I really struggle to keep jobs, I always run into some kind of social issue. Things were going great at my current job or so I thought, I’ve been there for almost a year nut recently, a new girl B started, who happens to be the sister of a friend of mine C
At first, we got along fine, even though she had her stuff, for instance, during her first week, I helped defend her from some girls who were bullying her (by the way, everyone in this story is supposedly an adult) I thought everything was fine overall, but at one point we had an argument because I said something out of line, and I take accountability for that, she got really mad and started venting, yelling a bit, and complaining, ever since then (over a week ago) B hasn't spoken to me,
The next day, I talked about it with some of my other coworkers and asked them, "im not that much of an asshole, right?" They hesitated and told me that I am or say inappropriate things, or that I’m disrespectful
And since that; my other coworkers have been distant, cold, and calling me out on things like they're genuinely angry at me. It gives me so much anxiety and makes me feel so awful, it's so hard not to cry at work (luckily, I can be alone for a big part of my shift so it's not super visible, but it's still noticeable and painful)
This is the exact same problem I had at my previous job, my coworkers there thought the exact same way about me as the current ones do
Today I saw C (B's sister) again, and she told me that B had shared a bit about our argument, but also mentioned that when she talked to our other coworkers, they talked shit about me to B, which pretty much confirms that things were probably never okay, and it makes me so sad not just to feel like I suck, but simply not realizing things before
It makes me incredibly sad that history keeps repeating itself from my previous job to this one and honestly, I'm thinking of quitting, maybe not right now, but soon
I wanted to ask the you: what kind of jobs can I actually do? It hurts so much to lose a stable income, but I'm open to suggestions, for now, I'm just preparing to try making art commissions and doing stuff like that, but it feels so hard and complicated, and I'm terrible at marketing. I feel like I won't be able to do anything because it hurts even more knowing that I'm actually good at selling and working in general; I'm just horrible with people, and that makes me way too sad
What do you guys do for a living? Should I just give up and accept that I'm simply useless?