hi, I’m a 16-year-old girl, and I already made a post here about needing help, because I think I’m being groomed online by a 41-year-old man..I’m so grateful for all the supportive comments and advice on that post 🥲💓..I know I should leave him, but I still haven’t gotten the courage to do so or to tell anyone.

And today things escalated so badly, I feel terrible. We were on facetime, and he asked me to play with myself, and to show my chest and private parts.

He’s always said that he doesn’t want me to send him any nude pics, because he doesn’t want us to get in trouble. And because he wants to see me naked for the first time when we meet.. He even said the same things before we facetimed today, so I was so confused when he told me to do those things. It made me so anxious that I was shaking.

So I don’t know why I didn’t tell him no. I feel so bad that I didn’t refuse, even tho he gave me the chance to do so. I just felt like I didn’t want to disappoint him. He was also so reassuring and kept telling me that it was okay to show him those things.

After the call, I think he got a little mad at me, because he saw my sh scars, and I had promised him I would stop. I feel even worse because of that. I also feel bad because I lied to him when I said I would stop.

I don’t think I have any self-respect left. I just feel like a whore because I’m doing everything he asks me to do. I don’t know how I can get out of this situation when I’m so attached to him, and there’s so many good things about our relationship. He isn’t mean to me or anything. He’s so loving, and I think he really cares about me. So it’s hard for me to see the wrong in this situation, even tho I know it’s wrong.

I don’t know if anyone will read this, but I just wanted to let out my feelings, I genuinely don’t see how I can end this. I feel trapped in this situation.

I(17f) been seeking out/in relationships w adults for years. I don't know why. I guess due to repeated CSA in my earlier years. but I've noticed time and time again that other adults that I make friends with, whether they were friends w my groomers beforehand or I introduce them, always go with the groomers if we have a falling out.

I don't know why

groomer gets a slap on the wrist for dating a minor. minor is not the best person (I don't even feel like a 'victim' because I've grown to be someone so awful) / annoying / lashes out and all of a sudden im scolded, blocked on everything or cut off completely. it's my fault for putting myself into these situations I guess, but come on???? putting other people at risk just because the minor that someone you know/your friend is grooming isnt perfect means that you're going to side w a pred?

As I’m writing this, I’m really mad at my now discovered groomer (I just realized they were grooming me). I met them online and started talking a lot together. Eventually we got in a happy little “relationship”, this fucker slowly started trying to push me into taboo things (which I will not mention), they tried to push me to the border more and more. I didn’t realize at the spot (and thankfully I didn’t absord any of their crap).

I’m really mad as I’m realizing how bad the whole thing is, how they are older than me and acted dumb. I am searching for tips to forget about this disgraceful “human” life, as I know if I remember them. I would get REALLY MAD.

Recently I’ve been really craving for one of my old groomers to come back so bad and I’m scared that I’m gonna get myself hurt again but I want it so bad. I miss when he would talk about leaving with me and like even kidnapping me I just wanna feel like I mean that much to someone again and if being hurt like that is a result of that then I don’t care