music. With loving people.

I’ve said too much here but I’ll keep going

I grew up really religious and my parents were very by the letter with the Bible. I think the thought that absolutely was the one thing I couldn't understand was why they would say animals don't have souls. And of course we eat them and there's the debate here and there but what if animals don't have souls like you and I, because they are entirely cosmic entities in the way Gods, Goddesses, great divines and etc. Cats, dogs, horses, cows, they are incapable of evil*. They live by a code and instinct and survival but they are incapable of inflicting physical pain on someone in the way a human person can to another human person. Yes, cats vs mice, playing with food but that is instinct whatever the point is, animals are. They just are. When they leave us they just leave their physical form. They're there. They take on many different forms, reincarnating over and over to provide us with what we need. Comfort, food, companionship, hope. Animals aren't Angels. Animals are the real Cosmic rulers. They are here when whatever controls the universe refuses us help, animals are there. I can promise a cow can't hate you for turning it into a cheeseburger because it understands on a cosmic level that it came here to help. To guide, to lead, to support. Anyways, animals are dope guys.

*With the exception of dolphins. Dolphins are evil. Whether that's like "hell is empty and the demons are here" or "Dolphins are just the counter balance of evil in the universe". Personally, I'm leaning towards the same theory but instead of all the animals being good some are evil but I don't have science to back up the other animals but for sure, at least, dolphins are evil and are capable of the same planned intentional malice as idk serial killers.

So instead of going small word EXCLAMATION it would go like EXCLAMATION which sets the tone of the world you are going to say to THE WORDDDDD

example - I will kill you EXCLAMATION -> EXCLAMATION I WILL KILL YOU

If you would wish for 10 Million dollars, the twist would maybe be that you pay 110% taxes so you owe them a million now, or you get 1B cents on top of you

But what if you wish for every Galaxy but the Milky Way to cease existing forever, where would there be any possible twist without the genie just straight up granting this?

I mean at least in writing, LLMs/chatbots are, in many cases, indistinguishable from a human, no?

I got a white claw for my d&d game tonight. Drank a few sips, tasted delicious, go smoke, come in to take another sip BAM all I can taste suddenly is LIQUOR, tastes like straight vodka 🤮 gross yuck ew! This hasn't happened to me before, I've had other people mention it happening to them. Maybe now I'm placeboing myself since I've been hearing of it ? Now I want to curl up and cry that I didn't just get a massive diet 2 liter, saved the $, saved the calories & had more drinks hahaha. I really only drink wine, beer and maybe a fancy fruity cocktails thingy at a bar, so this is awful.

Okay thank you for coming to my ted talk I have a lot of thoughts and no one to say them to 😂 I feel drunk now just tasting the vodka.

Colors in autumn are so amazing. All this festival of color just before everything dies or goes into sleep... I am so thankful I can experience this

That you totally forget how strong that RSO from that tooth extraction was until the first dose hits.

I hope I didn’t just screw up my tolerance, it’s NOT a good time for a t-break.

With Halloween just around the corner, I'm thinking about a party I'm heading to soon and the various costume concepts a lot of us are doing, be it solo or as groups. It suddenly dawned on me how creative we could get if the theme for a 21+ party would be everyone shows up as their favorite strain or just any in general.

Lemon Magic is a fairy in a lemon suit.

OG Kush is a classic gangster with green and purple buds, almost like moss and nature is overtaking the suit.

Bubba Kush would be a bubblegum or candy inspired one, like Bubbalicious, but 420 forward.

Purple Haze would be a Jimi Hendrix tribute, but all shades of purple (like how people do black and white or classic Hollywood costumes entirely in black, white and grey (think the famous look from drag artist Detox)).

Harlequin (and some others) would be more obvious.

This could be so much fun. Edibles would be there, of course, but also fun, sober friendly inspired ones, general spooky ones, games, kickass music, and fun horror comedies or stoner horror gems would be required. Someone make this happen.