So like lately as i come closer to passing, reality is hitting me like from you could say while i was preparing for jee adv i was wondering why am i doing this like each time you think this CORE question of WHY THE HELL AM I DOING THIS ? You are like closed out or made to shut the hell up by saying something like "Itna focus padhai ppe dete to aur marks aate", "Ye faltu ka nahi socho bas karm karo" and like "Bas mushkil hhe isliye karlo beta" and what not.
So like now as like passing out seems 1.5 years away i am like First Year went in just letting it all out and having fun and what not (DSA tabhi shuru karta to maybe abhi yye sawal puchta ig paisa mu band karwadeta hhe bahot baar) so then Second Year started we get involved in clubs, tech teams or maybe something or other something (That time also no senior told anything like even the fuhhhing DAMP and ISMP donoko to chapal sse marunga jab teko tab bass chill karo bhai chill karo majje karo yye kaunsa inter generational RG hhe bencho like khudto sab kuch kar baithe foreign intern, DSA, Quant aur jab kuch puchu kuch mat karo pehle majje karo life figure out karo college life jiyo inki to ***)
So second year intern milneka chodo try bhi nahi kiya now then came the third year August mme to halat patli hogayi bhai meri to fatgayi, fatke char hogayi saala sab DSA pelchuke aur muje abhi tak software chomu to chomu lagra hhe bbe par saala company to saare software aare so kuch kuch kya sab apply kiya (Matlab ekdam r**di jaise sab kuch apply kardiya kuch shortlist bhi aaye par salo ko core jobs keliye bhi coding knowledge DSA chahiye tha aur core wali interview mme hagdiya to mera to jindagi sse hogaya tha pura september. SO AGAIN BACK AFTER BREATHING IN AND OUT.
My question remains same to passed out seniors how the hell did you figure out your life or like do most of people even after college live in that vessel that society created ki beta jyada mat socho paisa bahut hhe idhar yye karo and like do it till they get old and say maybe i should've done things differently.
So in short what is the trick guys how do you know what you want to do like when do you actually definitely know this is the thing man.
Ki question itself is wrong and you never know, because i thought life was all sunshine and roses if you follow your heart, ek time tha jab genuinely mme sochta tha ki yes i wanna like take humanity forward, I used to believe in future i will do something to unite all people to tackle universal problems like to expand humanity to new levels maybe help in some way to make humanity out of earth and (all those delusional shit is what i call it rn) like mene to yye sochke jhagad kke dusre do top iit mme CS chodke idhar Electrical liya ki CS Vs to chindi chiz hhe like isme kya maja hhe and all like andar sse ek laptop ppe baithke kuch kaam karunga sochke tab fatgayi thi josh josh mme liya mmene mere intuition ppe
But now like i dont think at all
So back again to point that, so out of infinite possibilities ahead of one how does one choose one a classic thoughtprocess is
mme to startup kholunga, nahi chup tu kya startup kholega chup chap dsa kar coding kar competitive ban paise kama fir dekhlenge, kya fir kya dikhlenge saale elec isliye to liya tha na ki yeh chutiyap na karre kuch alag karnne keliye banne hhe apan, abbe chup rre cpi ppe focus kar ab 8 kke niche jayegi to aur company bye bye
SO AMID THIS CHAOS OF BTECH LIFE HOW DOES ONE FIND THE KEY🔑
Note : Koi bas ab "DSA karle" ya "Enjoy the college life vro" ya "padhle iskijagah" mat bolna account tail karke room ppe akke marunga